The Holy Love of Amayra

Chapters 174. Flood of tears

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...I open the blue album.....

...Dusty and worn out, I looked at all the pictures.....

...Small clean has not been stained, I thought drifting.....

...It used to be loving, remembering all the stories of people. About my.....

...They said I was always spoiled.....

...They said I was always being cheered.....

...Oh mother is there and you will not always be in my heart.....

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"Doctor, why don't you just talk here?" amayra asked in surprise to Satria and Yudha.

"May, you're gonna have to breastfeed Rey first. Just focus, baby." said Satria with a smile on Amayra.

Satria and Yudha leave Rey's ward, while Amayra is still busy nursing Rey. After all night his son just lay weak.

Cheat up!

Satria closed the door of the room tightly. He and Yudha spoke some distance from the room. Yudha says her diagnosis and that of Doctor Daniel is about Rey's condition.

"I'm sorry Sat, I don't know what to do. But it's like this, your son maybe." Yudha looked sad, she could not help Satria more.What she had done to help Rey was at her limit and with all her strength.

"Is there no other way, Jud? My son is a child and he already suffers from such pain. You can imagine how hurt my wife would be if she found out about all this!" Satria exclaimed while holding her head in a huff.

"Maybe there is still a miracle" said Yudha who was also unsure of what she said. Yudha patted Satria on the back and calmed her down. "You must be prepared for the hardest things."

Satria held back tears, she looked sad because of Yudha's remark about Rey's condition. Shortly after, Satria re-entered Rey's ward and began to condition her facial features as before.

Clack!

I have to be strong in front of Amayra. Must strong!

"Mas is coming? Mas, I think Rey wants to heal," said Amayra to her husband who had just come. "This is Rey sleeping Mas again, I think he was tired of crying yesterday," he said again while staring at Rey who was asleep in bed.

The tiny baby looked adorable, his body was still as fat as before. Amayra is convinced that Rey is fine and will soon be healthy.

"Yes Aamiin." replied Satria with a bitter smile. "May, we have breakfast first baby" said Satria while taking his wife to breakfast. He brought two packs of yellow rice for their breakfast.

Amayra ate the yellow rice with her husband. Satria looked at Amayra who looked calmer than before. However Satria felt this was the calm before the storm. After finishing breakfast, they come to Nilam and Cakra who want to see the state of their grandchildren.

"Oh Allah, have great pity on his grandson Oma. Quickly healthy yes dear," said Nilam while rubbing the soft head Rey. Nilam doesn't know anything about Rey's illness, because no one has told him yet.

"Satria, Amayra..how is Rey? What did the doctor say? Is the pain serious?" tanya Cakra was worried about her first grandson.

"Pa.. Rey's-" as Satria was about to explain, all of a sudden all of the attention focused on Rey.

Rey who was still sleeping, now convulsing. With a foaming mouth, Rey's eyes opened wide and the black spot of her eyes pointed upwards. Everyone in the room panicked to see Rey's condition.

Satria ran out of to call Yudha.

"Rey! Rey. son.." Nilam panicked to see his grandson like that.

Amayra immediately held Rey, she tried to calm down. He would not cry, for the sake of the child he had to be strong. "Rey.ini dear mom.ini mommy. Astagfirullahaladzim.." Amayra spoke Istighfar several times.

Her little child's body was still convulsing in Amayra's arms. The woman held back tears, she could not bear to see her son in pain. He was fine this morning, why is this now?

It was not until one minute that Satria and Yudha had come to the room with a nun as well. Yudha immediately checked Rey's condition, all the handling he had done to save her. But suddenly Rey stopped twitching, she closed her eyes tightly.

The tense atmosphere enveloped the entire room, because everyone there was tense and restless with Rey's condition.

Tiiiiittt.......

The sound of the machine echoed uninterruptedly in the room, when Dr Yudha no longer checked Rey's condition.

The deg!

Nilam cried, as soon as he heard the sound of the medical machine. His body was about to collapse and Cakra was there to prop it up.

"You must be sincere" Satria held his wife's hands. The man bit his lower lip, he held back tears seeing his son was already stretched stiff lifeless.

Reyndra Aqmar Calabria is dead.

"A-what do you mean, Mom? What am I supposed to do?!" Amayra screamed hysterically, she looked so emotional.

"I'm sorry, I tried my best. But Allah wills another, forgive me Satria and Amayra. Reyndra did not survive" said the doctor with a heavy heart.

"Once again the voice took away the people I loved. I hate! I hate!" Amayra went on a rampage, hysterically pushing a medical machine near her son's body.

BRACKET!

PRANGS!

"How could it be so cruel? How can my son. who was okay now doctor Yudha said that Rey died? Rey is still here! Not long ago he called my name, he said. mamwa. mamwa! She woke up and suckled, and not even her body showed her severe pain! How could this be?"

The woman did not accept Rey's departure, not long ago her father died now her son followed the father. Amayra's heart was broken by the sudden reality that always hurt her heart.

The trials and trials for him were too much to deal with. Losing those he cares about and is closest to, makes him depressed and does not accept reality.

Tears fell on Nilam and Cakra's face, who also lost Reyndra. The tiny little baby must go to Grace in a sudden way. She was just about to turn 6 months old, but she had to suffer severe pain for a child her age.

"Bec, Rey pa...Our rey!" Nilam was crying in her husband's arms.

Cakra also felt the same pain as what Nilam felt. His little grandson has now died.

"Istighfar May! Istighfar, dear.." said Satria who also could not hold back her crying again. Her tears broke, her heartache seeing Amayra grieving and her heartache seeing her hero gone.

Amayra approached Rey, hugging her lifeless baby tightly. Her lips kiss Rey's forehead, nose and cheeks lovingly. "Rey.ini dear mom.ini Mom son. Let's wake up Rey, we'll take a walk later with mom and all. Rey wants to take a walk, right? Rey Sholeh's son's mom is equally papa right? Rey, wake up baby... Rey.hiks.."

A mother who lost her child clutches the lifeless body tightly. Amayra's tears continued to spill, hoping for a miracle. But this is all God's destiny.

Rey is gone, 2 days before she turns 6 months old.

Satria was beside Amayra all that time, she tried to make Amayra release Rey because the child had to be bathed and buried as it should be.

But, Amayra still hugs Rey and is unwilling to let go. "Mas, please get Rey's blanket on that couch. Rey's body was cold, like she was cold" Amayra told her husband.

"May. You have to be sincere, Rey's gone." Satria patted Amayra on the shoulder and looked at the woman with a sad look.

"Rey's still here! What can't you see? He's in my arms!" Amayra denied her husband's remarks, the woman's tears still continued to break apart far away.

"May.." said Satria.

"I don't want to lose anymore, I can't! I was pregnant with Rey for almost 8 months in my womb, I love her so much...Rey is only 6 months old, she hasn't even seen this world for long. Rey is fine, she can even call me Mama.hiks.." Amayra hugged Rey tightly, a mother sobbing.

Amayra recalled how she struggled when Rey was still in her womb. The child is very good when in the womb of his mother, after birth was the same. Rey isn't fussy, unless she's sick and asks for milk. Even that kid is now at a time when he's funny.

Satria hugged Amayra and her dead son. He tried to ease the emotional outburst of his wife's grief that was currently peaking. God tested it with a great test. "Prophey dear. patient. sincere." Satria kissed his wife's forehead. He looked at Rey who was lying stiff in his wife's arms with a grieving heart.

In front of the room, Anna, Lisa, Anton, Fania and Ken were there and saw the sadness of Amayra and her small family. How broken is the heart of a mother who has just lost her child. Not long ago Mr. Aaron died, now his son who followed.

"Great pity, May.hiks.." Lisa cried when she saw her friend sad.

Fania and Anna were also crying, they did not make a sound. They sense how Amayra struggles when she conceives Rey. Where everyone's insults were on her because she was pregnant out of wedlock. Amayra kept it. When she was about to miscarry, Rey remained strong and survived. She grew up in Amayra's womb well.

Until the time of the big accident hit Amayra, Satria and Bram when Amayra was 7 months old. The accident almost left Amayra and Rey dead. There Satria made a difficult decision, but God willed another at that time. Both survived and Rey was born healthy.

If you remember that, surely Amayra's heart is very sore. Not young to lose the one he loves. It must have been very heavy for him and Satria too.

After a rather calm state, Satria and Amayra returned to the large house of Calabria. Rey, who had been bathed and wrapped in a shroud, was already in the mansion.

The woman sat beside Rey with her husband, reciting a verse from Yassin's letter. All the mourners came, they were heartbroken at Rey's death.

After the prayer, all the mourners and the Calabrian family went to the tomb to escort Rey to her final resting place.

"Lailaillah. lailaailalloh..."

The sobs of Amayra broke again, she felt the pain again in her heart. Seeing Rey being carried by her husband to the burrow.

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