The Holy Love of Amayra
Chapter 5. Please keep this secret
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Bram leaves without regard to Amayra and her older sister's son (aka her niece) who begs Bram to take responsibility for his friend who has been raped by him.
The man ran away just like that, like a sweet enough to be thrown away. Anna does not manage to catch up with Bram who has been speeding to bring his car that is not going anywhere.
"Of Bram!" anna shouted annoyed herself to see her om leaving the villa just like that.
Inside the Villa itself, Amayra did not come out of the bathroom and made Fania and Anna anxious for their best friend.
"May, open the door!! May..." Fania and Anna call their best friend who is still in the bathroom. Fania turned her head towards Anna who also looked confused just like her. "An, how's dong? Mayra's not out yet!" exclaim Fania panic.
Anna did not speak, she bit her lips in a fit of anxiety. There was guilt in his heart over what happened to Amayra. Although this was not his fault, it was Bram's fault who suddenly came to the villa and raped his friend.
Amayra herself, was flushing her body with water in a lighted faucet. The girl was crying, lamenting her fate. His body was sick, his heart and mind were also sick. The former bram forced earlier today was seen in several parts of his body.
"What do people say later? What if dad finds out? I am no longer a virgin!! I have fornicated! I can't take good care of myself!!" amayra shouted as she sat on the bathroom floor, leaving her body in a jubilant water.
The screams and anger of Amayra were heard by her two friends outside. After almost half an hour in the bathroom, Anna finally decided to take the spare key and open the bathroom door.
Anna and Fania compactly approached Amayra who was squatting in a corner with long dangling black hair. All the girls' bodies were wet.
"May, I'm sorry may. I'm sorry. I'll ask my om to take responsibility for you!! He won't be able to run, he can't escape! He must be responsible!" said Anna while hugging her friend who still looked shocked. Anna tried to calm down Amayra who was silent.
"May.. " Fania cried and held Amayra's cold hand. He was very sad about what happened to Amayra.
Amayra was silent with empty eyes. In his heart he screamed, the honor he had always guarded was finally shattered already by a foreign man. After finishing cleaning, Amayra changed her clothes with dry clothes.
His eyes were still empty, he just sat quietly in the corner of the bed. Every now and then he stared at the ceiling of the room, like a person who lost his spirit.
"May, don't shut up. Let's say something. I'm gonna ask my mom to take responsibility, I promise.I'm sorry.hiks" Anna held her best friend's hand and cried.
"What responsibility?" amayra asked as she turned towards Anna with empty eyes.
"My mom raped you, so she has to take responsibility" Anna replied, wiping her tears. Beside Anna there was Fania, she looked at Amayra with an anxious look.
"No need, nothing happened. I'm fine" Amayra tried hard, she smiled bitterly.
"May..." Anna looked at her best friend with teary eyes.
"I'm fine, I'm fine as long as my dad doesn't know any of this.." The heavy heart of the girl when she said it, it turns out she was worried about the father in comparison to her own circumstances.
"I beg you, please keep this secret first. Later I will tell my father myself, I beg you, please don't tell me, father" Amayra cried sadly, tears that she endured finally spilled too.
"But May, your father must know.om I must also take responsibility!" anna said firmly.
Amayra shook her head, a sign that she disagreed with Anna. Why did the girl disagree? He's scared, scared of who? Is that Bram? No, but he was afraid of his father's anger and disappointment. If he knew this, he could not imagine what would happen.
Is her child not a virgin?
What do people say later? What did his father say later? Yeah, he thought it was better to hide this from his father as if nothing had happened.
"Are you scared of Bram? Are you afraid that he will not take responsibility? I'll force grandma to take responsibility! I guarantee!" Anna assures Amayra that she is on Amayra's side and that Bram will be held accountable.
"I am not afraid of you, I am afraid of God, and I am afraid of my father" Amayra cried bitterly, he was truly afraid of Allah because of the adultery he had committed with Bram. God must have seen it all, how ashamed and sinful he was.
He was afraid of his father, he was afraid of making his father disappointed. With a puckoo, Amayra asked her friends even to the extent of begging them to keep this a secret as if nothing happened. Amayra knew lying was also a sin, but she was not forced to do so to guard the heart of the father.
As a result, they did not become a vacation and decided to return to Jakarta. Along the way, Amayra fell silent with clenched hands. Both of his friends were saddened to see the state of Amayra who tried hard even though her heart was crying.
The lips that Bram craves still feel hot and sore, last night Bram bit the lips. The tongue played by Bram, still feels disgusted for Amayra. He would not even eat and drink so disgustedly with himself. And the one that hurts the most is the sensitive lower part of her body.
The red marks were scattered everywhere, only Amayra was wearing clothes that covered her entire body. Even his head was wearing a long veil, making Bram's mark on him invisible.
It's hideous! It was terrible every time Amayra was pictured in the early hours of the morning in that room, it felt like her head wanted to break! It feels like he wants to kill himself if suicide is not a sin!
But he remembered God, he remembered his father. God hates people who end their lives. For the life and death of a person is in the hands of Allah SWT and is a gift and authority from Allah. Allah SWT forbids its people to commit murder or suicide. The place where people commit suicide is hell.
When he arrived in Jakarta, Amayra immediately went home. He walked a bit limped through the narrow alley, it turns out his body aches and hurts by Bram.
"Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.. Amayra, you can do it, you don't make me anxious" the girl muttered as she opened the door.
"May, are you home?" ask Mr. Aaron.
The deg!
"Astagfirullah azim thing!!" suddenly Amayra was surprised as soon as he got a clap on his shoulder and heard the voice of the father behind him.
The girl was afraid to look back.
