The Holy Love of Amayra

Chapters 30. Confession of love

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The feeling of Amayra and Satria still pounding, they are confused to give an answer to Aaron's question. While the middle-aged man was staring at them sharply.

And I answered yes. Why do they look confused? Something must be wrong!

"Why are you guys quiet? Satria, answer me! Did you impregnate Amayra?" aaron asked once again in a stern voice that needed an answer right now.

Maybe it's time to tell Dad the truth. Satia is not to blame anymore.

"Dad really-"

"Yes, I'm the one who impregnated my father's son. That's right me." Satria immediately cut off the words of Amayra who wanted to tell Aaron the truth.

Amayra glanced at her husband stunned. He admitted the thing he didn't do, what was his purpose? Because what? Who is Satria protecting, Bram, his family, or the feelings of Amayra and her father-in-law. Amayra really does not understand the attitude of Satria at this time.

"Yes, if it's true that way. Go home and rest." said Aaron did not ask much and instead told his son and daughter-in-law to go home immediately.

Satria and Amayra ride in a car together. They're on their way home to the Calabrian family. Satria glanced at Amayra who had just been silent, the girl just played the fingernails on her fingers.

"Ask what do you want to ask?" Satria asked the woman sitting next to her. He knew that Amayra was nervous, and when she was nervous Amayra always played her fingernails. That habit he knew after 2 months living with Amayra in the same room. "Amayra!"

Hearing her name called made Amayra look at her husband who was driving, "Yes sister?"

"Do you want to know why I lied to your father?" ask Satria.

"Yes, why did you cover all of it when I was going to tell you the truth? Is it because you care about how you and I feel?" amayra asked as she looked at Satria.

"It's not because of you or your father, but it's for the surname of Calabria" Satria replied in her cold tone again.

"True, even my sister also married me for the surname of Calabria. Not just out of pity for me, but because of the family's good name. Brother received insults from others because of me, because of mistakes that you did not make. I was hoping for what the hell? Why would I wish that brother would do it for me?" suddenly Amayra was upset, her eyes glazed over at Satria. There was disappointment in her every word, she expected more answers from Satria.

"That's right, I married you out of pity and for the sake of family. Why are you angry now?" Satria spoke bluntly without caring about Amayra's feelings.

"Yes, I don't have the right to be angry. If I'm angry, then I don't know myself." Amayra clenched her hands in annoyance.

"Why are you suddenly angry?" satria did not understand.

Dreet..

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Satria's phone rang, there was a call from Clara. Satria ignored the ringing phone and kept her phone in the car seat.

Clara calling's..

Amayra glanced at Satria's cell phone, she saw the woman's name on it. The call that always keeps her husband busy being in the hospital just because of trivial things that she cannot do when there is no Satria. And Clara like her makes it an excuse as to call Satria every time.

"Call from who? doctor Clara again?" ask the woman, angry and jealous.

"It's none of your business." replied Satria cuek.

"Really! None of my business!" yelled Amayra annoyed.

They arrived in front of the garage of the Calabrian family home. Amayra immediately got out of the car and walked ahead of Satria into the house.

Satria takes the food she bought for Amayra, she follows his wife who looks angry at him. Amayra went into the house, she saw Bram and Alexis sitting together in the living room and handsome.

Why her? Is she crying? Bram gave a quick glance at Amayra who was walking past him, her eyes looking red and teary.

"Bram, what the hell are you looking at?" alexis asked while holding Bram's face with both hands, she pointed Bram's face at him. But Bram's eyes looked at Amayra who was walking towards her room.

"May! Amayra..kamu why the hell?" satria asked, calling his wife's name. He followed the woman from a later date.

Bram argues that Satria and Amayra are fighting. The couple entered the room, Amayra's face was still flushed. The feeling in his heart was no longer controllable.

"You why the hell? Don't you usually get angry like this?" Satria was astonished because usually Amayra was very patient and never angry with him. "What are you angry about? I really don't understand.."

"Sister, what do we think our marriage is?" amayra asked while looking at her husband.

"Why are you still asking? Don't we know what the answer is without even talking?" Satria looked at Amayra who was crying, she did not understand what her wife's question meant.

"So yes." Amayra smiled bitterly, she wanted to say her feelings but the thought held her back. She was afraid of being disappointed, she also felt unworthy to love Satria.

"Why are you Amayra?" satria asked as she held his wife's hand, her other hand wiping away the tears on her cheek.

Amayra looked at her husband, feeling a gentle touch from Satria, the cold man was indeed indifferent outside but in fact he was warmer than the sun. During those two months, Satria always helped Amayra in difficult circumstances. Slowly it made the sense in his heart grow and develop, but he did not know Satria's feelings for him.

"Sister, if I said I like you, what would you say?" Amayra stared intently at her husband who was sitting on his knees in front of her.

The deg!

Satria was dumbfounded to hear Amayra's question that didn't look like it was joking. "Do you like me?" ask Satria not to believe it.

"Yes, I like big brother." replied the woman confessing her feelings for Satria who had been hidden in him all this time.

"Haha, what are you talking about? Our relationship is not that kind of relationship. You know we're getting a divorce too, so you don't like me." said Satria, laughing snidely, she rejected Amayra's feelings indirectly.

Satria has discussed divorce with Amayra many times. It hurt her so much.

"Is it because I don't deserve it? Is it because I'm a dirty woman? Am I not good? Does your sister not like me?" Amayra wanted Satria's feelings to be clear to her. Until he can set limits on where he will survive.

"Do you think this makes sense, if I like you? To me you're just a teenager, you're like my own niece Amayra."

"Niece huh? Alright.." Amayra smiled bitterly.

Amayra, what are you thinking? How could Brother Satria like me. Why did you confess? Oh Allah my heart hurts so much.Why falling in love hurts so much.

"If any of my words offend you, I'm sorry." Satria apologizes after she hurt Amayra by rejecting her. Amayra remained silent and answered nothing with her empty eyes.

Then why has Satria been so good to her all this time? Is it just out of pity?

After a failed confession of love, the next day. That morning Satria woke up alone, without any Amayra waking her up. He saw Amayra was not in his bed.

"Tumben once he didn't wake me, was it because of yesterday afternoon?" muttered Satria felt guilty. "Yeah.. Satria you were so outrageous to him yesterday, if you want to refuse, do not say that too, especially about divorce. I better apologize to her."

Everyone was already gathered in the middle room with tense faces. Including the two housekeepers there. "Where did you say Amayra?" ask Cakra firmly.

"Miss says she's going back to her father's house to take care of her ailing father." explained Dewi to Cakra.

"Why didn't he tell me?" Confused chakra.

"She told me mommy kok pa and Bram who drove her to her father's house" Nilam told her husband. He looks unhappy because Bram delivered Amayra.

"Yes it's good then." replied Cakra relieved to hear his son-in-law was fine.

It's good that Amayra's leaving with Bram, maybe they'll get closer. Poor Satria too, this fake marriage must end. Satria should be happy, she's a good boy.

"Did Amayra go home to her father?" Satria had no idea about his wife leaving the house.

"Lho, didn't he tell you?" ask Nilam astonished.

He went to his father's house with Bram's brother and he didn't tell me? Wh why?

Satria clenched her hands in annoyance, she was visibly emotional hearing Amayra being ushered by Bram to her father's house.

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