The Halal Love

5

Should I accept male khitbahan who I did not know before, but how difficult I was to refuse especially when it comes to the health of the father, I cannot disappoint them.

God help me to decide this very difficult thing.

As soon as I came down the stairs I was very surprised him, he who wanted to menghitahku turned out to be a man 1 year ago who was in the walimahan Ulva.

I wondered if he didn't recognize me or if he had forgotten me.

It was 19:40, we had just finished dinner, and Om Ardi's family, started talking about khitbahan.

Om Ardi told his son who wanted to preach me to talk about their intentions to come home.

"This is how my intention to come to the Rania Deck house is to worship de Rania, does the Rania Deck receive my blessing?". Asked the man to me, I was suddenly nervous as I was about to answer my tongue.

I gave an answer with a nod, not unwilling to speak but it felt very difficult to speak.

The people who saw my nod spoke Alhamdulillah, and the father proposed that the marriage be accelerated.

The male family agreed they set the marriage in 7 days. I could not refuse, because my father agreed.

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Today was the day of my wedding, I was in front of the dresser looking at myself in the mirror.

I wear a white dress with my face covered in a veil.

My clothes are not too fancy because I do not want to scatter money. Just for a shirt.

I don't know what I feel, sad, happy, and also groggy.

It's sad that I'm married to someone who might not love me.

It's nice because I got married to him whom I didn't know one year ago.

Grogi because today is the most sacred day for me.

Time showed at 9:00 and soon the qobul ijab would be carried out, I was so nervous in the room, cold sweat soaked my body.

I faintly heard the ruler speak.

Then I heard my father talking

"I marry and marry you brother Aditya nugraha bin Ardi nugraha with my daughter Rania az zahra binti Devan pratama By mascawin a set of prayer tools in cash paid"

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Rania az zahra bint Devan pratama with the mascawin in cash.

"Well witnesses" said the pengulu

"Well" said everyone there.

I breathed a sigh of relief, the one I loved in him has now become my husband.

Tonight I feel nervous, I cover my body in a blanket, today also I feel very tired, may I Brother Adit not ask for his right tonight, tonight, because honestly I wasn't ready.

Suddenly I heard the door open, I closed my eyes, and I still wear my veil.

Chequek..

Aditya pov's.

It seemed like she was so exhausted, she even wore smallpox while sleeping, what should I do if she was unhappy with this marriage, that she did not want to just open the veil in front of me.

I'm her husband and I won't sin if I see her face, ah maybe she's embarrassed.

I felt Ka Adit rubbing my forehead, I thought she would wake me up but not that she was just peeping my forehead.

He didn't even open my veil.

I heard him apologise to me.

"Rania forgive brother for not being able to fully give love to you, you know Ran long before you were present there was another who filled my heart, kaka, and maybe your sister's love is still half of her". Said Ka Adit and it managed to make me feel sick, it turns out that the man I have been loving for one year is another woman.

Adit didn't know that I was the girl he hit in Ulva and Kelvin's Walimahan. I used to wear a hijab and now I use a niqab. So it's only fitting that Ka Adit doesn't recognize me.

How I told him, I was afraid that he would not accept me because we had a fight.

Just yesterday we got married and now Ka Adit is willing to leave me abroad yes it is a duty and he must be professional he will go 3 days to do his duty as a doctor. And she'll be back by the time of our wedding.

Walimah is finished at the event, now it's 21:00 I'm very tired.

After the shower I immediately lay on the bed resting my body, in my heart I asked if Adit sister would ask for her right tonight, she said, because it's been 4 days since my wedding and Ka Adit hasn't asked for her right from me.

Chequek..

The sound of the door opening and the handsome figure of my husband appeared.

"Loh Az you haven't slept?". Ka Adit asked me and I just shook my head.

My heart is pounding whether Ka Adit will ask for his right, sweat starts to wet my body I am very gerogi.

Ka Adit smiled at me, I returned her smile but Ka Adit might not be able to see my smile because I was wearing a veil.

Yes I have not dared to open my veil in front of Ka Adit, I am ashamed, afraid, if if I open my veil he still recognizes me, this has been quite a long time from the incident.

"Sir, I want to talk to you". She said there was an expression of doubt on her, I don't know what Ka Adit wants to talk to me about.

"Well, what do you want to talk about?". My word.

Ka Adit looked at me for a moment and took a deep breath.

"Look, Brother wants to be honest with you, but before that you promise you won't be angry with Brother". Her speech.

"It depends on what you're talking about, Az can't promise because Az doesn't know what you're going to talk about". My answer.

"Az actually I love other women". He met with a face that was like a sadness.

"Az knows already". I replied, I endured the pain turned out that what I heard 4 days ago was not wrong Ka Aditya loved another woman.

"You know where Az came from". It was full of question marks.

"From Brother". I said with a voice that was almost crying.

"Sister just spoke to you now Az". Confused speech.

"Sister was just talking now when I came to, but 4 days ago, on our wedding day Brother also said like this when I slept". I held back the crying.

"I'm sorry Az but my love for her only grew when I was with you now, I don't know what happened to me but I really can't forget the girl who captivated my heart 1 year ago". Ka Adit said at length, my heart just hurts, my husband loves her more when he is near me.

"Then why would Ka Adit marry me if Ka Adit loves another woman and doesn't love me". Say me sobbing.

"You're wrong Az I love you and feel comfortable being around you that's why I married you, but I also don't want to lie that I love him too". Ka Adit spoke in a very soft voice.

"What do you want, brother?". I was afraid, Ka Adit left me especially if she knew that I was this annoying girl who a year ago had a storm with her.

"Please give me some time to forget Az". Her speech.

"Alright Ka". I answered in a weak voice.

"Az why are you wearing a veil, are you now my wife?". Ka Adit asked, I can't open my veil tonight, I'm afraid he's still mad at me for that.

"I'll open it up Ka but not for tonight, I need time". My speech.

"It doesn't matter". The answer.

"Well I'm sleepy I want to sleep".

Ka Adit laid herself down and kept her arms on my pillow.

"Let's go to sleep" said Ka Adit.

"Sister's arm?". I'm binged.

"Put your head on my arm" said Ka Adit.

"But Brother's hand will feel sore later". He smiled and looked me in the eye.

"No problem". He said as he grabbed me and now I'm like a bolster pillow he hugged me so tightly.