The Halal Love

11

I was making a Rujak order for Adit last night.

It's strange that usually also ka Adit do not like sour fruit, but this time he asked me to make rujak using young mango and kedondong a lot.

But anyway maybe he is feeling dizzy, right if people are dizzy sometimes want to eat a spicy and sour. That's what I think.

The track is ready, I just change clothes and get ready, after that immediately leave.

I took my bag and the car keys on the nightstand, I drove the car out of my yard.

The streets are not so crowded because now is not a wekend day.

I turned on the qiro Al-Qur'an surah Ar-Rahman to relieve my saturation in the car.

Usually if I hear the recitation of the Quran I feel peaceful, and the Surah of Ar-Rahman is one of my favorite Surahs.

I didn't feel like I was in the parking lot of the RS, I was looking for an empty parking space.

I entered the hospital hallway, I set foot into Ka Adit's room.

I'm so uncomfortable with the people here, looking at me like I'm weird, if I'm wearing a weird niqab in their eyes.

"Sorry doctor Aditya Nugraha room which side is it?". I asked a receptionist.

"Oh that's over there, tub?" he answered while pointing at a room.

I accelerated my footsteps to reach my husband's room immediately.

I entered his room but I didn't find Adit here, if he was a patient.

I heard the sound of footsteps I returned the body, I thought it was Adit but it turned out to be a nurse.

"Sorry tub, there is a need to enter Aditya's doctor's room". Ask me, yes ka Adit is not an arbitrary doctor.

"I'm looking for doctor Adit sus". My answer.

"Oh, the patient is doctor Adit yes, sorry but the Aditnya doctor was out". Clearly me. I just smiled behind my niqab when the nurse said I was Ka Adit's patient.

"Oh so, sus, about Aditya'nya doctor where ya sus?. Ask her.

"I don't know like, but if the patient is Aditya's doctor, then you can see his doctor's companion Adit ba".

"No thanks, I'm waiting for Adit's doctor".

I've been waiting for Ka Adit for half an hour, the room in Adit is very close to the entrance so I occasionally see the entrance, who knows if Adit is coming.

As I looked at the entrance for the umpteenth time, I saw someone running towards the nurse in a hurry.

Ah isn't that Adit's ka but what's with her, I followed her with the nun, they headed for Ka Adit's car.

I saw Adit open the car door, and the nurse helped someone to get out. I just saw the guy's back.

Wait isn't that the woman you met at her house yesterday.

Disappointed for sure I was very disappointed, but wait for the woman to be seen holding her stomach, whether she will give birth.

I saw them entering the hospital, I just stepped my foot straight into Ka Adit's room.

I heard ka Adit talking to the nurse.

"Sus, please take care of her yes, do not let her and the baby why, I can not accompany her" . she told the nurse who took the woman to the delivery room.

I can hear it because I peeked out of the door of Adit's room.

I was sitting in a chair that I liked in my two patients during the consultation, I saw the door open, and it turned out to be Adit.

"Darling, you've been sitting here". He said to me, he looked worried.

"Dad, it was half a j ago". I answered him and kissed his hand.

"I'm sorry I waited a long time, brother was necessary". Ka Adit rubbed my head and smiled.

"It's okay, it's rujak order brother let's eat first". I ignored my intention to ask.

Let ka Adit eat his elixir first, for I am very anxious to see him eat this reference of mine.

"How do you make it so good". I asked ka Adit who looked so greedy eating my homemade rujak.

"Dear, baby, you want to?" he asked while pointing a fork containing kedongdong fruit into my mouth.

Immediately I opened my mouth and ka Adit inserted the piece of kedondong.

It's very sour, but ka Adit looks mediocre eating it.

I saw that the container of rujak that I brought was empty, the contents would have been eaten up by ka Adit.

I let him drink first after that I'll ask about who that woman is, I don't want ka Adit to keep lying to me and make me suudzon to him.

"Where it's finished ". I asked Adit.

"I'm out of Alfamart". He replied lying, I was really upset to hear his lies.

"To Alfamart as long as it's ka, don't lie". My words began to growl at my husband.

"I'm not lying baby I bought a snack, but I forgot the food was left in the car". I really don't want you to sin because you always lie to me.

"I beg you to be honest with me, lying is a sin, don't get used to lying". I started to feel so anxious to cry, as you Adit kept lying.

"Who is this woman, who?". I asked with eyes that were warming.

"Sorry Ran, I'm sorry". Adit just answered my words with an apology.

Adit pov's.

I know the lie I started will definitely continue, but I already promised Ziya that I would not tell her the problem of what mother and father and Rania as her sister.

O God I know I have sinned for always lying to my wife, she who never said that much to me now raises her voice to be like yelling at me.

I looked at her eyes full of pain, what was she like so hurt, what was Rani thinking, maybe she thought I was cheating.

When he asked, I could only apologize.

I'll tell her after Ziya's birth, I don't want Rania to worry, and will be even more angry at me for hiding a fact about her beloved sister.

Astagfirulloh I've been yelling at my husband, what I'm doing, it's really out of my control.

Not that I mean to snap at him I was carried away by emotion, I saw a regretful expression on the face of ka Adit.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at me". I said, I'm really sorry.

"It's not what I'm wrong that you just want the truth" he replied in a tone of voice that seemed to be holding back the wounds I had given.

"I'm sorry, I just want to be honest with you, who is that girl, if you have anything to do with her or you love her why you don't talk to me directly, brother can take him home if you want me to not mind if he is my honey, but I beg you to be honest brother". I said everything I wanted to say.

"God, what do you think Ran, you're the only woman I love, I just help her Ran believe me, I don't mean to lie to you". Answer to Adit.

"Then what you've been doing in the morning always visit him, if he's not mahram brother why you always see him you really aren't it a bad deed".

"Sorry Ran but he needs your brother's help".

"As much as my sister has reminded me, I feel tired I'm going home".

My head feels so dizzy free to argue if you Adit is so hard to be honest.

"Let me take Ran". Saying to Adit.

"No need you, brother just accompany him, he will be born". I don't know if I'm being cynical like this.

"I beg Ran trust me I just help him, tomorrow I'll take you to him Ran so you don't stay mad at me like that". Ka adit raised her voice either she might have already felt annoyed at me because I kept forcing her to tell the truth.

"I'm sorry if I was mad at you and made you mad at me, assalamualaikum". I kissed Adit's hand and walked towards the door.

"Waalaikumsalam, Don't forget ablution, you're emotional Ran". Ka Adit softened his voice again.

Suddenly my vision was very dark, and my legs were very limp before reaching the door I had already collapsed.

And I felt Adit grabbing my body.