The Halal Love

10

I'm more worried about you Adit, he always comes home at night.

I once asked her friend if she had come home from the hospital, and she said that she had been coming home for the past two weeks at 5pm.

Then why does Adit come home always at 10 or 11 p.m.

What exactly is it you're hiding from me, I'm trying to believe it.

But curiosity always pervaded me, what I had to do so that what I thought about my husband was not right.

I don't want to suudzon ka Adit, O God help me to know what my husband is hiding.

I tried to ask, but the answer was still the same, that he was busy and a lot of patients, I knew he was lying, but for what, he should have told me what happened.

If he had a problem maybe I'd be happy to help him, but he's already started lying to me.

Truly I do not think, Is not a relationship will remain well established if there is an honesty and trust in it.

But why do I feel like you don't trust me to know the problem.

I'm gonna find out what happened so I don't keep suudon on ka Adit.

"At noon I'll let you out of the house, I can't". I asked Ka Adit, when we were about to perform dawn prayers.

"Come, just don't come home tonight ". The answer.

"Yes, ready, brother breakfast at home is it this morning ?" Ask her.

"Sorry baby this morning you have to leave early, you will have breakfast in the hospital". He said, looking guilty.

"Propay Rania your suspicions will soon disappear by noon, just look where your husband might do the wrong thing". I said to myself.

When ka Adit left for the hospital, I followed him, but there was a strange thing that I felt this was not the way to the hospital.

Where you're actually going.

I saw Adit parked his car in front of Alfamar.

It turns out that he wanted to go to Alfamar first deserved the path is not the direction to RS.

But wait for Adit to reinstate his car, and this really isn't the way to the RS.

And the road to turn back to the RS has been passed, actually where he wants to go.

I followed her until I saw her park a car in front of someone's house.

I saw Adit knock on the door and say hello.

Wait who opened the door was a woman, but I couldn't see it clearly.

Astagfirullah, what you're doing, who that woman is, my heart really hurts.

I want to feel like I'm approaching them, nun I don't want suudzon first maybe it's passieunnya.

I saw the groceries you bought in alfamar he gave to the woman.

Then I saw Adit get in his car again, and I didn't follow him anymore.

I saw a mother walking, I got out of the car and asked her.

"Sorry mom, may I ask". I said ask permission first, who knows he objected to me asking.

"Well, please ask what?". The answer.

"Look ma'am, do you know the woman who lives in the house" I said, pointing to the house that you were visiting.

"Oh, that's my new neighbor ma'am but I don't know her name she's so reclusive". Her speech.

"Who is the man who always goes to his house". Much

"I don't know if she was pregnant and she lived here about two weeks ago, and she drove her here, the man also likes to come here every morning and evening and will come home late at night, I guess it's her husband". Mother's answer made me sicker.

"Oh yes ma'am, yes thank you I excuse you first". Say goodbye.

"Yes neng together".

"Assalamualaikum".

"Girishama".

What I just found out really slices my heart, why Adit hides a woman.

Is she the woman you love Allah if Adit be honest with me maybe I don't care if you want to marry her.

But the woman was already pregnant.

Means you're Adit and he's..

No don't suudzon so Ran.

I hope you'll be honest with me when you get home from the hospital.

I drive my car, I want to come quickly to the house I want to pray to calm my restless heart.

O Allah, if he is a match that you have destiny for me and have You destiny will be my priest, let my household be fine.

I'd be happier if you gave me honesty even though it would be painful than you gave me pleasure but in the porcupine a lie.

As usual when Adit comes home again tonight, I won't ask who that woman is.

I will wait for Asit himself to tell me the truth, so now I must feel jealous.

Teach me that if I am jealous of that woman, I have a heart.

Astagfirullah Rania do not be angry do not be emotional, really do not let because you are jealous you are in control of the devil. (My word to myself).

"Assalamot". Ka Adit had just come and with such an expression was usually an expression of exhaustion.

"Girishama". I went up to him and kissed his hand.

"Darling, my body aches, I don't want to go incandescent". Said ka Adit with a clear experience, I really can't bear to see him exhausted like this.

But he should have been honest with me, withholding all the resentment in my heart I disturbed my head and smiled at him.

Yes even though I was angry with her for her dishonesty, I as a wife should always serve my husband's needs.

I do not want to sin for refusing my husband's orders.

"Yes come". I took his coat and briefcase.

"Thank you, but I'm glad you said he was hiding something from me dear". He said, I hid something instead you Ka who hid something from me is not a fact.

"No I don't hide what I have to hide from my sister". I answered, I was hiding something that is my pain.

"Oh" he said be oh ria.

"Yes, maybe you think I'm hiding something because you're hiding something". I tried to provoke him, he looked wrong, even seemed nervous to talk.

"No, I'm not hiding anything from you". He replied, I know you lied, and the proof is that he didn't look me in the eye when he spoke.

"I'm just kidding, why be nervous like that". I just don't want to intimidate my own husband.

"Who's nervous I'm not nervous". Ka Adit, Ka Adit turned out to be good at hiding something.

Maybe if I was the Rania I used to be I'd be mad at her, but not now that I've tried to get better, I have to get rid of my emotions that are always excessive.

"Honey already, my body already feels good". Her words stopped me from massaging her.

"Oh yeah, you want to take a shower, or you want to eat?" Ask her.

"No I've eaten, but ran I think I want Rujak so much". Geez what's wrong with ka Adit, it's weird that nights want to run.

"Yes pardon this ka almost twelve o'clock where there might be a rancher, so tomorrow afternoon I make it and I take it to the hospital". I said, you freak.

"Yes yes, but look out for it, I feel like drooling really want the spirit".

"Dad I let it go". Ka Adit laid his head on my lap.

He stroked my stomach, yes my stomach that had not filled even though it had been a year married.

"If only Aditya juniaor were here". He said as he continued to stroke my stomach.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you a child". I replied, I was very sad, but what power maybe this is not the time for me to get pregnant.

Ka Adi saw my gloomy face she immediately woke up.

"It's okay maybe it's not time yet, let's go to sleep". Ka Adit put one of her hands on my pillow.

I knew it was his habit from long ago, he would definitely tell me to sleep on his hands again.

He's a good husband but I still haven't thought about his lies to me.