The Forgotten Asmara

Just between a regular employee and a BOSS, nothing more!

I didn't feel like I was walking for three days at work. So far the attitude of my colleagues is still the same. They still look cynically at me.

My senior juna, who always gives me jobs beyond my expectations. Without explaining anything, so I had to think for myself to finish it..

This morning, as usual, Byan picked me up. During the break, they approached me to take lunch together. Likewise, when I returned home, Byan still drove me.

Lots of neighbors who glanced cynically, even some neighbors thought byan was my girlfriend. In the same workplace, people look at me questioningly..

I don't know, what's the purpose of this byan? do I have to ask? Ah.. I thought too far, did I expect him? I don't know..

"Sir byan, from tomorrow there's no need to pick me up or drive me home!" I chirped at the byan who was focused on driving his car.

"And you don't have to come to me for lunch either." Added again.

Byan stopped his car on the side of the road.

"Yes, of course tomorrow I won't do that. Tomorrow's Saturday and you know for yourself our office is off on Saturday as well as Sunday." Byan looked at me seriously with a slight smile on his lips.

"I mean, after tomorrow and beyond.."

I was silent, my eyes were out the window.

"Why?" Byan was getting closer to his body.

"Color I can do it myself!" Timpalku.

"And I don't want to trouble anyone else!"

"I don't feel bothered maaraaa?" Byan looked at me sharply.

"You're my boss, honorable byan sir!!" My voice is so loud, am I disrespectful? O Allah.. I'm sorry byan.

"Then?" Byan brought his face closer, until the distance between his face and mine was only a few feet away.

"A. I'm not good at other employees" I replied nervously, when I had never felt such a strange turmoil before.

"Hmm, if I don't want to? how's mara?" Byan brought his face closer. This time, his warm breath rose to my cheek.

"A...what are you doing??" Very surprised, I suddenly pushed the body byan.

"Do you feel what I feel mara?" this time byan spoke not to look at me.

"Hard-headed.." Byan said softly, but I could hear it..

Byan drove his car back. During the trip to the courtyard of the house there was no more conversation between us. It is usually the byan that enliven the atmosphere.

Ah, I don't know. Maybe I'll get used to it after today. There's no way I'm going to continue to bother byan because we don't have any relationship. Right now byan is just my BOSS. Yes, just a regular employee and BoSS. Not more!

Did I expect more???

"Mara..Didn't you let me shake my mother, too?"

Byan car stopped on the side of the road, usually he went straight into the yard of the house.

"Yes, I think it's better"

"How can you explain to me why you're like this?"

"There's nothing to explain, Mr. Byan, I think you really understand why I'm like this!"

I grabbed the car door. But byan took my hand.

"Mara, though,..Aku..."

I immediately shook my hand.

"Let go!! That's not polite."

"Sorry Mara, I have something to tell you.."

But I didn't pay any heed to the byan, I don't know what he was going to talk about.

I pulled the car door down and closed it. There was no nod or wave of the hand as usual. I went straight into the house regardless of the byan there.

"Mara's? are you home, son?" Mom surprised me.

"Yes ma'am. I went to the room first.." I left my mother in the room.

Oh my God, what I do.. What's wrong with byan? should I be rude? Why am I like this? Aghhhh.....What is this feeling? why am I acting like this to him.

Hmmm, maybe because this is just the beginning. Next I will get used to it. Better I say from now on than my heart has long hoped for him. I don't want to be disappointed anymore.