The Forgotten Asmara

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Juna turned around, so she slowly left me. Like a boneless body, I felt limp and tremble. Until I fell down lamenting the departure of juna without a word. Is that how it feels?? Is this how juna felt when I just left?

Juna didn't even look at me for a second. I can remember clearly, juna just focused on talking to byan. Whatisthis? Is this his hatred for me? I wanted to chase him but it felt like this leg was no longer able to support my limp body.

I arrived at the apartment, leaning my body against the head of the bed. My brain is now filled with juna, I can no longer feel accommodate all thoughts about juna. I try hard. I don't want this to happen I have to see Juna right now. Why did I not try to chase after Juna?? Obviously the juna who was hurt here, obviously juna was angry with me, very obviously a lot of disappointment in the eyes of juna, why I was so selfish..

I stepped foot and took my jacket, this time I have to finish everything. I have to see Juna, must, must, and must!!...

When I opened the door, I was very surprised to find that the person I was looking for was right in front of my apartment door. Suddenly, I rounded my eyes perfectly.

"Mah.mas juna...?" I said his name after all this time I didn't call him.

"Do you remember my name?" Juna hugged me tightly. Slightly felt the heartbeat of juna is so tight, and his voice increasingly hoarse like holding a cry.

"Mas, A.I...." I can't speak anymore, my mouth is locked. Even the drops of clear water did not feel it had flowed on my cheeks.

"Mara, return. Even if you don't want to come back to me again, at least come back for kamila and randy's mom.. Go home, come home to your house.." The sound of juna can be heard clearly in my ears.

Juna took off his opening, I stared in his face can I read the sadness that had been quiet. I can see it...

There's no answer from me, my mouth seems to be locked.

"Mara, gohome... Randy, your mother needs you too. You don't miss them?" Juna again made me even more unable to say anything. How'this? Why does Juna put my family before himself? Why didn't Juna tell me he missed me so much.

"Well, I'll give you two days to think about it. Excuse me...." Juna turned his body about to step away.

"Mas, don't you miss me?" Stupidly I put those words out. Is this a hope for me? I wish juna would miss me?

"I'm happy to know you're doing well. So I wasn't expecting more, let alone me....."

"Mas, I'm sorry...." Spontaneously, like a magnet my body just darted and hugged juna from behind.

All I hear right now is juna breathing increasingly irregular.

I don't know how long I held juna and put my head on her shoulder. Feels comfortable, doesn't it?? I'm the only fool to have left this comfortable leaning place?

Juna turned to face me, now juna was holding my shoulder with both hands.

"Mara, rest.. I'll wait for your decision in two days."

My body does not feel like escaping from juna, now I hug him back tightly..

"Are you going to keep this mara?"

I nodded slowly with my head still leaning and hands that would not let go of my arms on the juna.

"Mara, don't do this. If you keep this up, I might not be able to hold it in tonight..."

The sound of juna disperse my brain, meaning juna can not hold what?? Is......

I spontaneously let go of my arms to her. But it's still very comfortable.

"I'll be back tomorrow, prepare yourself in the morning.." Juna just ran away leaving me with a slight smile on his face.

My body is no longer limp, now I can enjoy a smile juna back even though only a glance. Juna didn't ask much questions about me, he just expressed his desire to invite me back to Indonesia. I didn't hear Mara's words how are you? Mara why did you leave me? Why not tell me? Why would you leave me? And there are many other reasons.. None of that, but I can see if Juna is really worried about me.

Juna's love is so sincere, forgive me junaa...

***

"Atha..." Byan was surprised to find agatha on a gurney lying down and her stomach being rubbed with gel by a doctor.

"Baby...." Agatha was surprised to find her husband in front of her.

Doctors who handle agatha content also explain in detail to byan about the condition of agatha content.

🍒Of course in English yes readers, because agatha is again at the seoul hospital. English readers can guess themselves.. Hehehee.. Thor is usually the Javanese language wkwkwwk

Byan, who had just realized that, regretted his actions all this time towards his wife. Not a word was said from Byan's mouth. Byan looked at the monitor that showed the current state of the baby, the weight below average and agatha conditions that are lacking in nutritional intake.

Byan felt pain as well as sadness watching the child who was conceived agatha is currently in a weakened state. He continues to curse himself, this all happens because of his actions.

"Tha, I'm sorry... I made our son this way..." Byan hugged agatha's body with a cry of regret.

Agatha was just crying bitterly, should she be happy with her regrets?

"Tha, since when is she in your stomach? Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"Mas me...."

"Wait, you'll want to explain, but I'll never listen to you! Is that tha?? I was a cruel father.. I'm sorry tha..." Byan again regretted his actions so far to agatha.

"It's already a mas, the most important thing right now is that you've realized it.."

"I'm sorry agatha, I'm sorry I can't be a good husband to you..."

"Mas, don't keep apologizing. I forgive you, don't repeat. We'll both keep this baby until birth.."

"Thank you tha..."

Byan continues to hug the body of agatha and occasionally kiss the stomach of agatha. Byan stroked his stomach slowly, even though it was still flat.

Agatha felt she should get sweet treatment from her husband. He's never felt this before. I hope your bad behavior will not be repeated. Hopefully, this time byan really regretted his actions.

***

Looks like last night Juna can sleep well, not as usual. The night before, just closing your eyes only took ten minutes. Until there is no time to sleep for a long time.

According to Juna, if he sleeps longer than ten minutes then he will miss the chance to find romance.

Now, after finding his charm juna can sleep up to four hours. A very good upgrade, right??

Juna walked into the bathroom. He wants to get ready to meet romance this morning. As much as possible juna maintain his endurance, until this morning juna took the time to eat breakfast and drink a glass of warm milk.

Before going to the apartment, Juna took the time to reflect and conclude his thin smile.

🍒 Duh thin smile aja very handsome yes mas juna. Oh gosh... Make klepek² readers not nih? Wkwkwk........

Today Thor has up 3 episodes yes readers, this is a form of thor spirit in running the first fast! Hope the readers all like it..

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