The Forgotten Asmara

The Forgotten Asmara
Mom for the stars



Asmara and Byan's wedding is counting the days, all the preparations are almost done. Including the preparation of the wedding dress, decorations and MUA are finished. For catering matters, the family of romance itself will take care of it.


🍒 Asmara


"Mara?" Byan approached me with a star.


"Bag.." I grabbed the star and turned it into my arms.


"Stars are comfortable with mom..." Byan holds the tiny hand of a star while playing it like entertaining a small child.


"Mama?? What the hell mass..." I frowned, feeling awkward with byan's words.


"You don't want to be called Mama? Then what's it called?" Ask byan to me.


"Mas, I'm not officially your wife yet.." I was obviously with byan.


"But you'll still be my wife, won't you? What's wrong with a star being taught first to get used to it." Byan has a point, but I still feel awkward with my mom's call.


"Hmmm, I'll see if we're officially married. Stars can't say mom's words, right? The star is too small, it's still one month and three days."


"You're so memorized by the star's age?"


"I'm studying mas. Learn to know and understand all about the stars."


"The star is so lucky to have a mama like you mara.."


"Mas, I also feel lucky to have a child that's as hot as a star."


"You're not lucky to have a husband like me?"


"Mas, why do you talk that way."


"I asked Mara, you just have to answer."


"Hmm, mas I want to make milk for the stars first."


I removed the star from my sling, then I put it to bed in the stroller.


***


Three days later...


My wedding day with Byan arrived, a day that will be for us.


The first step for me and also byan towards the household ark. Hopefully, I will pray that this is the right decision for me.


My heart rumbles violently, this body feels like it continues to vibrate feeling nervous since last night that never goes away.


For this time Ijab and qabul are different, because byan will say the sentence separately from me. After I finished doing ijab qabul, I was out accompanied by mother and umi andryani.


I saw that byan there was already waiting for me with his warm smile. The two of us are now together as are the other brides.


Now it was time for the ring exchange, after I finished greeting the byan by kissing the back of his right hand. Then byan kissed my forehead.


Before this wedding started, there was no special application for me. There was only a core family meeting from our respective side. Until finally me and byan decided to get married without getting engaged first.


Long story short, after all the series of my wedding with byan was carried out smoothly, finally the wedding reception was finished. There are no special guests for me, because all the average guests are business relations byan family and friends of the mother. I can see there too Aisyah ma'am coming with the chayra. Where is juna? He did not reveal his nose even though an invitation letter had been sent for him.


I know Juna is hurt a lot, but I don't want to think about it much anymore. Now my life will focus more on my new life, taking care of my household with my byan and the little girl I love so much she is a star.


We both agreed to take turns guarding the stars.


Tok.dok....


The door was knocked by someone out there.


"Yes, comein...." I screamed a little, letting the knocker go in because the door wasn't locked.


"Mara, haven't slept?" Tanya umi andryani approached me who was patting the shoulders of the star who was now sleeping.


"Umi yet.." My answer.


"Son, today the stars sleep with umi huh..." Pinta Umi Andryani to me by continuing to look at the face of the star.


"Well, why is that so umi? Just leave the stars with me and the byan." I tried to prevent it, because I still wanted to be with the stars.


"Son, it's your first night. Do you want to be disturbed by the stars? Don't you miss this special night?" Umi andryani smiled teasing me.


"Umi, we're just going to sleep. No one feels disturbed. I'm so happy with the star." I don't think the stars will bother me.


"Mara, you and Byan need me time. For a few days let the umi keep the stars. Umi and abi had to return to Jakarta. Let umi sleep with granddaughter..." Whether this is the reason or the fact, I can't stand in the way of a grandmother who's going to sleep with her granddaughter. I also don't want to argue, afraid that Umi Andryani will be disappointed.


"Hmmm, okay, umi. But if there's anything tell me and mas byan.." I also let Umi carry the stars.


"Yes son.. Umi bring the stars first yes..." Andryani approached the sleeping star and carried it.


"Yes umi..." My answer was briefly in response to the woman who has now become my father-in-law.


Umi Andryani brought a star with her, even though tonight I really want to hug that tiny and anxious body. But what can be done, it may be true said people if the affection of the grandmother is greater than the father and mother of the child.


"Where's the star?" Byan who had just finished bathing asked the whereabouts of his little daughter who was now no longer in her bed.


"So umi came, he said umi and abi wanted to sleep with the stars tonight because the day after tomorrow they would return to Jakarta." Obviously I'm on a byan who's still drying his hair with a towel.


"Umi's very understanding...." Byan smiled smirk while staring at me.


"Why is your face like that?" I asked byan in wonder.


"No, I just feel happier right now." Byan came up to me and sat on the edge of the bed.


"Belcomeer? Were you unhappy before?" I asked the unbelieving byan.


"Yes, now my happiness is more perfect with you.." Byan kept getting closer to me.


Plaque!! "You really like sticking around!" I patted my thigh hard.


"What's wrong with sticking to your own wife?" Byan rubbed his thigh which felt a little hot from my punch.


"Don't come any closer, I want to sleep well tonight..." I smiled smirk staring at him, then pulled the blanket to cover my entire body.


"Well, tonight I'll let you sleep well, but tomorrow don't blame me..." Byan laid his body next to me.


"Can you not stick to me mas?" I felt awkward as byan hugged me from behind with his arms around my body.


"I just want to stay close to you, thank you for accepting me. Thanks....." Byan kissed the top of my head gently, until a moment of soft snoring indicates he was asleep.


Although I am not used to sleeping with byan yet, from tonight I will try to get used to it and become a good wife for her.