The Forgotten Asmara

Talaqs

"Mara! Amorous......!" Umi Andryani's voice shouted to me, it felt like it was breaking the ears.

"Mara!" Umi Andryani broke down the door of the room with her angry face.

"D.umi.." I who was still lying in bed was shocked at the arrival of Umi to the apartment.

"The path is you! You can sleep, while outside byan is struggling to find stars!" Umi andryani suddenly came and directly nagged me.

"Umi, I'm not feeling well..." I answered in lethargy. But it is true that my body is currently in a fever.

"Umi's.. What's up?" Byan came to approach uminya.

"Look at your wife's behavior! He could easily fall asleep! While you're hard-earned for stars! What kind of wife is he byan! Oh, umi knows stars aren't her children, so she doesn't care."

"Mas, i...." I tried to explain to Byan, but it felt like my mouth was stuck. Explaining it was also useless, when I saw a byan look at me. A look of anger and disappointment, a look that said that byan really didn't believe me.

"Byan, umi doesn't understand why you can feel at home with her! He is very different from Agatha! Look, he can't take care of himself, let alone take care of you. If only agatha existed..."

"What kind of wife are you, did you deliberately make the stars go away??? Are you an evil stepmother??"

"Umi, don't say that.. It's household business byan, let byan handle" Byan said coldly, I can see byan clenching both of his palms.

While I was just crying accepting the words umi andryani. His words so pierced my heart. How could Umi accuse me like this. Where has the gentle and kind hearted attitude gone all this time?

Umi Andryani stepped out of the room, followed by byan behind her.

While outside, Byan and andryani were talking.

"Byan, how? Is there any news of the stars?"

"Not yet, the police have not told you. Umi take it easy, byan has told the byan people."

"My grandchildren.... How he is doing right now..."

Andryani cried bitterly, it was very heavy if he lost his favorite grandson.

"Be patient, byan will try to find the stars.."

"This is all because of that woman, if the star is not found then you must divorce her byan!"

"Umi, why should it be like that? That's not true. We'll find the umi star."

"Byan, don't you think he's being so selfish? He never loved the stars. He wants the star to go byan."

"Umi, mara isn't like that..."

"Byan, don't you think that this is his evil plan? He might have taken revenge on Agatha. He only wants you, but he doesn't want stars!"

For a moment byan was silent, he digested his umi words. It could make sense, because Mara had never asked him to go out together. But yesterday, Mara expressed her wish to byan.

From the inside I heard the debate of umi andryani and byan. I know byan has now been affected by Umi's speech. But all the Umi accusations are not true.. I love stars like my own.

***

The search for stars took two weeks. No sign of him was found by police. Allegedly while the police are the star of the possibility of being kidnapped. At present, byan's men have not found any trace of the star's departure.

During the loss of a star, byan can only be constantly angry and agitated. Byan always vented his anger at me. Like tonight, when Byan came home after looking for a star.

"Mas, are you home?" I greeted him, but I saw that Byan was drunk until he had a taste.

"You asked me, am I home? Have I eaten? What, what and what else. But you never asked the stars! Is it true if you only love me but not the stars?"

"Mas, what are you saying? That's not all right.." I can still accept Umi andryani's words, but I can't accept if byan says it.

"Mara, don't be a hypocrite.. Admit it if you don't love the stars!"

"Mas! It's wrong, I love him so much.."

"You lied to mara! You just want your revenge on Agatha don't you?"

"Enough maasss! You're so outrageous!"

"Mas, no! That's wrong...."

"You don't even want me to touch....."

"Mas byan I...."

"really right? Why are you doing all this to me, Mara? You still love juna?"

"Mas, this has nothing to do with juna! Please stop it...."

"Asmara, today I'm looking at you! Get out of here!"

"You're getting emotional! Don't talk like that."

"I'm not emotional. I realized mara, I've been stalking you. I'll be taking care of our divorce soon..."

Six months, only six months of my marriage.. Byan has already said his talisman to me. Should the fate of women like this? How easily do men just say the word talak? Without thinking about our feelings the women who received a talaq.

I have explained everything to Byan. But he won't listen to me. With a heavy heart, I left.

Where am I supposed to go? Do I have to go back to Mom's? Will mom accept me?

I carry my stuff in one suitcase. I intend to go home to mom, the problem will be accepted or not that's a back business.

At nine o'clock in the evening, I ventured to come to my mother's house. But I see it seems there are guests in the house because the door is not closed and a car in the house.

I set foot in, because my body couldn't stand the cold weather outside. I forgot to wear a jacket, all this in a hurry. Byan kept telling me to leave.

At that time, the guests at the mother's house came out until we met each other.

"Mas juna's....." Lirihku mentioned his name, I saw juna with chayra who said goodbye to mother.

Everyone was shocked, no matter what was on their minds. Maybe they're all thinking about what happened to me, because I'm carrying a suitcase.

"How are you..." Chayra greeted me, but juna just smiled to greet me.

"Hay, chayra I'm good.." My timpal.

"Mara... What's up?" Ask my mom to worry.

"Mother..." I hugged my mother with a sobbing cry.

"Bu kamila, we say goodbye first... Come chay.." Juna now let out his voice, but he only said to mother. I don't know why this heart is getting sicker getting the treatment of juna. Did I expect him to ask me?

"Be careful, son..." She also allowed the two of them to go home.

I looked at it from a distance, juna holding chayra's hand. Very tight grip, my eyes are still fixed staring at the back of the juna who is now increasingly away towards the car.

***

"Maybe it's your destiny.. Don't grieve too deeply, go home to mom. Slalu's mother opened the door wide for mother's daughter."

"Thank you mom..."

"You're so hot, I'll get you some medicine. Istrahatlah want not to think too much..."

After I told my mother at length about what happened, I felt more and more pierced, mother still forgave me. All this time I have not listened to my mother's advice.

If regret were not at the end, I would not have chosen my way of life with Byan. But the rice has become porridge, everything has happened. We can't go back in the past.

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