The Forgotten Asmara

Reasons Asmara

FLASH BACK ON

Chayra came to see me when I was about to go to college, I don't know what purpose she came for. My heart is worried, what wind is he here with?

"Chay..." I began to greet him, a little smile I had to take out.

"Hi, how do you have time??" Chayra asked who was getting closer to me.

"certain." Answer's short.

"We went to the cafe on campus.. Come on.." Chayra walked first, while I followed her slowly.

Upon arrival at the cafe, Chayra ordered two cold drinks. One cup was given to me.

"Is there anything you want to say?" Askaiku guess.

"It turns out you're good at guessing. Ck, it's appropriate that sis juna likes you so much." Chayra clucked, a hint of annoyance on her face.

"What do you want to say?" I don't want to talk to the chayra anymore. I feel chayra has a strange gait while with juna.

"Hmm well, you're really impatient. I just wanted to say that Juna loves you so much.. You're a lucky lady mara." Chayra's eyes looked at me with an unnatural look.

I was still silent in response to his chatter, until finally the chayra continued... "Sister Juna is the best person I've ever known, he's polite to anyone, he's very respectful of women, and he's a strict man. You're very lucky to have Mara..."

"I feel that way too.." I returned the look of Chayra.

"But do you know, there's a woman's heart hurting because of your luck??" Chayra deepened her gaze to me, I could see the eyes of the chayra that began to glaze over.

"You mean?" I don't understand what Chayra's saying.

"Sister and I have known each other for a long time, he and I are very close. Our closeness isn't just friends, you know that, right??"

Chayra breathed a long sigh... "I love kak juna, very and very much love him. But he prefers you over me, unfair isn't he??"

The deg!! It turns out that true my guess all along, chayra has different feelings towards juna. Not just consider him a brother.

"Mara, I'm the slalunada for kak juna, I know him first, I'm mara not you! Mara... Can't you leave us? Can't you give me a chance?"

My heart was slit to hear the chayra, so this whole time it was chayra....

"Am I selfish to ask kak juna from you? My heart always hurts when I see you together.."

"Chay me....."

There's nothing more I can say, I know how chayra feels, I've experienced it when byan prefers agatha over me. Do I have to give up juna for other women?? No. gabe... I don't want that.

"Mara, I know you won't bother taking off kak juna. Same thing as me.. Sorry to bother you, I just want you to know if there's another woman who loves juna more."

Chayra passed away leaving me alone. I kept thinking about chayra's words. I should how?? What am I supposed to do??

Shiiiitt! A sedan drove so fast that it hit my body. My body was thrown up to several meters.

I can feel pain all over my body, until my head continues to throb violently.

There was the sound of people approaching me and trying to wake me up. But after that, I don't know what happened.

***

I don't know how many days I didn't wake up, when I realized I felt my place was foreign. I turned my eyes all over the room, but I could find no one else. I tried to reach for the gelaa that was on the nightstand, my body was very sick when I moved until my hand was unable to reach the glass containing water.

Praang.....!!! The glass fell, I tried to call my mother's name but there was no word from her.

"Mom......" I cried with pain and felt a very dry throat like a person who had fasted for several days.

Chequek! The door was opened by someone.

"Mara's...." The figure of a man helped me, so he ran to get bottled water for me. "Here, drink...." It helps me wake up.

"DAD..." I never thought I'd meet a dad here who I didn't know where I was.

"Mara, don't move too much, son, you still have to rest.."

"I... Where's it?"

"You're at dad's. I'm sorry son.. I miss you so much, son." Until my father hugged my body.

"Mara, this is my father's house and this is also yours."

"I want to see Mom.."

"Mara, I brought you all the way here so you could get close to me. You're going to college here with dad son.."

"What?? No!! I don't want me to go see mom and Randy."

"Have a rest, son, I'll be gone for a while."

I called two women to take care of me. I just fell silent, not doing anything. Several times the middle-aged woman gave me food, but I refused. All I thought about was going home.

***

My days were so lonely, my father gave me an apartment and found me a job at his friend's company.

I don't want to study in Korea. Until he gave up and found me a job.

Living nearly a month there is not easy. I have to adjust again.

Not to mention your new wife, I'm sick of even seeing her treat me.

Until I decided to stay apart.

If you hadn't left mom, we would have lived happier.

But never mind, maybe you're not a match with dad. God separated the two of them.

Despite living a simple life with my mother, I feel more than enough and happy.

Not when living with my father in Korea, even though I was given a luxury apartment, but my life feels lonely and empty.

Dad, I'm sorry....

I prefer to live with my mother. I wish you happiness there with a new life.

I hope, father no longer takes me secretly.

For this time, I will cover this matter from both mother and juna. I don't want them to worry about me.

FLASH BACK

"Mara, what do you want to think?" Mother suddenly broke my daydream.

"Mother...."

"Let's have breakfast for a long time, haven't we eaten together?"

"Yes mom..."

"Today you're going back to college, son?"

"Not yet ma'am, I still want to rest at home first."

"Emmm okay, just for advice.. Better get back to college... Didn't you promise that Juna will graduate this year? You don't remember your promise?"

"Yes mom.. I remember even that promise I will never forget. Don't worry, mother.."

"All right, son, hold your degree as a scholar immediately. Then, get your new title as a wife..."

"Mother, it seems like mother wants me to get married soon. Are you tired of having a daughter like me?"

"Son, you need someone who needs to be ready to take care of you. You need more maturity.. Plus juna is a good guy. Mom really liked it. Mom already considers juna as part of our family. You certainly don't want it if juna is taken by someone else?"

"Mothers.. Why say it like that..... Of course I don't want juna to be with another woman. I'll calm down, yeah.."

Unbeknownst to me, it turns out that my mother was luring me to know my current feelings for juna. And it turns out that juna was right behind me hearing our words..

"Can I have breakfast together?" Juna's voice surprised me.

"Mas juna......" With a gawking look I witnessed his presence. I swallowed my salivary, huft! Did Juna hear my and my mom's conversation? Since when is he here?