The Forgotten Asmara

Where's Star?

6 Months passed...

My house with Byan feels fine. The Byan family is also very good to me. Star, this little girl of mine is growing up so smart. Its activity is increasing day by day.

The star can now call maamma pappaa.. It makes me even more anxious with him.

I asked Byan not to use the services of a baby sister anymore, because I would be able to take care of the star myself.

Although it was not allowed byan for fear that I would be exhausted if taking care of the stars myself, after I persuaded him finally byan allowed.

For the housekeeper, we still need his help. Because I still can't cook. Byan understood it, but slowly I will learn to cook well.

"Darling....." Byan approached me who was changing diapers for stars.

"Well, don't you go to the office today?" I saw byan wearing a casual home-style outfit with a white T-shirt and his flagship light brown short chino pants. Usually this early in the morning byan is neat with his shirt and suit.

"No, today I'm taking a leave of absence." Byan smiled at the star playing his fingers.

"The holidays? In what order is mas?" Ask me again.

"I want to take this one housewife out so that it doesn't sit." Byan stained the top of my nose with his index finger.

"Hmm, where'd you go?" Ask me again, indeed yesterday I had a chance to talk to him if I wanted to go take the stars out together.

"We're going for a walk, baby... The three of us go out, prepare yourself I'll prepare all the star's needs." Byan grabbed the star's babybag, preparing for all the star needs to come out.

"Thank you.. I'm ready first." I got up from my seat, then kissed my husband's left cheek.

"What a beauty, mom..." Byan imitates the sound of a child, indicating that the star is speaking. I just giggled amusedly listening to Byan.

Indeed, after my marriage with Byan for six months, we have not had time for family time together. Byan was always busy with office business, while I was preoccupied with taking care of the stars.

Rayhan heritage business in Korea is now byan who handles. Every month byan goes abroad. Because abi malik is busy taking care of his company in Jakarta.

Byan came home late at night, me and the stars were asleep. To this day, they have never touched me.

It was all possible because of our respective busyness, byan also often looks exhausted. Time together for us is very rare. Because of the busyness I also did not have time to do self-care.

Sometimes if I get bored, I take the stars to mom's house. Randy is very happy to play with the stars. But I felt different when I met my mother. My mother compares my present situation with the former. Hearing my mother comment on my household life, made me not feel at home for long there.

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In a park, byan pushes a star stroller. We walked around this beautiful park. Sometimes we take pictures, as if to show that we are a complete and happy family.

"Darling, wait here.. I'm gonna go buy some snacks across there. Keep the stars." Byan's message to me.

"Yes, don't worry. Don't forget to buy me some cold tea.." My approved pinta byan with a nod.

After the byan left, I saw a balloon trader. Seeing that I became reminded of the star until I intended to buy it.

I tried to call the merchant, but because many little children were swarming around until he could not hear me.

I also intend to approach him.

"Bintelligent boy star mama, wait a minute here. Mama bought a balloon there for the stars." I also locked the star stroller wheels, and approached the balloon dealer. The distance between me and the balloon dealer in my opinion is not too far, only about 15 meters. So I can still monitor the stars from a distance.

I bought three balloons for the stars, red, yellow and purple. When I finished paying, I went back to the stars. But I saw that Byan was already there.

"Yes, where's the star?" Byan was looking for the existence of stars.

"The star was in the stroller mas?" My answer.

"There's no stars here mara, I think stars are with you."

"No, I left it here to buy a balloon."

"How can't you joke!" Byan is bluffing me now.

"Star.... The star....." I went around looking for stars, but only the empty stroller was left behind.

"Mara, how did this happen.." Byan scooped his face with his hands. Seems worried about him.

"Mas, I don't know.. Really..." I began to panic, until my eyes were already glazed over.

"You look there, and I'll look that way. Don't forget to let me know if you find it." Byan ran against me in search of the stars. I immediately looked for the star from the other direction.

I circled the park, asking for the existence of stars in the people in the park. No one knows where the stars are.

The star.... Where you are, don't worry mama.. I keep praying that byan can find him.

Our search around the park was complete, I found no stars. I have also reported this incident to the park manager, but because the park out door, the manager did not install a cctv camera so that the existence of the star can not be traced.

"How is it..." I cried in my arms, while Byan just kept quiet did not respond. I know byan is now very panicked and dizzy thinking about this incident.

"Mas, I'm sorry it's all my fault..."

"It is better to look for stars than to blame each other like this." Byan tried to strengthen himself.

"Mas, it's night. We'll continue tomorrow, yeah.." I asked Byan, because now it's showing at nine o'clock in the night.

"How could you be like that! Do you really have no heart, my son's star. Should I just shut up when my son is gone? What kind of father am I? Oh, yeah I know. Stars aren't your children, so it's only natural that you act casual!!!"

The deg! byan's words struck a wound in my heart. That's not what I meant... Why can byan conclude such a thing.

"Mas byan, I don't mean it like that." My heart hurts so much to receive the words byan, but I understand that byan is currently in a state of turmoil. It was only natural that he was angry and ignited emotions like this.

"You come home, let me find the stars." Byan looked very desperate.

"Mas, let's wait for news from the police.. You need a break, too."

"If you want to go home, go home by yourself! I'm not going home until I find my son!" Byan left me alone. He went somewhere to look for the stars.

I went back to the apartment by myself with a still-sobbing cry. I feel so guilty, if I hadn't asked byan to take us on vacation it wouldn't have been like this. If I hadn't left the stars alone, this wouldn't have happened. What am I supposed to do? Byan must be very disappointed and angry with me.

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