The Forgotten Asmara

By-by..

Arman returned to his work room with two paperbags containing souvenirs from his boss.

"Waste shopping sir?" Tanya didit was followed by an eye that wanted to know what her superior was carrying.

"From everything!" Pinta mr. arman. All moving from the table each to the table, Mr. Arman.

"Wow! what'sthat??" Hesty glanced at keppo.

"This is a gift from Mr. Byan! Each of us got one mika huh.." Mr. Arman divided the cake one by one to us.

"By the way in what order is the boss sharing the cake??" Yongki looked at arman questioningly.

"Hm.. This is a thank you from the Malik family! After the party yesterday" replied Arman adding my curiosity.

"Party??" Suddenly I widened my eyes, very curious.

"Is the cold boss married?? Oh no!! there must be a lot of women who will be heartbroken!" Hesty glanced at me. Which I don't know what that cynical glare means. I'm used to getting his glances.

"Alright, please go back to each other's table and enjoy the cake" Arman gave the order.

"Thank you sir!" Everyone answered simultaneously while returning to their respective tables.

My heart is not calm, there is a disturbing feeling here. Hesty's words bothered me a lot. Is byan really married? with who? by when? whereabouts? why is it all in my mind? oh, byan...... I put my head on the table by folding both hands.

"Are you okay, mara?" Juna's voice ripped my mind off byan.

"He'umm" I answered briefly. I re-asserted my sitting position.

"If you feel unwell, you can rest first or can ask permission to go home to Mr. Arman" continued juna with eyes focused on his computer screen.

"No, mr. juna. I'm fine!" My answer.

"Here, drink!" Juna put a caplet of vitamin C suction on my desk.

"Maybe you'll be a little better!" Added again.

"Thank you.." Curious vitamins. I was also surprised, it turns out that this cute-looking juna cares so much about me. Well, things aren't bad.

"Emmmmmmmh.... So sour!!" I frowned and slightly closed my eyes feeling so acidic that the suction vitamin given juna.

"Huh, that's so funny!" Juna laughed a little at me.

"Not to make fun of me, sir!" I turned my face away. Let my eyes go to hesty. Hesty looked at me. I don't know since when, but when I saw her facial expression showed dislike.

Ah, whatever... As long as it doesn't bother me.

"It's time to take a break, have a good lunch.." Mr. Arman reminded us as he left his room.

"Yes sir!!!" Answer us simultaneously.

"Tumben once boss sir didn't pick you up mara? Is there a problem between you?? " Didit spoke to me.

"The problem?? what does this have to do with the cold boss?" Timpal hesty while applying red lipstick that makes his lips look thicker.

"Yes, you usually go out together. Even before the break time comes." Connect yongki.

"Is the boss very busy today? after almost a week he didn't go to the office?" Didit looked at yongki.

Those questions I didn't mind. There's nothing I'm answering. The mood was quiet after that..

"What??" Hesty widened her eyes. Again he looked at me cynically.

"Come on mara, just eat with us!" Yongki also invited.

"Yes mara, definitely more exciting. We're a team? lunch is a team." Add didit anyway.

"Emm, okay..." I also accept their request. I saw there hesty had come out first while pursing his red lips blushing like a pomegranate.

We went out together too. Let my eyes out at all the corners and places here. I really didn't find it, I didn't find any byan..

***

The hour home has arrived, everyone today looks fresher than usual. Except me. I don't know why I was so weak today. Today my job is not so much as usual.

"Mara, where are you going?" Ask yongki.

"Eh, just tell me if you want to know his house mara, don't have to huwww.." timpal didit.

"That's not it, the mara times are in my direction, so we can go home together." Answer yongki.

"Who is the woman who wants to go home with you? just seeing you they're scared!" Add another didit.

"You've always humbled me, I've only offered mara, not even a single word! Why do you keep answering?" Yongki's words sounded annoyed.

"Well come home with me!" The sound of juna slightly raised his tone. Everyone looked at juna.

"Ish, what's wrong with you guys?? I don't get it! why take that obscure woman!! huhhhhh!" Histi spoke in a furious tone, he grabbed his bag towards the exit of the room while stomping his feet. The sound of his hell on the floor was so loud. Make everyone close their ears!

"I'm going home to SMAN 4, I can go home alone, Juna sir. I'm used to riding public transport" Timpalku.

These people really astonish me. Yesterday their attitude seemed to not care about me. But now?? Moreover, the attitude of the juna changed 180°. Ouch..... They made my head pulsate!

On the way to the front of the office, I saw a fast pace walking towards the parking lot of his car there.. He looks rushed. Before long his car sped up and slowly disappeared from my sight.

The byan? What's wrong with you? Are you really going to stay away from me now? Did my words the other day really hurt you? byan I really don't want to be like this..

I limp my feet towards the front stop of the office, I'm really tired. It is not my body that is tired, but my current feelings that are very tired..

***

"Assalamualaikum ma'am, randy....." I opened the door and I found my mom and Randy watching television.

"Well, are you home?" She greeted me, and I immediately kissed her hand.

"Yes mom, this is for my mom and sister...."Kuraih cheeks embossed randy and dyed him fat. I put a parcel of cake that Mr. Arman said was souvenirs from byan. But I didn't say that to Randy and mom.

"Is this from brother byan? why don't you ever play here again, brother? Randi asked looking at me, her bead looked curious.

"Sir byan is busy... I'm in the room, ma'am, I'm gonna take a shower." I immediately got up leaving mom and Randy towards the room.

"Mara, is there a problem between you and boy byan?" Mother's questions I can still hear, but I don't want to answer them. I immediately continued my steps towards the room.

Does everyone know I have a problem with Byan? Not in the office, not at home. Do I really have a problem with him? I'm really insane! How can we both have problems, while we have no special relationship??? That doesn't make any sense!!

What is clear, my best boss and I are his subordinates. There is no relationship between us other than that. We've never even been friends before. Why does my life have no clarity? Argh....... I want to scream hard!