The Emperor Xiao San's Little Concubine

Chapter 10: What Are These Feelings?

Today xixi plans to take the prince for a walk outside the palace. This poor prince, never saw about the beauty and excitement of this world. At least Xixi wanted the prince to feel that excitement from his sense of hearing. He wanted the prince to feel for once the lives of others.

"Prince, is it awake?" a knock on the door rang out and a call was heard from Xixi

The prince who was still half conscious, opened his eyes and tried to get out of his bed. He picked up his wand and walked towards the door of his room.

"What's wrong? Why are you so noisy?" the prince was a little upset.

"Pardon the prince's servant." said Xixi and helped the prince into his room again.

"I have prepared the equipment for the prince's bath, after that I will help the prince breakfast then I will invite the prince to play." said Xixi without pause while making the prince's bed.

Xixi prepared the clothes that the prince would wear, she took the prince to the bathhouse and helped him clean his body. The prince, who was used to Xixi's ministry, since losing himself, began to realize that there were other feelings growing in his heart, and he felt ashamed of this service.

"What's the prince?" xixi asked innocently

"Can I do it myself? We're grown up." said the prince who felt strange with a reddened face.

"Hasn't it been these past few years, I've always helped the prince take a bath?" xixi.

"But now I'm 18. I can shower myself." said the prince who pulled the towel held by Xixi.

"All right, don't get mad. The servant will come out. Call the servant when it's done." said Xixi slightly teasing him.

The prince began to cleanse his body. His face was very red from embarrassment. He did not expect that Xixi was the first to touch him and not his future wife. The prince grew even more embarrassed after realizing that Xixi had been looking at his entire body without clothes.

"Ah, fuck. Why did I just realize it." said the prince regretfully.

"Prince, is it finished?" ask Xixi

"I'm done. Let me wear my own clothes." said the prince loudly.

The prince finished getting dressed and came out of the bath. Xixi brought her breakfast. As usual Xixi fed him gently. The prince once again felt embarrassed and ended up eating by himself. The prince ate the food quickly and voraciously to cover up his embarrassment.

"Prince what exactly happened to you? Why is the prince acting strange from the morning?" ask Xixi curious.

"I'm fine." said the prince nervously.

Xixi continued to look at him and felt another strange thing. Since morning the prince's face has continued to blush like boiled shrimp. Xixi was worried that the prince was sick and did not want to tell her the truth. Xixi tried to stare at him intensely and hoped that she would find out the true state of the prince. Feeling like you found nothing. Xixi pressed her forehead against the prince's forehead to measure the prince's body temperature. The prince who felt this closeness without distance, made the prince's heart beat fast and his body tremble.xixi felt that awkwardness, directly sticking her head in the heart of the prince. He tried to listen to her and the heart was beating faster.

"Does he no longer need me?" ask the words that are spoken in his heart.

A tear flowed down his cheek. In the end, bad thoughts haunted his mind. He thought that the prince no longer needed him. His heart was wounded and disappointed. Sadness struck him. The prince who reached his room, sat silent and regretted his actions. He regretted having pushed on and left Xixi because of his embarrassment.

"What have I done? Why am I a loser?" said the prince in his heart while banging his head.

"Will he be angry with me?" asked the prince inwardly with anxious feelings.

The prince sat down restlessly. He waited for Xixi to come to him. All day long he was just pacing around in his room waiting for his arrival. It was almost dusk, yet Xixi had not shown any sign of her presence at all. Suddenly, someone steps into his room. There was a knock on the door. The prince quickly opened the door. It turned out that the other palace lady who delivered dinner.

"Where is Xixi's palace?" ask prince.

"Come Xixi's palace was being commissioned by the emperor to go to the palace commander's residence. The emperor told him to deliver the warrant along with some of the palace guards." replied the palace lady.

"When's he coming back?" asked the prince curiously

"In the next three days the prince." replied the palace lady.

"Go." the prince ordered.

The palace attendant left the prince's residence. The prince sensed that Xixi was angry with him, thus willing to carry out the emperor's orders. The prince was agitated. He had no appetite as long as Xixi left. The prince thought of the reason he would give Xixi when Xixi returned.

"What should I do so that Xixi doesn't get mad at me anymore?" the prince in his heart.

The prince tried to write down his reasons through a letter. All night he thought of the right set of words. But always fail. Many times he wrote in the letter, many times he failed. Not a single sentence was written.

The next day the prince tried to make him a statue of Xixi and wanted to write an apology on the statue. Once again the statue failed to make. The statue made by the prince was not as expected. The statue of Xixi was failed to be made by the prince. This time the prince did not want to give up, after which he failed. He decided to make a painting. Painting was the prince's pent-up talent. The prince began to paint a picture that had the meaning of sincere apology and an expression of a sense of longing and love that could not be expressed. The prince painted all the sincerity, hoping that Xixi could understand this painting.

The prince struggled hard, despite not being able to see with his eyes. He can see it with his feelings. He has the ability to paint something beautiful with his instincts. The painting had been made by the prince so beautifully. He was just waiting, Xixi came to his room and wanted to see him.

"I hope you like it." said the prince in his heart.

"May you forgive me." the prince said with sincerity.

"I'll tell you all this honestly. I will say that I have fallen in love with you." said the prince in his heart.

That night under the light of the full moon, the prince prayed to the sky hoping that the sky could support him well.