
Gao did not make a sound when he came out of the emergency room/operating room, when mama Ayudia and mommy Nadya asked, he only touched the two aging faces gently.
"It's okay, they're going to do the fetal removal surgery, God willing, everything's fine"
Gao was only able to say so, trying to comfort the 2 fragile women and forgetting his own fragility
Come Gao aren't you a man? do not cry in front of everyone, do not look your sadness in front of those who need reinforcement from yourself.
"Did anything bad happen to Gao's womb?"
Nadya asked the son in a soft voice, crying since then while tightly grasping the hand of the son.
Gao simply stared inside his mommy face, trying to smile even though his heart was broken and in pain.
"If Allah has destined him to be lost among us, it means that Rizki is not yet ours mom, we will repeat it again"
Gao spoke while touching her mommy's face slowly
"I need Ayana more now, we will open a new page together, close the story yesterday and open a new story"
"Gao"
as if to know what happened, Nadya touched her son's face slowly, staring at Gao's eyeballs.
"God love you Gao, therefore God is testing you hmm"
Gao nodded slowly, trying to keep smiling in front of his mommy.
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"How's it?"
When the door of the operating room opened, it was clear that the 2 great families of Abimayu and hillatop asked quickly to uncle Ijal. The man just nodded slowly staring at gao eyeballs, touching Gao's soft shoulder as he said.
"I'm sorry son, only his mother survived"
mama Ayudia was clearly screaming hysterically, Mommy Nadya immediately entered into the arms of All the husband, Gao did not let out his voice, Hanif immediately burst out among everyone, hugging Gao in silence, whisper softly as a man with his other man.
"All will be well, believe me"
Hanif patted Gao's back slowly, while Gao only closed his eyes for a moment. He was clearly trying to toughen up, already knowing that he had taken a tough decision from the start.
Gao's world seemed to be spinning, he wanted to tell stories and complain, where? whither?
musholla, well he can only go to musholla, ablution then complain to God when your soul is fragile, your heart is wounded and your feet lose their steps.
Didn't Ayana ever tell him? the best place to complain is to God.
إِنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَ حُزْنِي إِلَى اللَّهِ
Verily, I complain of my sorrow and sorrow to Allah only (Qs: Joseph 86)
The above verse tells about the Prophet Ya’qub ‘alaihissalam who lost his son named Yusuf ‘alaihissalam.
Anyone who does not feel sad for the disaster that befell him in the form of losing a child he loves so much.
Children are the jewel of the heart for parents..
Therefore, the Prophet Ya’qub at that time also complained about the deep turmoil of his soul only to Allah
فَاِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًاۙ
“Then the truth with difficulty there is ease,”
It is not enough just once, the words are repeated again in verse 6, as an affirmation.
اِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًاۗ
“indeed along with the difficulty there is ease.”
In that verse, the vocabulary used is “ma’a” which in Arabic means “ together” or “join”. In other words, when trouble comes, then ease comes.
Then what kind of ease comes when we are hit by a disaster? What is clear is the ease to remember and get closer to Allah SWT. Sometimes success makes us forget to recite and worship. We are so busy taking care of the world that we forget about worship.
The arrival of hardship is also a means to easily tolerate. Often when a person gains wealth, he forgets to be in touch. But when experiencing a disaster, the road to friendship is easier.
Her eyes reddened shortly after performing her Dhuha prayer, she obviously missed her dawn earlier in a panic.
It appears Tristan was prostrating beside him, could be doing the same thing as him, feeling broken and restless, complaining only to God.
They held out their hands, then remained silent in silence.
Tristan only really met her the next morning, when they got the sad news, Tristan got the happy news, Lana Lan was pregnant 7 weeks.
"All will be well Gao"
Tristan spoke beside him, sipping his coffee for some time, patting Gao's shoulder slowly for some time.
"I'm sorry for involving your wife"
Tristan smiled, turned his head towards her then looked back to the front.
"Are we not brothers? helping each other in times of distress"
Gao was just silent, his eyeballs were staring forward, his eyes were clearly staring somewhere.
Ayana went through a critical period of 3 days and did not wake up for 3 full weeks, she faithfully accompanied the wife and took care of her lovingly, invite him to talk even though he does not know Ayana heard his babble or not.
"You know baby, you said you want to umrah to Mecca, after waking up we will go there, I have prepared for leave at the company, have registered our name, have registered our name, ahem and zoe will help take care of all the work in the company as long as we go"
"Darling, is Japan a destination you like? hmmm I've thought about it, we'll be there after umrah, we'll have to take a honeymoon there, repeat the story"
"Darling I fasted so long, when did you wake up? I so miss your touch, your spoiled nature and your warm kiss"
" dear, do you know? hanif and Danisa's son is born, girl, his eyeballs are as beautiful as yours"
"unfortunately there is big news, ckckckck ahem with your friend life, really messed up, Daddy all and uncle zuu so stiffened, their relationship became very complicated"
"unfortunately Zoe fell in love with Frey, I just realized, a furore happened in the hillatop family last night"
"Dear wake up, I'm living without you, Don't be like this, I really need you right now, there's so much I want to tell you and I share with you"
"Dear wake up, do not make me cry and bear the burden alone, almost 1 month I am very tormented, miss you, miss your cooking, miss you who serve all my needs, she said, miss your touch, I really miss you"
for a moment Gao cried in silence, gently touched Ayana's little hand, then placed his head on the back of that hand, continuing to cry silently, for such a long period of time.