The Elected Girl of the Lord of Season 2

Protecting each other "Love of all time"

When Ayana said about Gaohan, Gao was at a loss for words

"How can you..?"

clearly his words were stuck

"I remember everything, but gradually"

say Ayana slowly

"I began to remember when I entered High School, still doubt it was real or just a hallucination or a dream, but did not dare to talk to mama, therefore I like to go on vacation to Thailand to find out, to find out, until I met someone in the past"

"Who?"

"Shain"

Gao's heart seemed to want to escape, staring in Ayana's face.

"2 boys who disappeared that night"

say Ayana fast

"He's still alive? where is he now? and the little girl?"

Gao asked slowly

Ayana was silent for a moment, then shook her head

That girl I don't know"

they both stayed quiet for quite a while

"I insist on remembering everything in Thailand gradually, coming to the place where we are locked up and looking for memories that disappear slowly, it obviously feels very difficult, he said, because every time his memory is repressed, my head clearly feels like it's going to break'

"up to 1 name continues to haunt me"

"Gaohan"

"I remember that boy who hypnotized me to believe me if my red-thread mate was a hoohan"

"I kept looking for people who were involved in the past, but failed miserably until I started forgetting about it, going through High School to college, he said, start a normal life with everyone but with random memories that are often present and hurt my head"

"Until someone walks into Abimayu's office, asks us to meet at the discotheque, the little man who tied the red thread at my feet, the dying boy who said everything would be fine"

"Obviously I was surprised"

Gao looked silent, he did not reply, just staring in Ayana's eyeballs.

"Then when we met, I realized it wasn't the same boy, you were different people even though your faces were the same, but my instincts obviously said you were different"

Gao remained silent, his tongue my tongue, he was completely confused where to talk from.

"Why did you accept his proposal, if you knew who I really was?"

"Do you know I'm that little boy?"

instead of answering Ayanna asked back

Gao shook his head slowly

Ayanas smile and touch Gao's chest slowly, then touch his chest slowly.

"Because basically the soul mate is not dependent on the red thread tied by the gaohan in the past"

"The fool is in God's hands"

الْأَرْوَاحُ جُنُودٌ مُجَنَّدَةٌ فَمَا تَعَارَفَ مِنْهَا ائْتَلَفَ وَمَا تَنَاكَرَ مِنْهَا اخْتَلَفَ

Meaning:

“The spirits are likened to soldiers who are in pairs, who know each other before will unite and who deny each other will quarrel.” (CHR. Bukhari and Muslim)

اَلْخـَبِيـْثــاَتُ لِلْخَبِيْثـِيْنَ وَ اْلخَبِيْثُــوْنَ لِلْخَبِيْثاَتِ وَ الطَّيِّبَاتُ لِلطَّيِّبِيْنَ وَ الطَّيِّبُوْنَ لِلطَّيِّبَاتِ.

Meaning:

"I was just following my heart at the time, other than being desperate because of Sandy, my heart was forcing me to accept you without cause"

"Just like you're desperate to propose to me for no reason, just following my heart thinks this is my choice"

"That means God leads us to HIS chosen soul mate"

"Then the more he met, the more often his memory was pressed to escape"

"Until I saw the wound on your back the first morning after we got married, I realized it was really not a dream but a reality that had happened in the past"

"Then I accidentally saw the same wound on Tristan's back when you shot him"

As soon as Gao faltered, he remembered the events of that night.

"He's one of us, making me even more sure that everything's real"

"Miana"

Gao was at a loss for words, he could only continue staring at the bead of Ayana's eyes deeply.

"You know Gao? At first I was angry, very unaccepting, the trauma of the past made me so hate the situation, for years I was shackled in the past, not out of the room or even reluctant to mingle"

"Until one day I read a book, they said, The shackles of the past often prevent someone from moving forward. The shackles can be bad experiences due to negligence and wrongdoing"

"And right, the 1 year I lived felt so difficult and complex, I was late forward, shackled and did not dare to look forward'

"So where it says Imam Al-Ghazali once asked his disciples about something that was most far from their present existence. Among them, some answer the Chinese state, the moon, the sun, and the stars"

"He then explained that all the answers were correct, but the most correct was the past. Because the past will never come back. Therefore, everyone must deal with his past wisely"

"Then my toughest decision was to try to make peace with the past"

Gao took a heavy breath and then said

"I can never make peace with the past, everything is still too difficult to accept"

Ayana smiled

"I always try to convince myself that everything that happened in the past will only remain a memory. We can't change what happened. Like a term we often hear ‘nasi has become porridge’. There is no point in continuing to fall in the past. It will only be a story that has ended. Realize that before it's too late. Let's start reimagining tomorrow's life better. 

When something bad happens in life, we tend to blame ourselves. We feel like we are victims of circumstances that shouldn't have happened. Excessive guilt makes us a closed person and do not want to get along with others. We hate ourselves because of past events that are difficult to accept. We always think of ourselves as victims of circumstances, without giving a positive response to painful events in our past"

"I realize Gao, Life is a series of stories of someone's life journey from time to time. As long as we live in this world, our life cycle will continue to revolve from being a child to changing into an adult to entering old age later"

"Life will go on regardless of what we face. If you've had a painful past, accept it as part of your journey. You will feel relieved if you can accept your past. Never try to forget it, because no human being can forget his past. Make the past a precious memory that will lead you to a better future"

"And in the end we can't possibly hold on to the point of lying to pretend to forget the events of the past"

Gao lowered his head slowly

"The identity that was exchanged because of his hypnotism is no longer able to change, everyone continues to think I am his self, then how can I make peace with the past, dear?"

Ayana looked silent, touching Gao's face gently with both hands, letting the woman stare at him deeply.

"Are you not aware of Gao? You're lying to each other"

Gao raised his eyebrows

"Mommy and everyone knows who you really are, you're just trying to protect Gao, that's what hidden affection is, you're just protecting each other until you try to be quiet for a long time"

For a moment Gao choked, he stared in disbelief at Ayana's words

"How did you know about that?"

"I'm a Gao psychologist"

"Yes?"

Instantly Gao let out a shocked face and he was at a loss for words.