
Ayana waited anxiously since earlier in the hotel lobby, staring intently in the direction right through the stairs leading to the upper floor, next to the left of the stairs there is an elevator room. he was waiting for the man who destroyed Dyah's future, either out through the elevator or the stairs in front of him.
as soon as she took in her breath, the man who awaited her came down from the upper stairs like no sin, as if aware of the figure of Ayana he approached her in a relaxed style while smiling happily
instantly that handsome face became a hideous look to ayana
he whistled, sitting right on the sofa chair that was in front of Ayana, leaning back while looking inside the girl's face
"So?"
it was the most horrible sentence Ayana had ever heard, asking as if she was not the prime suspect
"You didn't feel at all guilty after doing that to Dyah?"
the man smiled cynically
"It's not me who's crazy about her, but she's crazy about me"
"You're just using it"
"More or less, I just want you to say yes, the choice is in your hands, if it is Dyah's business I will finish it all right now"
Ayana stared at the password face, she knew the password had everything, had the power and ability to do it.
He breathed heavily
"During the journey I can guess where the direction of the conversation you will say, what kind of offer you will give"
"You know? I'm just disappointed in you"
"The good man I knew before has changed a lot"
"It's not love but obsession"
sandi again snorted
"you start talking"
"No, I'm not speaking, but I'm justifying your inner thoughts, when you love someone, you'll be more concerned with the needs of others. As for an obsessive, his needs are the most important and must be met"
"And it's on you, don't you realize it?"
cipher tried to justify
Ayana smiled bitterly
"it's not that easy, Remember our lives are not movies, if it's wrong it can crack a failed scene. Our lives will go on, there will be no repetition exactly the same as we want"
"And I don't want to fight with my future"
"Because Love Is Not Just a Heart Problem, but Logic and Intuition, and the Heart Problem is not as simple as you think"
"Yes, logic does teach us to think straight, precise and orderly. However, straight, precise and regular thinking is also not justified when facing some realities of life that require taste, heart and intuition. Because living life by fully believing in logic without considering other aspects, it tends to make us forget that the actual journey of life is always full of a series of life scenes that are never as beautiful and smooth as the shadows that are present because of our thinking logic"
sandi was silent, staring at Ayana's eyeballs inside
"According to all the desires of the heart, letting feelings be the controller, and finally we are blind to logic. Because if this is done as a form of legalizing the intuition of the heart for a relationship, the relationship that is built will never be perfect, because there will be many people who are hurt"
"We must also understand that the perfection of a relationship built on the basis of love is a combination of logic, intuition and the heart in it. It's just, we need to know how to feel. When is it time to use logic or intuition of the heart, or even a combination of the two when faced with one or more love problems that are present in two human beings who are struggling to be together to age together until death"
"I don't accept your offer san, this isn't a Korean or Chinese drama, this is reality. You just have to take responsibility for Dyah no more, if he realizes later he can then divorce him later that day after his status becomes more clear"
"Everyone makes mistakes, because no human being is perfect. The difference is, the response after making a mistake, whether to admit wrong or not to admit it, so run away from responsibility"
"because if you run away from responsibility after making a mistake signifies a psychological constitution, and you really need a doctor right now"
"And if Dyah cannot be saved"
ayana's voice became hoarse, her chest felt tight, when ayana's tears spilled
"Don't forget karma, the law of cause and effect that you will receive in the future"
Ayana stood up from her seat, closing both her palms
"Wassalamu'alaikum"
Sandi was at a loss for words, she was only able to face the back of the girl who was getting further away. basically she knew, the more she barged into the girl's life, the more she forcibly broke into the girl's life, the more the girl went away from him.
Gao who had been sitting in the back seat back to Ayana seemed silent, he seemed lost for words, walking slowly following Ayana's footsteps from behind.