
Shortly after coming out of the bathroom, Gao saw Ayana had fallen asleep on the bed, looking like the clothes for her had been prepared on the nightstand with the whole, complete, he widened his smile then immediately approached the nightstand, took his clothes and then used them one by one. After that Gao took a peci and prayer mat on the nightstand that was placed beside his clothes earlier, Gao, stretched out his prayer rug and then directly perform his isya prayer connected with hajat prayer.
In the silence of the night with only the sound of the ticking clock that keeps racing with time, Gao prays the prayer he often calls in his prayer.
Laa ilaha illallohul haliimul kariimu subhaanallohi robbul 'arsyil 'azhiim. Alhamdu lillaahi robbil. As 'aluka muujibaati rohmatika wa 'azaaima maghfirotika wal ghoniimata ming kulli birrin wassalaamata ming kulli itsmin. Laa tada' lana dzanban illa ghofartahu walaa hamman illaa farojtahu walaa haajatan hiya laka ridhon illa qodhoidaha yaa arhamar roohimiin.
"There is no God but Allah, the Most Soft and the Most Merciful. Most Holy of God, Lord of the Most High Arsh. Praise be to Allah, the Lord of the Worlds. It is to You that I ask for something that requires Your mercy, and something that brings Your forgiveness and benefits every good."
"Do not allow sin from me, but You are forgiven and there is nothing of interest, but You give way, and there is nothing to gain Your will, but You grant it. O Lord Most Loving and Merciful."
"If you still give us the confidence to have, nurture, educate a descendant of Soleh and Soleh, then God willing we will not waste that opportunity, O Allah"
"Hasbunallah wani'mal vice (Enough Allah be Our helper and Allah the Best Backrest)"
Laying a circle of water fell behind Gao's two eyeballs, as fast as Gao's lightning erased it, then pulled the alphabet and straight smoothed it, he released his peci put it on the prayer mat ,then put it in the nightstand.
He took a slow breath, climbed on the mattress and then hugged Ayana's body, kissed the wife's forehead warmly while making a prayer
اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّيْ أَسْأَلُكَ أَنْ تَحَفَظَ زَوْجَتِيْ مِنَ الْفِتَنِ ظَاهِرِهَا وَبَاطِنِهَا، وَأَنْ تَرْزُقَهَا رِزْقاً حَلَالاً، وَأَنْ تَجْعَلَهَا لِيْ خَيْرَ الزَّوْجَاتِ، وَأَنْ تَجْعَلَنِيْ لَهَا خَيْرَ الْأَزْوَاجِ.
It means: “Yes Allah, I ask You, keep my wife from birth and inner slander. Bounty it rizki halal. Make her the best wife for me and make me the best husband for her.”
اللَّهُمَّ اجْعَلْ مِنَ الْمَوَدَّةِ وَالرَّحْمَةِ بَيْنِيْ وَبَيْنَ زَوْجَتِيْ أَفْضَلَهَا، وَمِنَ الْحِلْمِ وَالصَّبْرِ أَكْمَلَهُ، وَأَسْعِدْهَا مَعِيْ وَأَسْعِدْنِيْ مَعَهَا، وَلَا تَحْرِمْنِيْ وُجُوْدَهَا فِي الدُّنْيَا وَفِيْ جَنَّةِ الْخُلْدِ، وَاهْدِنَا لِكُلِ مَا تُحِبُّ وَتَرْضَى يَا كَرِيْمٌ.
then Gao whispered
"Patience, everything will be beautiful in its time dear"
he said slowly then kissed Ayana's lips for some time, then close his arms.
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Some time after Gao fell asleep Ayana opened her eyeballs horizontally, staring at Goa's face for quite a long time, her left hand gently touched Gao's face, rubbing her slowly for some time, ease gently Ayana kisses the lips of the husband.
"O Lord, give the husband of the servant the best recompense for his upbringing to the servant and the greatest reward for the love that the husband of the servant bestows."
"O Allah, give me the best husband by Your side, the husband who is also my friend in religious affairs, world affairs and the Hereafter."
"O Allah, O Guide of the astray. Give me and my husband the dhikr of remembering You continually, as well as with Your Taufiq. Help me and my husband to carry out his fast, and his night worship, and keep me and my husband from his omissions and sins."
then Ayana looked silent, a split second later her tears spilled.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
the whisper slowly hugged the husband and went into his chest.