
"Is anything uncomfortable?"
Gao asked as he fixed Ayana's sitting position
"Everything is fine "
Ayana replied while shaking slowly
"still cold?"
Gao continued to talk while stroking gently into the two palms of Ayana. swiping her gently then kissing her warmly.
For a moment Ayana stared into Gao's eyeballs, she smiled . Gao grabbed the bowl of food on the nightstand, rummaging its contents slowly with a spoon, took it a little then blew it gently.
"We're going home tomorrow to the mansion"
he said softly then fed Ayana slowly
Ayanna accepted Gao's mouth slowly, nodded then chewed the food that was already in her mouth slowly. Several times a bribe is given Gao, repeatedly take the contents, blow it gently and then feed Ayana until it is almost finished.
Ayana shook her head slowly, as if her stomach already felt tight. Gao smiled, quickly finishing the contents.
"Mubazir is your usual word"
Ayana laughed amusedly, Gao put his food bowl back on the nightstand then quickly asked.
"Tell me, would you like to continue his vacation or we go back to Indonesia after the company business is over?'
Ayana seemed silent, there was anxiety after yesterday's incident, fearing that the same thing would happen when she came out with Gao and her husband back accidentally let go of his sight.
As if understanding the way Ayana thought, Gao was only able to take a slow breath. He thought this time it could be their first honeymoon, apparently Tristan's game messed up all his plans.
"It's okay, we'll be home in a few days"
Gao spoke while gently stroking Ayana's face, then gradually moved from Ayana's bed. But with Ayana gently pulling her hand, Gao frowned.
"Why baby?"
Gao sat down in front of Ayana
"Tell me, don't be damned for what you have in your heart right now"
"Yes?"
Gao asked a little surprised
"Didn't being a couple, openness matter to Gao? is intense communication important? there are a lot of questions you want to ask me, right?"
ask Ayana quickly
"There are no secrets and lies between us, it is the key to harmony in the household"
gao swallowed his saliva for a moment
well there were a lot of questions that hit his head for a moment last night, what happened, whether Tristan touched Ayana, whether Ayana was hurt, whether Tristan was babysitting her, all that he wanted to ask her, but apparently none of what he could say for fear of Ayana being angry, hurt or traumatized.
He thought that what happened yesterday was just a nightmare that must not be remembered, just like the memories in his head that he kept pressing to disappear while in Thailand 15 years ago.
"We can forget everything hmm.."
said Gao slowly then hugged Ayana warmly, then stroked the wife's back gently.
"That means we run away from reality, without knowing Gao's true explanation"
say Ayana fast
then Ayana releases gao's embrace
"You dare not ask? did he touch me or not? your worst anxiety is whether or not she fucks me, right?"
Ayana spoke while touching Gao's soft face.
"Didn't you ever say that? three key elements in married life. First, good communication. Second, respect is more important than love. Love can come and go, but respect can last. Third, trust, which turns out to be the most difficult foundation to build especially for people who have been disappointed by relationships. Trust here is not only about infidelity, but broken promises, bad intentions, and unrealized expectations"
"Here you forget the first thing, Gao's good communication"
"You want to bear the burden of the question itself without any intention of getting the Answer?"
"Then the depth of suspicion is raised, then the third key will begin to disappear"
"in the end the conditions I asked for about the strong foundation that I hoped would collapse were in progress"
as soon as Gao was at a loss for words, he just shook his head slowly, touching Ayana's face with both palms
"It's not like that, honey, I just"
Ayana touched Gao's face with 2 palms.
“Marriage for me is fused, no longer mine yours, but ours. It's no longer my job it's your job, it's ours. It's not me-you anymore, but us. It's no longer my burden you're a burden, it's us"
"Marriage means bringing two different people together to live life together. The definition of 'uniting' is often interpreted as the absence of privacy between husband and wife"
"If communication and openness are not well-established, distrust and suspicion will encourage one to spy on a partner or even ultimately raise a lot of suspicion, then the mind begins to be depressed until finally there is discomfort to make us think to immediately end the marriage relationship"
"The answer is yes, he touched me, Gao"
as soon as Gao's eyeballs were rounded, his jaw hardened, he thought he wanted to crush Tristan right now.
"His reality he almost touched me gao, almost but he undoes his intention"
a split second later Gao's eyeballs dimmed again.
"Although you don't dare to ask, I will still answer her"
"I know you've had a bad relationship in the past, what he's done out of emotion, but a mean person still has a heart "
Ayana spoke while holding Gao's chest
"He still has Gao's conscience"
At once Gao fell silent, looking at the wife's face in silence.
"Ask me everything stored in your heart, so that no 1 secret happens between us"
Gao nodded slowly, then with a reflex movement hugged Ayanas so warmly and tightly.
"I'm just afraid of hurting your feelings, so I think it's better to be quiet without having to ask too many questions"
whispered Gao quietly
"Thank you, I'm sorry baby"
Ah.. how do you say it? you often make me lose words until in the end all your words make me more crazy about you.
Nothing makes me more happy and grateful, for having an amazing wife like you.
"I love you"
whispered Gao softly, then kissed softly Ayana's forehead repeatedly.