The Elected Girl of the Lord of Season 2
Just an ordinary man "Gao is a Nausea with a million sins"
flashbacks
Not knowing how long everyone waited, until when suddenly uncle Ijal tau-tau asked him to enter the room with facial expressions that are so difficult to explain.
"We need to talk"
Gao's eyeballs were clearly rounded, his expression was also the same as that of Uncle Ijal, clearly completely inexplicable, Gao as if he knew what to talk about next.
"The boy"
said uncle Ijal slowly
gao's eyes were glazed over, but a split second uncle Ijal said again.
"Why are we choosing one of the 2 possibilities, uncle knows this is difficult, if uncle asks which one will you choose, his mother or his son?"
Gao swallowed his saliva, looking at uncle Ijal with a chest that was so tight, he had expected, this is what would happen since then.
"If you choose his mother, you must accept Gao's consequences, you will never have another child in your lifetime, if you choose your son, you'll never see Ayana again in your lifetime"
"Both condition is in critical condition, Ayana is experiencing severe bleeding rate, her uterine pouch is injured, torn and ..."
Uncle Ijal could not continue his words
"The procedure is that we will perform an operation that will save one of them, if lucky one of them will survive, otherwise...."
"His uterine bag must be removed"
"You know the risk if a woman's uterine sac has been removed by Gao? she's not perfect anymore as a woman"
Ijal's uncle's tears began to spill, throwing his gaze away from Gao.
Their happiness completely disappeared in an extraordinary way.
"I'm sorry for us"
said uncle Ijal slowly
"his choice is in your hands"
Gao stared at Ayana's face, whose entire body had been perfectly attached to the hoses, the shades of green dominating in the operating room, some doctors were still preparing to wait for a decision, he said, silent without sound with both hands each prepared since earlier, the heart rate control monitor is still on there with regular movement.
"Happy mother, I need Ayana more than anything in the world"
As Gao's tears spilled, trying to find whatever grip he had in front of him, he really wanted to fall right now.
He only realized, his anxiety in these few days because of this question, he could not even eat well, could not sleep well, the longing that arisen on the wife, he said, the heart that continues to pound relentlessly, the worry that continues to creep suddenly and somehow more.in a few days it turns out because in the end they will face a test of this magnitude.
He tried to convince the heart since yesterday, God willing, everything will be fine, asking God to eliminate all his anxiety for some time, he tried to trust himself if they could not be tested in such a way
But what happened today? all was beyond her expectations, she even had to face stressful circumstances when Ayana disappeared, and now she has to choose one of the 2 complicated options, where those two choices were her life was also her most beautiful dream.
He thought where the great Gao once was, where was Gao the Casanova, where was the haughty and arrogant Gao before? obviously he can't choose between the two, they're Gao's life, Gao's life, both of which are obviously Gao's dreams.
Does God have to test it so heavily?
"All options are nothing really good Gao, if you choose his mother you obviously know the worst consequences in your whole life, if you choose your son, he said, you'll never see Ayana again in a lifetime"
Hahaha Gao wanted to laugh, bursting out in tears.
what kind of choice is God?
Life isn't this joking, is it?
*******
"But wake up, it's time to pray magrib"
an old man woke up Gao, who was sleeping curled up at the edge of the mosque, and the fathers looked at the man of Caucasian descent with a happy face, he thought there were descendants who came suddenly to their mosque.
Gao greeted the father, smiled and then immediately went to fetch water.
The sea of the voice of the Adhan this time clearly sounded different behind his ears, if the usual Ayana would kiss his face gently, whispering this time of prayer, asking him ablution and prayer together, he said, this time it was clearly different, he was in the mosque, where there was not a single person he recognized at the moment.
After performing the magrib prayer, Gao was still sitting cross-legged while pondering, he didn't think that the best place when your heart was broken right now was the mosque? talk from heart to God, no longer to discotheque or even vent to women out there.
As his shoulder was gently patted by someone, Gao turned his head in a daze.
"It's quieter?"
The father suddenly asked shortly after Gao had kept his prayer beads.
Gao stared into the father's eyeballs, thinking why he seemed to know the restlessness of his heart.
"Life does not escape the test"
the man spoke slowly, his eyes looking forward.
"nausea or indeed Muslim from birth?"
the man asked slowly, looking towards Gao
"Mualaf"
gao replied quietly, bowing his head while staring at the beautiful blue carpet in the mosque under his seat.
"Especially as a convert, test after test will approach you, the final choice will you be able to get through it all?"
"If you are not strong, you will return to where you came from, with your old beliefs, but if you are strong then you will survive to the end"
Gao just swallowed his saliva
"You know son? Allah SWT already knows how much capacity we have to be able to accept the test from NYA, and Allah SWT already knows where the limits of your ability to pass through it"
"God sends down trials to man with various purposes. Namely to test his faith, give a warning, to lower the curse depending on whom and under what conditions the ordeal was lowered. "
"Pious people will succeed through the ordeal, unlike the curse that challenges the trials of God (in the form of office and property) with a voice like Pharaoh."
"In the book of Mukhtashar As-Shahih Al-Bukhari by Nasiruddin Al-Albani mentioned that the trials were also experienced by the Prophet Muhammad SAW. "
Aisha RA once said:
ما رَأَيْتُ أحَدًا أشَدَّ عليه الوَجَعُ مِن رَسولِ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللهُ عليه وسلَّمَ
“Ma ra-aitu ahadan asyadda alaihil-waja’u min Rasulillah SAW.”
Which means: “Aku (Aisyah) has never seen anyone who feels pain more than the Prophet SAW.”
"While for Muslims who are stricken with difficulties, Allah SWT promises that with the difficulties he suffers it can be a penance."
Gao swallowed his saliva back
a penance?
Well, wasn't she very sinful before she married Ayana? playing women, drinking liquor, doing the deed, commanding someone to kill with just one foot of speech even he is involved with the most creepy drug cartels in the world.
he was clearly a sinner
then why is he worried about the trials and trials that have not been how much?
"This is like the hadith of the Prophet Muhammad narrated by Abu Sa’id Al-Khudri and Abu Hurairah. The hadith editor reads
عن النَّبيِّ ﷺ قَالَ: مَا يُصِيبُ الْمُسْلِمَ مِنْ نَصَبٍ وَلاَ وَصَبٍ وَلاَ هَمٍّ وَلاَ حَزَن وَلاَ أَذًى وَلاَ غمٍّ، حتَّى الشَّوْكَةُ يُشَاكُها إِلاَّ كفَّر اللَّه بهَا مِنْ خطَايَاه
“’An Abi Sa’id Al-Khudri wa an Abi Hurairah ani-Nabi SAW qala: ma yushibul-muslima min nashobin wa la washobin wa la hammin wa la huznin wa la adzan wa la ghammin hatta as-syaukati yusyakuha kafarallahu biha min khatayahu.”
Which means: “From Abu Sa’id Al-Khudri and Abu Hurayah from the Prophet Muhammad SAW, he said: every difficulty, disease, worry, sadness, persecution, and disaster that befell Muslih, even the thorn that pierced him, Allah will make it all as a redeemer for his mistakes.”
the father patted Gao's shoulder in a flattering manner
"God willing, you can go through everything while not losing the pillar of religion"
"And there will be a lot of bonuses that we will get after a painful exam"
The father left Gao accompanied by the voice of Adhan Isya who echoed through Gao's heart.
Well this is one of the tests, then why should he be sad?
won't there be many bonuses that you will get when you are able to pass all the tests?
with the sins of the past, it is clear that this test has not been how much.
