
After having finished performing the morning prayer together, Ayana seemed to stand in front of the veranda room facing directly towards the horizon, the color of the sky was very dark masuh, Gao slowly walked up to her then hugged Ayanas waist, and then hugged Ayanas waist, a little crouching because it compensates for the wife's tiny body.
"Why?"
Ayana hurriedly wiped her tears, shaking her head slowly still continuing to stare towards the front.
"I'm sorry"
gao said slowly
"It still can't make you happy"
Ayana shook her head quickly and then she looked down deeply, then tried to look up for a moment.
"I'm the one who can't make you happy Gao"
Ayana's voice sounded sad and sad
"No dear, all the things you give me are obviously a million joys in my life, without the slightest sense of lack"
Gao spoke while gently stroking Ayana's hand
"Everything's gonna be okay hmm"
"We never know God's secret, do we? even who knows tomorrow we have not opened our eyes again, the same about the apocalypse, even we never know when it will happen"
"So why should we worry, baby?"
"enjoy, let us assume that we are at the lowest point of our lives, a day when God gives us what we hope for, makes us remember and not become arrogant"
"One moment we will remember every moment of his precious, we will suddenly miss him"
Ayan nodded slowly
"I'm not as strong as you, Gao"
"It is a function as a couple, reminding each other, mutually reinforcing and complementing hmm"
"If we both fall and fall, what will our marriage be? if we were both strong and strong wouldn't it seem unfair to most people?"
"We are given abundant Rizki, great fitness and health, can get whatever we want, then Rizki abundant children, what say the people who are stricken with the test of poverty? who is in trouble testing? how unfair is life to them, right?"
"Because there is no perfect life in this world"
"God is fair baby, he always knows what is best for his people"
Gao kissed the soft top of Ayana's head for such a long time, continuing to tighten his embrace.
"We will follow the fetal program of the deceased as said professor john, behind successful or not, the best regulator is only God, we can only pray and try"
"We're going to Japan next month, stay on plan early, have a pending honeymoon"
"Ppromise me dear, if our patience this time still does not produce results, do not bring up the matter of children, I have been sincere for a long time"
"There is no more demand to bring in a third person, no more coercion"
"Remember, dear, perhaps this is karma for my past misdeeds, which have always disrespected the beings called women, forgetting that they have a heart, as well as a heart to play with them, get them and then dump them"
"Don't we know, bad behavior will lead to bad behavior as well"
"Didn't you yourself say first, karma is there about the slow reciprocity of the sea will bear fruit in its time"
"By Allah I will never regret it if we still fail to get the baby of ourselves, we will adopt children after returning to Indonesia hmm"
"So don't cry anymore, I can at least see you crying baby"
"No more blaming yourself, for it could be that God is punishing me through you dear"
Gao hugged Ayana back tightly, so deeply and lovingly.