The Elected Girl of the Lord of Season 2
No longer can satisfy her like she used to be "Only an ordinary woman"
Whenever there was a family gathering or a celebration event, it was obvious that Ayana was trying to distance herself from the crowd, she was most afraid that suddenly people would ask.
"Having been pregnant?"
"No kids yet?"
"How many children?"
"When is this coming?"
"Do you want the best doctor?"
"Not yet?"
"Propad yaaa"
"God willing as fast as he is"
or when you see everyone carrying their baby, it obviously makes Ayana unable to swallow something well, sleep well or even breathe well.
life who already has a baby, Lana Lan who every returned to Indonesia with her son, brother Daniya who will have 2 children, brother Mikhayla whose children already want 3 , Frey's waiting for the birth of their son and I don't know who else he's not.
everything made his heart break instantly, often wanting to withdraw when they came and gathered with them.
or when seeing someone's stomach bulging in front of him, when the wife stiffened her waist because it felt sore then their husband held his wife's stomach lovingly clearly made Ayana repeatedly swallow her saliva.
She's envious.
Sure oes.
She hate.
Hugely.
She wants to cry.
His pat.
He wants to run.
Always was.
she was just an ordinary human, an ordinary female like the others. Lie if a woman with the same condition as herself will say everything is fine, convince herself this is a test, be patient, there will be a way, lie..if they could become strong if they were in the same position as him.
Just take the orphanage.
it is easy for people to say like that, if a mother's instincts do not run maybe they are sincerely parenting other people's children, which are not created from sperm.ma the husband or ovaries of the wife, the wife, it's easy for people to say as if solving the problem of their grief just taking or adopting a child from there is the best solution, wanting him to shout at those who say so, as if life and problem solving today is enough in such a way.
obviously they could say that, but if those who were him, knew his pain, knew his inner taste, he guaranteed their mouths would not dare to say that again.
Baby tubes, can you??
they don't understand the final risk when someone's uterus is lifted? if there could be of course many creatures nicknamed women on this earth want to undergo the procedure of removal of the uterus if it can still get pregnant or even get a baby tube, they obviously have money, they obviously have money, had nothing to pay for her, but there was obviously no hope for her to do that.
And he thought, besides himself Gao must also be tormented. Although Gao never changed, he was often afraid that the man was disappointed. Men are still men, right? it is a lie if in the heart they do not miss the same baby as him.
Even Gao is often tormented if ayana's desire is not in good condition when Gao wants it, because it is clearly written in medical science, someone who has had surgery to remove the uterus often has difficulty in doing intercourse..su.alism with the opposite sex, because estrogen levels down there have decreased.
Gao often had to be patient to do the poreply, must me.muask him first new me.muaskan himself Gao, himself, he, he obviously couldn't play first to give satisfaction because it was quite impossible to do.
He knew, a marriage relationship without a good relationship in. tim will obviously over time affect the harmony of the household.
because they are normal women who are able to have children, please the husband without any defects at all.
being her, just an ordinary woman, weak, helpless with a million torturous inner pressures.
until 1pm
"Married again"
Gao, who was hugging Ayana from behind, suddenly stopped his movements.
"It's been 5 years, don't lie to the feeling, slow sea big family we'll know"
obviously the main reason is not only about children, Gao the husband needs the satisfaction of sek.sualitas normal like other couples.
"Dear"
Gao instantly turned over Ayana's body, staring at that face deeply.
"What are you talking about?"
"Married again, I'll allow it"
That way there will be another woman who can do her duty as a perfect wife.
"Miana"
"I said marry again, I want a child"
ayana's scream was tight, her tears spilled Instantly.
"I won't do it, I just need you, I don't need anything else"
But I can't fully fulfill my obligations as Gao's wife
inner ayana
"But I need kids"
ayanas screams trying to vent his insane feelings.
"Istighfar dear, Istighfar, Allah has a million ways"
"I did it, 5 years, 6 years huh"
.
Gao released his hand from Ayana's face
"Where was my old Ayana? you've lost your grip on dear God, is it just because something like this has to get us both scattered?"
Gao spoke with tightness, staring at Ayana's eyeballs in turn, he cried, crying softly in front of Ayana.
Slow sea you're gonna change, right? because something down there clearly can not always satisfy your desire.rat Gao.
Gao gently touched Ayana's face, fused their foreheads, kissed both of Ayana's eyes gently.
"trust me everything will be fine hmm, this is just a test, this is just a test dear"
