
Gao kissed gently on her mommy cheeks and Ayana's mama shortly after they arrived in the kitchen.
'"Morning mom, morning mom"
"Oh O Allah subhanallah"
tekik mama Ayudia, a bit surprised because suddenly the daughter-in-law kissed her cheek warm.
Mommy Nadya chuckles
"Gao is like that, he is very easy to get along with anyone, especially with mama-in-law yah"
mama ayudia laughed a little
"This is how it feels to have a daughter-in-law"
His words while patting Gao's back softly, Gao smiled as he gave Ayana a slice of sandwich.
"You know baby, I thought we were going to France the day after tomorrow"
he said quickly while pouring milk into a glass belonging to Ayana.
"French?"
Ayana raised her eyebrows
"What sudden? do you still have to take care of the reception?"
ask mama ayudia
"Zoe will take care of all the preparations, there is a cooperation project that will be signed with the Xavier company, because maybe it will be there in a few days, I think it should be a honeymoon only ma"
"Maybe this is a good enough moment, because you have to wait for the business with Mr. Aziz to be finished, you can just do a real honeymoon"
Gao said softly, looking at Ayana who was drinking her milk.for a moment her hands cleaned the milk that was on Ayana's lips.
Mama Ayudia looked smiling looking at Gao's movements.
"I think we can go to Thailand if you like it dear, I think you must really like Thailand because I see there are a lot of trinkets from the elephant country in your room dear"
"Yes?
"Do you like Thailand?"
"She's got memories there of her first love"
fashion mom Ayudia
for a moment Gao turned his head, a jealous look clearly from behind his face
"His childhood sweetheart, he met a man when at the age of 7 years if not wrong well, hmmm...."
mama Ayudia seemed to think
"Is that what you call first love?"
mama Nadya little girl
"mommy also had a first love as a child, mommy's own neighbor"
as soon as Gao's smile widened, the suspicion that came suddenly disappeared.
ah childhood
When talking about Thailand, Ayana suddenly remembered something.
"The injury was on your back, was it because of yesterday's accident?"
Ayanas asked while looking at Gao's deep eyeballs, she saw an elongated wound along Gao's back, As Ayana's memory of the boy appeared.
"It was an accident in Thailand"
mama Nadya answered quickly
"Thai?"
ayana momentarily widened her smile
"But she forgot her, you know baby? Gao had an accident during his junior high that increased his deep trauma"
"Amnesia, until some memory in the past just disappeared"
said mama Nadya slowly with teary eyes
as Ayana froze, she thought
Could they be the same person?
"Why even dumb, let's finish the bread baby, we'll meet Mr. Aziz"
gao's voice seemed to break his thoughts
"Ah yes"
*******
"what's up? you suddenly shut up after we talked about your first love"
gao said breaking Ayana's daydreams shortly after they were in the car
ayana suddenly jerked when Gao's lips knew already in the niche of his neck, whether when the man ruffled his hijab
"Yes?"
"Gao"
"Your ex-boyfriend's childhood momentarily made me jealous"
gao said quickly while making a color mark there
"Gao this is in the car"
pekik Ayana slowly
Gao released himself from there, he chuckled then gently tidied Ayana's hijab.
"You know, baby"
Gao spoke still while fixing Ayana's hijab
"When I first met, I felt so familiar seeing your beautiful eyeballs"
say it slowly
"It's as if we've met somewhere before"
Ayana looked silent, then developed her smile
"really?"
Gao nodded slowly
"Are you really in love with your first love?"
a hint of jealousy was seen behind her eyeballs, Ayana seemed amused to see it.
"You look jealous"
ayana Goda
"Of course, that means someone who has dared to go before me fills your heart"
Ayana smiled amusedly
"Aren't you in love with me?"
Damn it
the most stupid question Gao ever asked a creature nicknamed woman, sounded cliche and ridiculous.
"You know Gao?"
Ayara spoke as her hands gently touched Gao's face.
"There's a fundamental difference between falling in love and loving someone. Falling in love is only for a moment. That's when we are pounding waiting for someone's phone, waiting for his presence, making us forget to eat or reluctant to sleep because we do not want to lose time with him. This is the initial feeling we experience towards someone. While love is a further stage, after we really know it, and accept all its advantages and disadvantages"
"I'm not the kind of person who falls for someone easily, even when someone expresses their feelings for me, there was no special feeling that made me flutter until my mother often said maybe I was an aromatic type"
"aromantic people cannot have or experience the urge to be romantically involved with others. It's not that they don't have an emotional connection with others, but they don't have the instinct to be more connected"
"I'm also often worried about that, even accepting your proposal yesterday nothing feels special"
ayana said softly, Gao continued to look at Ayana's eyeballs
"But something that touched me and lingered opened the feeling, when you mindlessly saved me, suddenly from within the recesses of my heart felt so touched"
"Many of us are initially married without feeling love for a partner. We marry him because we feel he is a good man or woman, has the same vision of the future, and has traits or characters that can complement us. Even though we never fell in love with him. We don't feel like we're waiting for his presence. We only love him, because he has accompanied our daily lives"
"I'm sure you're like that right now, lying about a relationship that's just been established for some time will make you crazy about me"
"You're a CASANOVA Gao"
gao swallowed his saliva
"We do not live in the world of fairy tales or drama Gao, once married suddenly immediately exploded the feeling of being passionate love, you are accustomed to sleeping with a creature called a woman, he said, playing shrewdly out there and I'm very stiff about the heart"
Ayana continued to stare in Gao's eyeballs, gently stroking the man's face with her beautiful fingers.
Instantly Gao's feelings became palpitating
"But after marriage, and the longer we get to know each other, the more we can see the good sides of our other partners. Suppose one in turns out to be someone who always wants to please us. When we wake up on Sunday morning, smile at our partner and ask what you want for breakfast.One of us doesn't mind cancelling an appointment to hangout with his friends, because you or I need it. Maybe we will always praise each other, so you can praise my cooking even though you know my cooking is not as good as mommy's"
"We always appreciate all the effort between each other when sharing the arrangement of the house, even though it is sometimes not in accordance with our tastes. You also always say that I am still sexy, even if you complain maybe my butt is no longer as tight as before giving birth to your baby later"
ayana laughed, followed by Gao's silence
"Because of those attitudes, it slowly began to grow deeper feelings towards the partner. When one of us is asleep next to us, we will realize how much love we have for our partner and that feeling has not changed after so many years. When one of us is lying sick in the hospital, we realize that we are not ready to live our lives alone in his absence. Without us knowing, we will often miss him when one is on duty out of town or abroad.kiya feels pounding when he wants to give him a surprise on his birthday"
"That's when we're in love with our partner"
"And when that time has come let us speak from heart to heart, expelling all feelings into something very extraordinary"
Ayana smiled broadly revealing the arrangement of her white teeth and the dimples of her cheeks that were so beautiful, as soon as Gao's feelings were timid, somehow every time he talked to Ayana his feelings became erratic as if suppressing all his emotions and passionate lust about others.
the reality is, he is not interested in women after doing a proposal to Ayana, usually he will look for someone to vent all his has.rat, but this time he only wants this woman, but this time he only wants this woman, only he, he, well only he is capable of making his heart beat irregularly, even making the second level..Her litas are rising.
then suddenly the men gently linked their beer gently, warmly and deeply
Ahhh you know, baby? you made me crazy about you
slowly
and apparently her biggest concern is what if this woman doesn't have the same feelings as her.