The Crown

Happy Day Iksia's

We were still quiet on the way. He still looks so mad at me.

"Why are we back here?" I asked when I realized we were walking towards the apartment

He didn't answer.

Will I be raped this time? Holy hooch! Should I scream for help?

Panic, fear, and also confused about what to do. Bad thoughts after filling my brain.

"Come on." Arzhan dragged my hand. I'm trying to take off but what's the power, he's stronger. My heart beats so fast. Cold sweat began to appear on my nape and face.

"Loh, this? Why not the apartment, anyway?"

He didn't heed my words. The apartment opened, my heart was beating faster when Arzhan brought me to a room, and ....

"Well, what is this?"

"Happy birthday, Baby. Wish you all the best." Arzhan hugged me from behind. Kissing my cheeks and the back of my head.

"I forgot I had a birthday today."

"This apartment is a gift from me."

"Apartment?"

"Hmm, I hope you like."

"Sir ...." I turned around and hugged her tightly.

Arzhan lifted my body, took me to the bed to open another gift. There are many gifts that Arzhan gave.

"Waaaah, good all."

"Likes?"

I nodded quickly. I don't know how much these things cost, but I know they're expensive. For the first time in my life, I got a gift as expensive and luxurious as it is now. It's also from the people I love. Wouldn't it be appropriate if I was grateful to have him.

"I'll get a drink first. You open another gift."

"Later to follow."

Arzhan left while I was still enjoying all the givers from him.

Balloons and cookies, this room really makes me very happy. It feels like a dream, but it's real. Life does turn around, I who often get violence from Dad, now get love from three men at once.

"That's a mess." Arzhan came with two bottles of cold mineral water.

"The cake is delicious, brother."

"Yes, but eat it carefully."

I smile. Arzhan cleaned the cream around my mouth. However, I purposely dirty it again. Patiently, he cleaned it up again. I then did it again.

This time Arzhan did not clean it with his hands but with his mouth. Not only did it clean the mouth, but Arzhan continued with something else.

I was carried away by the atmosphere and Arzhan's touch that could not be denied, making me come late and drift in the game he made.

Until finally ....

This is not Arzhan's fault, I also contributed because I did not refuse and just resignedly accept and even enjoy everything.

I was angry with myself, sorry it was meaningless.

Cleaning myself only from sweat, not with stains in my body and soul is not it?

The crown has been cracked. Cracked for the second time.

Arzhan and I could only hold hands without a word. Busy with their own minds. Mistakes that should not have happened in the first place, are instead made again.

While in front of the house, Fateeh was standing next to his car. It was as if he was waiting for our arrival.

"For a long time, where have you been?"

"having watched. Why?"

"here." He pulled my hand and asked me to open the car door. And ....

"Happy birthday, Ugly!"

The warmth in my heart made my tears drip quite a lot.

"Well, why are you crying. Don't like the prize?"

Without answering Fateeh's question, I hugged her tightly. He also returned it gently.

"Happy birthday, Deck. May Lu be healthy, happy, and .. Anyway whatever you want, may it be achieved."

I nodded in his arms. My crying did not stop. Yes, I cried because I was happy to have her love me even though we were not blood bound. However, what made me sad was my attitude which if they knew, then I would hurt him.

I'm sorry, Brother.

Surprise is not just from Fateeh and Arzhan. Mama and Papa also gave a gift that is no less expensive. Papa said he bought me a house. I can do that when I get married.

"O, yes. Papa's taking us on vacation too."

"really? When?" Fateeh.

"Next week."

"Well, Mama. Next week I can't come because there's a practice in the hospital."

"Ye ye ye ye. Brother not invited, weeee!"

"Dec, Lu mah that. I also love dolls and chocolates. It's symbolic of peace tau."

"Okay, it's tar tar tar alone."

"Beuhh, adak laknat Lu!"

"Where, Pah? It's impossible if we leave without one child. Mama won't, ah!"

"Bodo very, I have Mama. Bleeeee!" Fateeh mocked me while hugging and kissing Mama.

"Biarin, I also have Brother Arzhan." I hugged Arzhan, but since he was tall, I couldn't reach his cheek to kiss.

"Sister!" Arzhan laughed, then he kissed my head.

"Sadly, yes, no one is on Papa's side."

We glanced at each other and hugged Papa at the same time.

"I love Papa."

"Papa too, son. Happy birthday, my daughter. May happiness always be with you."

"Well, I'm marrying Arzhan can't I?"

Silent.

Slowly our embrace slipped.

"Lu why choose him, mengingan also me. The doctor is lohhhh."

"Relieve it! I don't think I'd be willing if Arzhan later married another girl. The thing is, my other brother was kind of like that ...."

"I mean, Lu?"

"It's a little slanted."

"Damn it!" Fateeh. I screamed and tried to hide behind Papa.

"Dizziness Papa's head look at them." Papa rubs his head while smiling.

Now, not only was Fateeh chasing, but Papa was chasing me. The three of us were like kindergarten children playing when the break arrived. When they managed to catch me, I was already tickled.

"Stop, Dad. Stop it first."

"That's the reason, Pah."

"Yes, Brother. I'm dizzy."

Papa slowly stopped, followed by Fateeh. They both looked at me worriedly.

"You why suddenly shoots, Dek."

"I'm dizzy. Since then my stomach has also been cramping."

"You're coming the moon maybe, Si." Mama approached. With Arzhan.

"Udah. Let me take you to the room."

"Let's go, brother. My head is getting heavier."

"Gendong, Arzhan. Take her to the room."

"Cieee, newlyweds." Fateeh was mocked as Arzhan carried my body.

"Fateeh, stop."

"Kan Iksia said she wanted to marry Arzhan. Well, we're not some fucking sodara, so we can, huh, Pah?"

"Other rules may be, but not Papa's rules. No one is allowed to marry each other. You're all Papa's children."

I smiled bitterly at Fateeh and Papa's conversation. I think Arzhan heard even though he looked calm.

"Rest, yes. If you need anything, call me immediately."

"Hm."

"Why, why? That's my girlfriend's face why is it moody?"

"Aren't you afraid of what Papa said?"

Arzhan smiles. He brought his face closer to me.

"In addition to fate, I will fight it all for your sake, dear. So, don't think about anything. Enough rest."

"I'm starting to worry."

"Trust me."

I don't believe in myself, brother.