The Bungsu Princess Inferior

74. What demon is possessing you?

Day after day passed, but my body still rejected me, Varen seemed to be asleep in his sitting position. I tried to get close and tried to touch her short hair carefully, but not until I touched a single strand of Varen's hair did the heirloom book suddenly come out of my storage ring and open its own page.

"Perfect love is love that reciprocates and complements each other."

Then the heirloom book turned its own page again.

"The noblest and most blessed promise is marriage."

As if I wanted to keep focused, the heirloom book again turned the page.

"The most beautiful gift is a healthy, perfect and happy baby."

The old heirloom book did not appear before me, why was it almost the same as Varen who suddenly became chatty? Why did he open his page just to discuss love, marriage and children?

As if answering a question in my mind, the heirloom book reopened its pages.

"The main task of an heir is to give birth to a noble offspring."

I gawked at it, how not? The heirloom book is really lecturing me right now.

"Whatever is written on your precious book sheet, I can't do it if my body keeps pushing me back" I told the heirloom book, more like a joke that won't be answered.

"Give me an answer, and you'll come back."

The heirloom book answered me with the writing printed on the sheet, I began to think. Give answers? I glanced at Varen and remembered her words a few days ago when I had just lost consciousness.

Varen once said, "if I remember, it seems like until now you've never said you love me, I always say it first, so do you love me, Aira?"

The question at the end of his words always rang in my mind, I accepted it as my fiancee, but at that time I still considered him a friend. Our separation made me realize that longing, without me realizing that when I couldn't find it, worry was blowing. There were times when I cried because I missed under the night sky, sometimes I remembered my time with Varen in the short silver empire but it made me happy. Is this what we call love? If this is true love, can I acknowledge it and live with it until the end of my life?

"Mmmmhhh...." Varen wriggled awake from his sleep, he began to open his eyes and blink a few times as sunlight began to infiltrate behind the curtains.

Varen stepped towards the window and opened the curtains until the sunlight burst in, expelling the darkness in the room. Varen's face was seen shining in the light, his good looks were unquestionable. His towering body with burly muscles cast an enormous shadow on the floor, I stepped closer to him, to my feet as if stepping on the shadow he had created.

I tried to tiptoe and get close to her ear, although I knew she couldn't hear me, at least I wanted to answer her the right way.

"I love you Varen Vijendra" I said softly as if whispering in his right ear.

Varen looked startled and looked at my body still lying down, he seemed confused and seemed as if he heard the words I just said.

I was curious and wanted to prove if he could really hear me. I go back on my tiptoes, "all right let's have a pair of cute twins, may the Power grant our wish."

This time Varen ran towards my body, he examined me thoroughly, "you are still sleeping so soundly, but why did I hear your voice? Am I going crazy?"

Varen's eyes seemed to start to glaze over, his breathing began to be heavy, sadness was clearly visible to him.

I stepped closer to her again, I forced myself to touch her face by cupping my hands on her cheeks, I began to approach and kiss her lips.

"I love you, thank you for loving me so sincerely." My tears fell down my cheeks, Varen opened her eyes and stared at me, not at my lying body, he looked startled and was about to grab me when a whirlwind suddenly dragged my soul and pulled me back inside my lying body.

"Aira," Varen called my name. He held my shoulder, "Aira please get up, don't scare me!"

"I'm fine, Varen."

Varen looked at me looking unexpected, he touched my face, "you're up?"

I nodded, I could feel my aura return, but my body still felt very weak.

"You're really.." Varen did not continue his words, he immediately pulled me up to sit down and hugged me tightly.

"I beg you never to harm yourself again, I will not forbid you from helping others, but from now on let me participate."

Varen took off her embrace and looked at my pair of serious eyes, "would you do it?"

I smiled then nodded at him, "of course."

Varen smiles but still looks sad there, "Varen I love you."

"I love you, Varen."

I repeated my words because Varen seemed to be frozen, his cold aura suddenly making my feathers stand up as the cold hit.

"What did you say?" Varen asked as if he had misheard what I said.

This time I pulled her face and kissed her lovingly, I wanted her to know that I also loved and loved her.

I took off my kiss and looked into Varen's eyes from a very close distance, "i love you, Varen Vijendra."

Varen's eyes glazed over, "i love you too Aira, love you so much!"

Varen kissed me on the forehead and looked me in the eye as if asking for approval, when he caught my cue, he grabbed me and kissed me on the inside, he didn't even give me room to breathe. I was swept away in his meaningful kiss, as if Varen wanted to declare that I could not withdraw my words, and from today I belong alone.

"Aah!" I cried with a slightly raised voice, as Varen kissed my neck all of a sudden.

"What hurts?" Varen looked at me with a guilty look, his breath slightly wheezing from a long, passionate kiss.

"We should stop Varen," my hand stroked her white face which now looked flushed. "Not yet," I said briefly because I was still overwhelmed by breathing.

There was disappointment in his eyes, but Varen showed a smile on his face. "Alright, we still have plenty of time, but I hope we can get married soon, I can't hold it much longer."

"Why can't you? You can even endure longing for months, why now say you can't?"

Varen let out a long sigh, "because you're like an opium!"

Varen is seen trying to calm down, "don't tease me anymore, or don't blame me for losing control."

I'm clucking, "teasing you? wait don't you have to correct your words? When did I tease you?"

Varen pulled my hand until our bodies and faces were so close, "i wasn't even interested in other women, but with you it was so different. Even if you just keep quiet, in my eyes you always look really attractive."

Before it was too late, I immediately released my hand from Varen's grasp, grabbed the pillow and hit it repeatedly on Varen. "Oh my goodness, wake up to Varen! What demon is possessing you this time????"