The Absolute Twin Magician

Subduedness

" so, how's your practice Zayn?"

" Sad, really pathetic"

I leaned my head against the couch, sat down and rested my tired body after training. Right now I'm sitting with Kayn, Elie, Liana, and Fiera. Like our usual daily life, rest small after tired of activities.

" Well how else, what you're learning is rare magic" Kayn said

" Eh right? What kind of magic are you learning Zayn?" Ask Elie with sparkling eyes. Ever since he learned magic from Chezie's sister, he has become very interested in magic.

" Well, just magic helpers. It's not too great magic "I replied.

" Uh? Isn't that rare magic supposed to be great magic?" Liana is chiming in.

" That's not true "among them only this Fiera is in line with what I said. But that's why I didn't like the thought.

" No, I just took my word. This magic I'm learning is a very useful magic"

" Just tell me what it is, you just complicate the atmosphere of Zayn "Tony who is lying on another sofa so go along with chiming. " Your words will only make Fiera think more, you know what she looks like?"

" Thank you Tony, you support Fiera "reply Fiera.

" That's not a compliment, ah that's it..."

The response from Fiera really made Tony get back to resting in his chair. Well, almost every time that's all he does. For him sleep is everything.

" What magic is that?" Elie, who was not satisfied with my answer, again urged me.

" It's magic to absorb the enemy's attack magic and make it power for its users" Kayn explained to Elie and others "like Disspell's magic, the magic that Zayn learned belonged to our late father. Magic is fairly rare on the Fitzgerald continent.."

" Ooh, so so..."

" Wait from where can you know that fucking detail?"

" I was going to study magic a long time ago, but unfortunately my magic doesn't match and I can only master Disspell" Kayn replied.

" Wait a minute then why haven't I been told about it?"

" It's obvious you can't learn it. Besides, I've been better at using magic than you. It's only natural that Miss Stephanie just told me about this" Kayn explained. I don't know why he who seems to be bragging makes me upset.

" Well, are you really learning Zayn's magic?" Sister Marry suddenly came and asked that cheerfully "then it suits you well. If you master it, maybe you can cover up Manna's wasteful weakness"

I don't know why it feels like everyone knows my weakness on that one. Is that really that big thing?

" Eh?! Right one?! So I can't help dong?! I learned magic to help Zayn who lacked Manna. If it's been overcome then what should I do?!!"

And I don't know why this Elie is hysterical because of that problem. Shouldn't he be happy that I've found the solution? Do you really care about me or not?

Hearing Elie's rant, Marry laughed.

" Don't worry Elie, you can definitely do something to help Zayn." Said Marry trying to calm Elie. " The problem is that Zayn's weakness is not just one"

" Eh?! Right one?!"

I look like a burden to help. They really don't think about my feelings...

" Well, can you tell me what Zayn's weaknesses are that I might be able to cover for Marry's sister?"

" Ah of course. Just come to my sister's room later, I'll tell you"

" Thank you very much"

And it makes me even more anxious.

Without me knowing I was breathing deeply.

" It looks like you're having a little boy's problem"

A familiar voice greeted me from the chair in front of me. I don't know since when he was there, but it's no wonder he did it

" Well that's how Zatrox is..."

" Hey can't you appreciate the older one a little?"

" You want me to call you brother Zatrox?"

" it's kind of funny to hear that, but it's better than your previous call"

Yeah, that guy was the guy I wanted to kill. Zatrox Arche the shadow wizard. He was ranked the 3rd strongest person in the organization, according to his number code, 3.

I heard that he was an orphaned homeless man from the slums of Berida, on the border of the Huntsoon and Siberian kingdoms. He joined the organization about 10 years ago after all the dark life he lived in the city. I don't know the details, but since childhood he's been trained to be an assassin.

Now all I see from Zatrox is none other than a senior who is very understanding to his junior. And also like the figure of the oldest brother in a family. At the age of 25, he already looks very mature.

" Yes, that's how it is" I replied "i didn't think the magic mastery training would be this difficult"

" Unlike you, where is the unyielding Zayn Endarker? are you still Zayn who's a hobby of fighting?"

" Even a man like me has his limits..." My reply.

" Then overcome those limits" Zatrox said.

I fell silent

" The more you practice, the stronger you will become. The stronger you are in the future, the more the boundaries will also drift away. If that limit is too far away, you don't have to worry about going beyond it" Zatrox said "all you need is the desire to go beyond that limit"

" What..you mean?"

" Well, the point is just to make yourself have no limits that can make you stronger by the day"

I kept quiet, trying to understand the words of Zatrox.

"Even so, you should also know when it's time you should stop. Because the body is like a glass and the strength is the water." Say Zatrox "if the glass continues to be filled then he will evaporate it because it is too full. But if it continues to be forced, it will crack and break.."

" So you're saying I should just keep pushing those limits without breaking them, and stop if I think it'll be better. That so?"

" I don't know, just think about it yourself"

Sometimes the words are hard for me to understand. But somehow because of those words I felt that I still had a chance to do it.

" It may be difficult for someone like Zayn to understand that.yah simple just like this" Tony who was sleeping again woke up. Does he listen to our conversation?

" Tony?"

" Simply put, you just have to keep working hard, and stop when you have to stop and pay attention to your actions"

I think I understand a little bit what Tony means.

" Well, it's more or less like that" Zatrox said.

I looked down, looking at the words of the two of them. Working hard is my nature. Because from the beginning I was not a person who likes to keep silent watching everything happen. As much as possible if there is an incident I want to take part in it.

About realizing when I should stop, that seems like what I still have to think about. Sometimes stubbornness can kill you. I know that but I can't avoid it. That's why this is what I have to pay attention to.

At the same time as I was thinking about it, an idea I had thought about before came to mind. Trying hard to train without guidance will only make you tired. Right now all I need is a guide. And right now the right person has just given me some very difficult but very meaningful advice.

" ah... Zatrox"

" Call me brother Zatrox"

" ah...you are so cold." - Tony

" You're the same Tony.."

" Good..."

" What did you want to say Zayn?" Ask Zatrox back.

" Well, about that..." Why am I so nervous? Is it because he was the one who had firmly reprimanded me so I was afraid of him? It's not like me "eee..kak Zatrox..."

" What's up?"

" Please teach me.." I said a little nervously "teach me how to control a good Manna"

I looked down, waiting for the answer.

" Wow you finally said it was Zayn. Looks like you've got no grudge against him" Marry suddenly reappeared. He always shows up at times like this.

" Well, shouldn't I be the one with the grudge, Marry?" Deny Zatroxtak accept.

" I'm sorry" said Sister Marry "so, can you grant my little sister Zatrox's request?"

Little brother?

" Well, I think I can, after all I'm also free" Zatrox replied.

" really?!"

" Well, from tomorrow meet me on the hill where you used to sunbathe"

" Why not just in the training room?"

" Training Manna will be easier in the wild" Zatrox said "if you are intent, don't complain and just do it"

" good!"