
"You have changed now, not the old Damar who always defended me" I said to myself in my heart, tears streaming down my cheeks.
Especially after I saw all the contents of a short message on his mobile phone mas Damar. The reply message with a woman named Bianca, who looks familiar and so considerate like a close temen makes this heart feel sore like slashed sembilu
"A hundred thousand a month is that enough?" my inner.
I'll pack the clothes I'll bring to Mom's house. I want this body and mind to rest. Maybe at my mom's place I'll find comfort.
"As I Uda ready, let's go". I carry a bag containing clothes. I samperin mas Damar who is playing mobile phone in the TV room .
She just turned her head towards me, but not answering my words, suddenly mom appeared from her room.
"So you go alone, don't be spoiled!!!" chirps mama.
"But ma, I'm very pregnant it's hard to get on the bus.
"Well it's your own fault, why Uda know pregnant big kok still want to wander!!!". ketus mama.
"Mas, can you bear if I have to take the bus with my stomach condition is big like this???" I turned the question to Damar.
"Why are you just silent??!" my words are subtle but full of emphasis.
"Yes Uda, you I drove back but I didn't sleep there. After you get off I go straight home." she replied.
"I want to change clothes first". said Mas Damar as he passed to the room.
"Whatever "answer me
"Based on a troublemaker!!!" said mama rough.
"Patience... Sarah...patience...you must be able to face all this, you are strong for the sake of your son who is in the cage, you can definitely avenge all these insults".my inner self-destruction.
"Let's go Sarah!!" take Mas Damar out of the room and bring the car keys.
"Yes mas, ma Sarah left first yes". my goodbye to mama as I thrust this hand to shake hands and kiss the back of her hand.
But instead she turned her eyes the other way and refused to shake hands with me.
"Assalamualaikum ma". I say hello even though there is no answer from him.
"Eh. mbk. mbk Sarah, don't be long nginep. Who will cook and clean if mbak Sarah long nginepnya, it could be a ship broke the house". said Lidya while running out of her room following me who Uda wanted to ride in the car.
"Yes Lid" I answered not much.
"Oya mas Damar came home with a sneak yes, remember later tonight there is a dinner appointment with Bianca mbak". said Lidya while glancing at me deliberately.
"Please Sarah, you have to have strong evidence that Damar cheated" I thought. " Don't be rash" I said in my heart.
"Beres" Damar replied to Lidya, winking one eye.
"Review you mas!!!" my mind is furious.
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Two hours drive, finally arrived in my paradise. The most comfortable place in my opinion, because this is where I grew up lovingly despite the lack of economy.
I got out of Damar's car, I set foot on the asphalt road. Although the road is asphalt but this road is still quiet. No car frenzy passing by. There are only motorcycles, rickshaws and bicycles belonging to farmers who go and go home from the rice fields.
The atmosphere was so beautiful and cool that I felt at home here. It looks like the home of mom and dad is so tiny and surrounded by lush and green trees.
"Mas, you really didn't come down?" I asked Damar.
" It's Uda afternoon Sarah, I'm afraid I'm late to meet the client". replied mas Damar while looking at the clock that is circular in his hands.
I saw that Damar was wrong with my question.
" Yes Bianca is my client, she is cooperating with my office!!!" answer him in a high tone.
" Okay, if that's the case, you're careful on the road.
"How many days are you here? let you pick it up later.
"Still don't know, it seems a bit long." I replied.
"Don't look at your mom for long with Lidya if you're here. Who will make them?!" said mas Damar.
" Wouldn't Mama same Lidya be able to mas, if only cooking and cleaning? Why wait for Sarah?! Uda is mas, you think I'm a maid in your house what?!" I said firmly.
"Kok now you dare to break Sar anyway? remember, I am your husband. And the wife should obey the husband. No defiance like this!!!!" angry with Damar.
"Yes, Sarah here wants to calm the mind instead of adding to the mind by arguing with you!!!" i'm firm.
"Assalamualaikum "I grabbed Damar's hand and kissed the back of his hand.
"Waalaikumsalam" he replied.
I step foot into the yard of the mother's house that is grown a lot of vegetables, such as tomatoes, chili, eggplant and many other vegetable plants.
So remember when I was a child with my sister Mayang, every morning we must help my mother pick vegetables on this page. If you already get wages from hoeing a little new we can eat fish bought in the market.
I spread the view from corner to corner of the courtyard of this house. And I saw my mother, my wingless angel, picking vegetables next to the house. And I approached him slowly so that no sound of my footsteps could be heard.
"Assalamualaikum mother.." I said slowly from behind.
"Waalaikumsalam.." answered the mother while looking back.
"Mashaallah Sarah,,," said the surprised mother.
"you how're you, son? Mother misses you altogether." said the mother with teary eyes and I immediately scattered my body on the woman who had given birth to me.
After marrying Mas Damar I was immediately taken home. And during the new marriage this time I visited mother. Kangen has been very piled up in this heart.
"Alhamdulillah Sarah is good Mom, Sarah is also very confused with mother, father and the atmosphere of this house" I said while wiping tears that fell uncontrollably. Crying because of how much this heart misses my parents and crying over my fate after marrying Mas Damar.
"Why are you crying, son?" mother asked as she rubbed my cheeks wet from tears.
"Sarah was crying happily, Mom, there was a surprise for mom". I took my hand and I put it on my belly that had been bulging.
"Mother wants to be a grandmother and father will be called grandfather" I whispered quietly while tears poured into the river because of the teasing.
"Alhamdulillah finally the prayers of the mother and father in the oath of Allah SWT Sarah, how much the mother wants a grandson son.
"Let's go in, son, I'll make some food
your favorite".take mom while lifting the bag containing my clothes.
"Mother, let Sarah lift her "I take the bag in my hand.
"No need Sarah, let the mother lift.you are pregnant so you can not lift heavy-heavy ". Mom answered walking ahead of me by lifting my backpack.
"If it were Mom, Sarah in the queen would be like this at Damar's house. Sarah may be the happiest woman in the world. But let alone in the queen, it is also considered that Sarah never bu".my inner while stroking the stomach that has begun to look shape.
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Thanks for the attention yes readers are kind and charming. Always follow the next episode. Because there will be a surprise from Sarah for the Damar family.