
"Assalamualaikum, Sar?, where have you been? Why didn't you come home last night?, are you okay?," asked Sinta from her phone call this morning.
"Sstttttttt, the story is long, Sin. But you take it easy. I'm fine." I replied in a whisper of fear because Bima heard what I was talking about.
"Just tell me, where are you??, I am not calm if you do not tell me everything!!!" it seems that Sinta is very curious to know what I am going through right now. Until last night I didn't go home.
"It's not that I'm interfering with your affairs, Sarah!, but a little bit of you is my responsibility. When you come in and sleep in my house. It means you are my responsibility. Therefore I beg you, tell me everything." continued Sinta firmly and responsibly.
True what Sinta said, maybe I will do the same thing if I was in Sinta's position.
I am so grateful to have a friend like Sinta. He was so loving and attentive to me.
"I'm in my own house now, Sin. So I beg you not to worry about me." I replied. I'm afraid that Sinta keeps thinking about me.
"Why are you in your house?!" asked Sinta in surprise.
"The story is long Sin, and there's no way I'm telling you here.I'm afraid to be caught in Bima, sin." I replied by whispering in a phone call.
"What do you mean afraid of Bima, Sarah?, quickly tell me!!," Sinta seemed more worried about hearing what I said earlier.
"What are you cooking, baby." suddenly Bima was behind me and hugged my body from behind, while I was standing in the kitchen.
I did deliberately receive a phone call from Sinta in the kitchen, so that Bima mas did not hear her.
When I heard the sound of Bima mas, my phone immediately I put in my pajama-colored pocket Navi.
"Sarah was confused thinking about today's cooking menu, mas." I replied, because I was here not to cook, I was here just to receive a phone call from Sinta.
"Then you don't bother cooking. We will buy it later." said Mas Bima.
"Now we go back to the room yes.!!," continued Bima.
"I really want it, and I know you want it too. I'm sorry I fell asleep last night. My body felt so tired, that I did not feel like I was sleeping first, without giving you an inner living." mas Bima hugged me tightly and her lips landed right on my neck. He said as if I wanted him.
Though now to be honest, I've lost my sense with her. Since what he did with his ex-wife. And coupled with the incident that I experienced yesterday because it was crazy.
"If you really want it, don't hesitate to build me up and ask me for it. I'll give it to you and I'm ready to serve you and give you pleasure." she continued with great confidence.
"And this morning I really wanted that, I hope you can give me the most wonderful enjoyment of heaven." Whisper Bima again right behind my ears.
Her breathing was right on my sensitive skin area. Honestly desire arises because of the stimulation that Bima mas give.
But I am still conscious and can still control my passions.
I will continue to remember all the betrayals and atrocities that Bima committed against me and Kean.
Because only then, I can temper this passionate desire.
"I'm sorry Sarah, mas. This time Sarah's in the way." I reasoned on Bima mas .
"Huh?, is that true?!," asked Bima with a disappointed face to me.
"Yes, mas. I'm sorry, actually as a wife I really want to give satisfaction to the husband so that the husband does not glance at other women out there. But what power with my nature as a woman who is destined to experience the coming of the moon in each month." I said to Bima.
"But why should this moment, when I want her with you?!," asked Bima by turning my body, which I initially turned my back on. Now I and Bima face each other.
"That's called destiny, mas. And you must accept it." I replied by looking into the eyes of Bima.
"But you're not lying to me, are you, Sarah?, you're not avoiding me right?!" asked Bima. It seems that Bima is in doubt as to what I said.
It was not easy to lie and convince Bima who was very stubborn and selfish.
"Why should I lie to you, sir?, but I know that lying is a sin of the law. Moreover, lying to a man who has the status of being his husband. I can be a wife who is cursed by God. And I don't want that to happen to me." I said.
O Allah, forgive me and I beg you not to curse me for lying. I did this lie, because I just wanted to protect myself from Bima. After what Bima did to me and Kean.
The trauma of yesterday's events keeps my soul in constant fear.
"Well then, I believe in you. Because I'm pretty sure you're a sholeh wife. So there's no way you're going to lie to me." said mas Bima, as he seemed to believe the reason I gave him.
"You go back to the room, Mom. I will cook your favorite dishes." I said so that Bima mas want to leave me alone here.
I don't have any ideas for cooking now. Because I don't know what ingredients are available in the fridge right now.
"Mas Bima can wait for me in the room, later if I have finished cooking, I will call you mas" I said. Because the difference in taste when cooking gini accompanied by mas Bima.
"Well then, I also happen to be sleepy" said mas Bima with his mouth yawned.
Then he walked away from me, into the room.
When I thought Bima was asleep in the room. I walked forward to see the situation, I should be able to find a way to get out of Bima mas.
When I got to the front door, how surprised I was that the door lock wasn't there. It looks like Bima has taken it, it turns out that Bima has planned all this, maybe he is afraid that I will run away from here.
I went back to the kitchen, to make breakfast Bima and Kean.
I saw some ingredients in the fridge.
"Brandkk,"
Suddenly the phone in my pocket fell off.
When I took it, how shocked I was, when I saw that my phone call with Sinta was still connected. I thought the call was cut off.
"Hallo, Sin?, are you still there?" I asked.
"Yes Sin. And I already know everything." replied Sinta from a phone call.
"So you are in your house with Bima?" he asked again.
"Yes, Sin. I can't tell you everything here." I replied to Sinta.
"Then I wait for you at home, to tell you all this." said Sinta.
"Inshaallah, Sin. If I can get out of this house, I'll be at your house soon" I replied.
"Good, Sarah. You have to take care of yourself there." I immediately turned off the phone call, afraid that Bima might find out. Can my phone be taken by mas Bima.
Now I cook with the potluck in the fridge.
After neatly arranged on the dining table, I called Bima mas who was in the room. But it turns out that Bima mas looks still asleep.
Then I headed to Kean's room, and it turned out that my little boy had woken up.
"Wake up, baby?" I asked as I opened the door to her room.
"It's my mom" he answered. This is my chance to wonder and advise Kean not to carelessly follow people when coming home from school.
"Kean has also taken a bath, ma." continued Kean while kissing his body.
"Well, amma's child is smart" I said as I approached and sat next to her who was currently sitting on the lip of her mattress. And I kissed the tip of his head.
"hmmm fragrant.., "my murmur after kissing the tip of his head.
"oh, yesterday why did Kean suddenly come home from school with Bima's father?" I asked very slowly.
"Yes amma. Bima's father said, Amna was busy so she could not pick up Kean. Kean came home with Bima's father!" replied Kean innocently.
"But why go to grandma's house? why not just go home?, "quote me again, because I was very curious what reason was made in Bima mas to invite Kean, so easily Kean wanted to come with him.
"Bima's father said, Amma will pick us up there. After all the amma business is done. Emang amma is busy what the hell?, even though Kean wants to stay at grandma's house." he said with a disappointed look.
"Hmmm..amma is busy in the bakery, so it should be a bit long there." I lied to Kean, because it was impossible that I had to be honest that I was sleeping in Sinta's room.
"But Bima's father is good with Kean?" I asked Kean.
"OK ma, Kean bought a lot of food when he came home from school" he replied with a very happy face.
"Trus why was my grandmother's house deserted?, where were my grandmother and bud Ambar?" asked me again.
"Grandmother and bude Ambar went with the Princess' sister and her mother" Kean replied.
"West... Sarah....!!, where are you?!" the voice of Bima mas yelled for me.
"West.... Sarah... Sarah!!!,"...