SUFFERING WITH IN-LAWS

Princess's Attitude

"Please Sarah, you should not be easily provoked by emotions. Because you should know that Veni doesn't like you." I suggested myself as I rubbed my chest.

As long as Bima doesn't respond to her, I'll believe her. For the sake of the family I live in right now.

Honestly, I do not want to fail again in the household, after the failure in the first household with Mas Damar.

This time I have to really control my emotions, as long as I don't see Bima responding to her ex-wife. I'll try to trust him.

Because several times the Princess sent a photo of the bunda in Bima mas. Bima never responded. That makes my heart a little calm, although sometimes there is also a sense of annoyance.

Soon I closed the app, because reading the comments they both could ruin my mental health.

Than I thought strangely better I didn't read it. Maintaining mental health is very important.

Because I saw the comments they were writing, as deliberately made up. To provoke my emotions, and the goal is for me to bicker with Bima mas.

I put my phone on the couch, now I open my laptop to type.

I see the clock, it's still not time for Bima to come home. So I filled this free time with typing. Maybe this is more useful than seeing Veni's post on Facebook, whose content could have intended to hurt my heart.

Sometimes I see Kean who is still busy coloring his picture. If for pictures and coloring Kean can feel at home all day in his room. Because it was his hobby.

Just typing can one chapter, heard the sound of Bima's car entering the garage of the house.

My laptop closed and I put it in my closet.

After I thought everything was safe, I went out to open the door.

"Assalamualaikum, dear." mas Bima said his greetings.

"Waalaikumsalam, mas." I answered while reaching for his hand and kissing the back of Bima's hand. As well as the bag that was carried by Bima I immediately took.

"Assalamualaikum..," Apparently this time the Princess came home with Bima mas.

"Waalaikumsalam" I replied. Then the Princess kissed the back of my hand, even though her face was currently badmood. Maybe he was forced by Bima to come back here.

"I took a shower first" said Mas Bima directly headed into the room.

"Have you taken a bath, put?" I asked the Princess.

"Udah!," he answered briefly. Then he went into his room, and the door of his room he threw out strongly. So that comes out a very loud sound.

"Astaghfirullah." I said, stroking my chest. As a result of hearing the loud door sound, my heart pounded loudly.

"What's that sound, Sarah?" asked Bima from the room.

I immediately walked into the room, his sense of wanting to say all the uneg-uneg in this heart about the behavior of Putri anak mas Bima.

"What's Sarah's voice? how hard, I was shocked." Bima repeated his statement.

"Daughter shut the door of the room" I said with an irritated face.

"What's the matter, my mom? looks like he's upset?" I asked.

"So I forced her to go home, she didn't want to. Maybe because of that." replied Bima who was still sitting on the lip of the bed.

"You don't say that, Sarah. Princess loves you." mas Bima reassured me, if her child loves me.

But his attitude and behavior are readable if he doesn't want me here.

"Maybe he said that to you, mas. His attitude towards me? the hell you don't feel, if the Princess' attitude to me never shows that I'm her mother. Yes.. even if only a mother connected." I said, while cleaning up the dirty clothes that were used in the Bima mas.

"Indeed you never feel, mas? from trivial things, if you are sensitive. I'm sure you know that the Princess never considered and appreciated me."

This time I deliberately revealed all the uneg-uneg in my heart and mind. Yes.the goal is to nourish my mentality.

Because if I keep all this, and let the Princess be here. I could be mentally and mentally ill. And I don't want to lose for that.

"Now try to be honest, what do you feel about the attitude of the Princess to me?," I tried to ask and ask Bima's opinion on the attitude of the Princess to me from the look of her eyes.

"Actually anyway, what do you think I feel is it too, Sar. Though I have repeatedly advised the Princess that she change her attitude towards you. But it's very hard." Mas Bima said while staring blankly ahead.

"What does he want, mas?," I asked.

"The princess is eager to stay with her mother. He said there his life was more secure and happy. But I forbid it, because I don't think the Princess deserves to live with her mother."

"What's the matter, mas?" I asked.

"I'm afraid that the Princess will be wrong, because the life of her mother Princess is very free." Answer to Bima.

"If you think I should, Sarah?," this time Bima threw the question that actually meant the question, he wanted to know my opinion.

"What do I mean, mas?" I asked, sitting next to Bima.

"Do I have to let the Princess stay with her mother?,"

"That's all your right, ma'am. In this matter I cannot interfere. Because I have no rights to the Princess. And in that case, I'll be the one who goes awry." I replied.

"What do you mean?" asked Bima, not understanding what I said.

"You know mas, my position here is only the connecting mother not the birth mother. If I let Princess stay with her mother, I'm sure others would think that I'm the one who won't take care of her and stay with her."

"And if I forbid the Princess to stay with her mother, what right do I have? while the mother Princess is her birth mother and has rights to the Princess."

"Keep me what?" asked Bima.

"Can I have an opinion and give advice?" I asked.

Then Bima nodded her head, which meant she wanted me to have an opinion.

"If I think, you better forbid the Princess not to stay with her mother. Because a lot of things are going to be a problem." I explained.

"Like?" asked Bima while looking at me.

"First, the princess is your biological child and it is incumbent upon her to fulfill all her needs before she gets married. The second time you let the Princess stay with her mother, my name will be ugly in your family's eyes as if I don't want to take care of the Princess."

"Don't the Princess stay with her mother, this is how all your family doesn't like me" I murmured inwardly.