SUFFERING WITH IN-LAWS

Disillusioned

"Why should you obey the words of your mother, Princess? that's obviously wrong." Mas Bima looks emotional, but can still be controlled.

"Because the Princess is afraid of WhatsApp Princess is blocked, father." replied the Princess with a parched face staring at the face of Bima mas.

"Funny ya.." I said with a bitter smile.

"It's left here, but it follows the rules there. Like, living in Indonesia but following the rules of the American government. Does it make sense?" I asked.

Bima was silent when she heard my words. Not that I want to interfere, but I also have the right to make rules in my own home.

"Now what do you want?" asked Bima to the Princess.

"Actually the Princess really wants to stay with Mother and father as before" said the Princess who does not have a heart to talk like that in front of me.

And Mas Bima was silent at the Princess's reply.

"Now all decisions are in your hands. If you want to fulfill all the wishes of the Princess as your child please, mas. With chest space I will retreat." I said.

"It's not like that, Sarah. I love you so much, while the mother Princess, it's always for me." replied Mas Bima.

"But I also often see, if the Princess often sends photos of your ex-wife in wa mu, mas. And you don't mind that at all." I continued.

"It was done because of the Princess, because my son's daughter and her" said Mas Bima.

"If it's all you do because of the Princess. You can also go back with your ex-wife for the same reason." I wrote.

Honestly, I don't think there's any reason for a kid to do anything with an ex.

If the reason is for the sake of children, why did you have to separate?.

"Sarah... Isn't that what I mean?!. Didn't you yourself ever let Kean be with Damar as his real father?,"

It seems that Bima did not accept my words, so he looked for my mistakes.

"It's different!!" I replied.

"Where is it?" asked Bima.

"If I have never been in direct contact or sent photos with mas Damar. And that brings Kean to meet Mas Damar, it's not Mas Damar himself but his mother who brought Kean to his house to meet mas Damar!,"

This time I was really emotional, because Bima still did not accept that he and the Princess were blamed.

"Let the Princess and her mother be in touch, for they are mother and son. But you don't, mama!! because you're her ex-husband and now I'm my husband!" I don't feel these tears dripping down my cheeks. Though it was as strong as my soul to hold it.

Because I think these tears are a weakness for women, especially in front of men.

Because these tears of women's self-esteem will be trampled, and that's what I've experienced before when I was with mas Damar.

Very rudely, I wiped the tears with my hand. So that Bima mas does not see it.

And I walked quickly into the room, not wanting my emotions to peak.

After all the uneg-uneg in my heart came out, my chest felt looser.

Then Bima followed me into the room, and hugged me from behind.

"If you still want to go back with your ex-wife, please mas." I said heartily, considering the comments of ex-wife Bima and mbak Veni on Facebook. My emotions are starting to stabilize. There is no high pitch when speaking.

"Indeed like her, your ex-wife is still expecting you, mas."

"Maybe he's the one who fits in with the family, you." this time Bima did not take out a word from her mouth. He hugged me tightly from behind.

"I'm sorry Sarah, sorry." she whispered.

I immediately wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks, and got out of bed. And release the hand of Bima mas who hugged me tightly.

"Where are you going, baby?" asked Bima.

Without answering her question, I went into the bathroom. I really want to wash my face, so that these eyes do not look swollen.

"Tomorrow morning, I want to pick up mom and dad to the village." I said to mas Bima after I came out of the bathroom.

"Mothers and mothers want to come here?" asked Bima with a sleeping position on the mattress.

"Yes, they want to stay here" I replied.

"here? with us?," asked Bima with a shocked face, and he immediately rose from his sleep.

"No, they don't want to stay with us. They live in a house they bought first." I told a lie. Because Bima never knew it was my home.

"Huuufft..," was heard when Bima made a big breath with a relieved face.

"Seeing Bima's expression, could she be afraid that father and mother will live together here?" I murmured inwardly.

"Then let me drive you" said mas Bima.

"As far as you are." I replied with a joke.

I began to lay down on the bed, because this body was very tired. After a day of preparing for the arrival of father and mother. And a debate that wastes a lot of energy.

Bima followed me, hugging me from behind. Honestly this time I am very uncomfortable with the attitude of this Bima mas.

But wanting to refuse his embrace, I was already too tired to argue again.

Although the body feels very tired, but these eyes are reluctant to be closed. Commentary posts mbak Veni and ex-wife mas Bima, still dancing in my brain.

And from behind me, there was a soft snoring sound. When I turned back, it turned out that Bima was already asleep with her dreams.

As for me, these eyes are very difficult to close. Very slowly, I unraveled the hand of Bima mas tightly stuck in my stomach.

Now that I wake up from my sleep, I take my cell phone. And it turns out there is a phone mas Bima also beside my phone. I brought all two phones.

I open it again, WhatsApp message mas Bima. And how shocked I was, it turned out that Bima's ex-wife several times sent her photos to Bima mas contact.

Although there is no response from Bima. But still I was very disappointed with the attitude of Bima mas, who let it be like that. There is no firmness of Bima.

I closed the phone Bima. And now my mind and my eyes are turning to my online novel. This very difficult currency to close, I took to work to earn money.

A few chapters I've got and these eyes can't stand his drowsiness.