
This morning I was very busy, preparing a cake order for a wedding at the Mas Damar house.
I don't know who got married I don't know, was that Damar married? ah... What's with this heart? not that I am jealous, but there is still pain in this heart when I see Mas Damar with his mesra holding his mistress.
I have to throw away this ugly thought, I am no longer his wife Mas Damar even though I am still religiously divorced.
Reni and Mita have come, they immediately lifted the cakes to be moved to the top of the pick up car.
Yes, I bought this pick-up car from Uncle Udin, because Udin's uncle needed money.
I finally bought the car for the transportation needs of the store. But on condition that Uncle Udin ask for a permanent job here.
I also made Uncle Udin a driver to deliver his usual cake orders ordered online. Which sometimes also leads me to travel when I am lazy to drive my own car.
Now I have a second family here who really love me, feeling like this I did not get in the old Damar house. My first family was in the village. I don't know how long I haven't told mom and dad.
Not that I want to forget about mom and dad in the village, but I don't want mom and dad to know about my household problems here with mas Damar.
Let me grow my business first, after it's all developed I'll tell my mom and dad everything.
While Mayang already knew about my household matters. But he didn't know that I was divorced now and I already had this bakery.
"Mom, I'll be patient someday you'll be invited to live with Sarah in this city" I said in my heart and did not feel tears falling on my cheeks. I shed those tears so that no one would see her.
In less than two weeks Mayang will be engaged to Celvin, Mayang finally decided to go further with Celvin.
I hope Celvin is a good man for my little sister Mayang. Because me, mom and dad don't know Celvin's origins.
Honestly, there is a trauma that is still attached. Afraid of what hit my household will Mayang feel also later, because we do not know what kind of seedlings and weights Celvin.
May the Celvin family receive Mayang well, so that Mayang does not feel what I feel at home.
"Mom, everything is ready. Are we going there now?" asked Dina, Reni's cousin's new employee.
"Ohh yes, Din. I changed my clothes for a while." My daydreams broke when Dina called me.
Then I rushed into the room to change my clothes. Right now I'm wearing a long Navi-colored robe with a long Khimar in color matching my robe.
I polish my face a little and I wear a nude lipstick to make it look natural on this face. I also swept a thin blush-on on both of my cheeks to make it look a little natural.
Do not forget I spray scented oil that smells soft, I do not really like the aroma is so pungent.
"Mother Sarah is so beautiful" Reni said as I walked out of the room.
"You can just make my head bigger, Ren," I replied to Reni with a smile.
While sitting in the chair in front of the room I put on black socks and flat shoes.
Then I took a sling bag containing a cell phone and an envelope.
I intend to prepare the envelope for the wedding. The marriage of my ex-in-law's son. Either Damar or Lidya.
The envelope that contained a little thick I tucked behind my phone. Even if they never act nice to me, but I have no intention of retaliating with evil.
Although sometimes in this brain out evil thoughts when remembering what they have done to me so far. Because I'm just an ordinary human being who is still sometimes controlled by demons that instigate this thought.
This little heart always remembers logic. If I retaliate with violence, insults and insults, how is it different from me? equally vile man.
Let me reward them with my success.
Reni, Dina and Ana who I invited to help me there, they have given me a catering uniform that was deliberately made the same as the uniform of cafe employees owned by Mr. Randy.
It is a testament to our cooperation. Then me and my employees went out together in my private car.
Randy and I had promised to meet there, so we each left.
Arriving in front of Mas Damar's house, this heart beat fast. As if it could not be controlled, what was this feeling? I have to throw away this feeling.
Although it can not be denied this heart can not be a hundred percent remove the beautiful memories with mas Damar.
"You can be Sarah, you can face all the bad possibilities that are in there" I said in my own heart.
Visible from the outside of the red carpet spread widely in the room, and living flower decorations decorate white mosquito nets attached to the walls of the house.
The smell of roses smelled from the yard. But when I circulated my view, there was no clue as to who would marry. Mas Damar or Lidya? it really made my heart wonder unsettled.
"Assalamualaikum," I confidently walked in without removing my sunglasses and said hello to the host.
"Waalaikumsalam," answered a woman from the inside who I made sure was Bianca's voice. Because his voice was so familiar to my ears.
This heart is getting worse, Bianca this early is already here. Wh-wh-what for? cook it if you just want to help until it comes so early?
Is Bianca Yanga akba his bride and mas Damar his groom?..
I really want to scream with this situation, today can not be compromised. But I insisted and remembered my original purpose here was just to work.
Working for Kean's future, and now the woman who became Mas Damar's mistress is in front of me. Staring fixedly at my face.
Implied full of ridicule on the face of this woman destroyer of my household. But I didn't respond to him, and I hope he doesn't see these teary eyes. Because I purposely covered it with sunglasses.
"Eh, you're Sarah?" said gundik mas Damar to me.
"Mah.mama... Sarah the catering waiter has arrived," in a loud voice the actor in front of me called me the catering waiter.
"Where, Bi? where?" asked my former mother-in-law, coming out with a face full of ridicule that would definitely be given to me.
But am I not seeing wrong? why my ex-in-law looks like a very splashy dress.
It's as if he's the one who's gonna be sitting in this building. While the woman who has the status of a mistress mas Damar looks ordinary.
By only wearing kaftan which is visible if the price is not cheap. With a thin polish on her beautiful face that looks elegant and looks that she is indeed a woman from a wealthy family.
"I'm sorry, ma. But my clothes are dirty right now." I gave an excuse to this middle-aged woman in front of me.
"At least you already have a shop!!!," said my former mother-in-law as she walked away from me and was followed by the woman****** who was a mistress mas Damar.
"Patience, ma'am" said Reni encouraging me.
I just replied with a nod and a faint smile to them.
Then I went into this house, the one I spent more than a year living with the people I loved.
There was this feeling of pain in my heart as I passed through the room that I once occupied with mas Damar.
When there in front of the room, the memory was twisted that night when I caught Mas Damar making love with the woman.
Pain felt this heartache when remembering the incident. I quickly set foot to pass through the room full of memories.
Then I directed all the employees to work. Arrange the dishes very interestingly.
Shortly afterwards, Mr. Randy and some of his workers came. And we started working together to neatly arrange the dishes.
Now it looks like some invited guests have arrived, and it looks like the person I thought to be the predecessor has also arrived.
But the question is still in my mind, and there is no answer is who the bride is?.
So also with mas Damar, starting from I came until now I did not see him at all.
"Where is Damar?" I asked in my heart.
"Huss huss Sarah what the fuck are you? why are you looking for Damar?" then I threw that thought away.
And I don't know why I'm thinking the same thing about Damar.
Then I unintentionally shook my head, shuddering in horror.
And without me knowing it, Mr. Randy saw my strange behavior.
"Are you okay, Sarah?" asked Mr. Randy after seeing me shake my head. And since when did Mr. Randy call my name without the name of the mother in front of him.
Honestly, right now I'm not feeling well being with Mr. Randy like this after the time he got into a fight with me and Mas Damar.
Whether I'm going to GR or indeed it's the feeling of Mr. Randy when he says I'm a diamond stone that surely many people will pick up including Mr. Randy himself.
The words managed to make my heart beat violently. Which woman did not fly floated her heart when she heard like it was directly in front of her eyes.
"I'm fine, sir," I replied with an embarrassed smile.
It seems that many invited guests have come, it seems that socialite friends former mama-in-law have also come.
"Please enter jeng," greet the former mother-in-law to her socialite friends while cipika cipiki and shake hands that look tucked envelope in her hand.
And what made me and Randy's attention was that one man could easily be seen the same age as Lidya went with a group of socialite friends, a former mother-in-law.
The gaze of the former mama-in-law was different, like aummmm. Seen a flirtatious look like a girl in love.
"Here comes in, dear," said the former mother-in-law to the young man with her message, which I saw before saying the words dear former mother-in-law turned towards the right and left. Like being afraid of someone.
"yes, Tan. Beautiful aunt," replied the easy man while menowel the chin of the former mother-in-law.
Randy and I looked at each other and were compact without our command along with shuddering in horror by shaking their heads. After realizing this, we both laughed together.
All guests have come and have sat neatly in the place to be made the wedding contract procession.
This guest is quite a lot if only for a wedding event under the hands.
"In a moment, I'll call his successor" said the former mother-in-law to all the guests.
Then the former mother-in-law walked back.
But what happened to my heart?? why is it pounding like this?? ah... I must quickly calm this heart not to cry if the possibility of getting married is mas Damar.
"Are you okay, Sarah?" asked Mr. Randy, clasping my hand as if to give strength. Looks like Mr. Randy saw some anxiety on my face.
I shook my head to cover everything in my mind and in my heart at this moment.
But Mr. Randy's hand continued to hold my hand tighter.
Then from the inside look Lidya with white kebaya and in the make up of the bridal tub that will sit in the guarantee.
Lidya looked very beautiful and graceful with that kayak wrap, invisible to her current bar-bar attitude.
This heart was relieved when I saw that the one wearing the bridal outfit was Lidya.
"Huhhhhhhhh.." I accidentally took a big breath while stroking my chest. Tightness in the chest also feels directly loose.
Lidya walked ahead in the follow-up with her girl friend, whom I had no idea who she was. Because as long as I stay here like her Lidya has no close friends.
Lidya sat in front of the ruler who would marry her in series.
And look mas Damar out of his room, he is so handsome and looks authoritative when wearing white cocoa top.
This heart was pounding again very hard, but I did not dare to look at it at all. Only occasionally do I look at him.
Then behind Mas Damar looks his mistress also out of the room. And make this body limp for a moment, I'd love to drop this body on the floor. When I saw that woman come out of my former room.
And I don't know why Mr. Randy's hand is getting tighter. It was as if he knew the current state of my heart.
While I glanced at Bianca, she also looked at me with a look full of ridicule.