SUFFERING WITH IN-LAWS

Referral Request

"Who is Sarah?" asked the father from the inside as he walked towards me standing behind the door.

I didn't answer, I just looked at the father who kept getting closer to me.

"Son Damar?! what do you want?!," asked the father looking very surprised to see the arrival of mas Damar.

But from the call of the father to mas Damar, still shows politeness. Although I know in my heart there are many disappointments in Mas Damar.

Yes, disappointed at the treatment he and his family had for me when I was legally his wife.

Actually, my mother and father did not know much about my household problems with Mas Damar. Because I never told them my pain at all.

I'm afraid they'll be sad if I tell them. But the passage of time, they found out that I had been expelled and divorced by mas Damar.

There was a lot of disappointment in the hearts of my father and mother. But they never showed me or told me directly.

"Sorry sir, I came here to celebrate" said Mas Damar while approaching the father who was standing next to me.

Then he shook hands with his father and kissed the back of his hand.

Ah... Where have you been all this time?! Now I want to make friends with my family. Didn't you and your family tell you that we're not on your level?!.

Instead of respecting your behavior, even more ilfeel see you.

"What dream are you? how come suddenly come here to visit?!," I said ketus. Because it is useless to talk in a subtle tone, if you remember the behavior of mas Damar and his family to me when I was still part of his family.

"Am I not allowed to go in first, Sarah?" asked Damar as if he was shameless.

"Please!!," I said briefly.

I walked into the living room, and rushed to help clean up the dirty dishes after breakfast.

Mas Damar was sitting in a chair facing the house.

I'm the one behind to put the dirty plate2, followed by the father who walked behind me.

"Do you have any plans to reconcile with Damar, Sarah?" asked the father suddenly and surprised me.

"You mean?" asked me with my eyebrows linked. Because never once terbesit in my mind to re-refer with mas Damar. Remembering that he had cheated me in front of my eyes.

It hurt and hurt my heart so much.

"Father, please, you can make the right decision after what Damar did to you!" said the father, leaving me in the kitchen.

From the father's words, like his father was afraid that I would refer to mas Damar.

But for me it's impossible, I have no intention at all to reconcile with him.

After I put the dirty dishes in the kitchen, I walked towards the living room. Where Mas Damar was sitting with his father.

It looks like you have to accompany mas Damar chatting. Maybe in your mind, if not him who accompanied then who else?

"What is the purpose of Damar stopping by our hut?" asked the father without further ado. It seems from the tone of his speech and gaze, if you are not happy with the arrival of mas Damar.

"The room is here to meet, sir. Damar kangen with mom and dad." Mas Damar answered very politely while looking at the father and mother alternately.

I think it's his wits, I'm sure there must be something behind it all.

"I also miss Kean a lot" he said again while looking at me like. ah, I can't express the meaning of Mas Damar's gaze to me at this time.

He looked at me with a look that made me uncomfortable.

And it seems like you saw that, which made me uncomfortable.

"Ehhem..," the father cleared his throat, immediately casting the gaze of Mas Damar on me.

"Where, Sarah?" she asked. This time with a casual look. Maybe he felt that his gaze was very disliked by the father.

"Kean's inside, still bathed by her nanny." I replied.

Mayang also came while carrying a cup of coffee, and placed in front of the mas Damar.

"Please drink coffee, mas." Mayang told mas Damar.

"Thank you, May." she replied, nodding her head. This time Damar's attitude was very different, unlike when he was my husband.

"Sir, besides being in touch. I'm here for something I'd love to talk to you about, mom and Sarah." Mas Damar looked alternately starting from father, mother and last to me.

"I had expected, there was no way Damar's son would have come all the way to my hut, if there was no important purpose. If only for a visit, I don't think son Damar will take the time to come here." this time the father's speech is very soft, but pierced directly into the heart.

I saw Mas Damar immediately misbehaved when he heard what the father said to him.

"Please tell me what Damar wants to say," he invited Mas Damar to convey what he will say.

And I began to worry, afraid of what would be said mas Damar about Kean's custody request.

But I have to keep acting as usual, so as not to look scared and worried. Because I'm sure, if I look scared, Damar will easily bully me into taking Kean's custody out of my hands. And that can't happen, because Kean is mine. Let me say selfish!.

"Actually, Damar came here to ask for the blessing of father and mother to refer to Sarah" he said as his eyes looked at me at the end of his sentence.

"What?!," I said reflexively with glaring eyes.

What does Damar mean? why did he ask for blessing to refer to me. There was no discussion of this before.

Yesterday he just told me to move in his house. What did he mean, he asked me to refer to him?

Ah.. I can't stop thinking of me with the mind of Mas Damar. Right now she's asking me to refer to her but she's still Bianca's legal husband.

"Yes, Sarah. I want to talk back to you. In order for Kean to get the love of both his parents intact."

Wow, that's smart, he gave a reason. Kean is the right reason for it. Maybe Damar thought I'd be devastated if he used Kean as an excuse.

"If the problem nak Damar wants to refer to Sarah because of Kean. It's better for Damar to talk to Sarah again. Actually, I really did not expect the son of Damar as part of our family anymore. After knowing the story about the treatment of the Damar boy and the family of the Damar boy to my son Sarah. But you must not be selfish to decide for yourself about this big problem. Because the one who will live is not a father, but Sarah. So all the decisions are with Sarah." this time my father looked at me with a meaningful gaze.

From that look, there is an expression that he does not want me to refer to mas Damar again. I know the attitude and nature of my father.

Actually, the father of a humble and very polite person even to people who are easier than him.

But this time it is very clear from the eyes and his words to mas Damar if he really does not like mas Damar.