SUFFERING WITH IN-LAWS

Fear of Losing Both

How painful my heart is, like in sepat sebilu and then doused with salt water by mas Damar.

I went home to pick up Kean's stuff that was missing.

I opened the door and Damar and his mistress were under the same blanket.

That's what Damar is like me. He committed adultery in my room. The room where we mix love with halal.

Why do I say it's my room, because I'm his legal wife until now. So entitled to that room.

There was no guilt in Damar when he was caught adulterous with his mistress.

Even with his loud mas Damar wants to give me honey. Which woman would want to be combined?. Obviously I rejected it.

I'm not afraid of his swearing, because he himself is not a good husband and father to me and Kean.

The treatment of Damar and his family made me a strong woman. Now my heart and soul are being tested. By witnessing my husband's adultery with another woman in my room.

"You're strong Sarah! You can live without Damar." I said in my heart to encourage myself.

Without thinking for long I went out. And Mas Damar is after me.

He still wants to negotiate with me. He wanted polygamy, but I rejected him.

Maybe she thinks I'm a weak woman who can't live without her. In fact, during my stay with her, I ate with my own money. Because mama Linda who is believed to hold shopping money never gave me a penny for shopping.

If it is a promised paradise if a wife wants to be honeyed. Then I will find another way to reach God's heaven.

I convinced this heart to refuse Damar's request. I'd better be alone with Kean if I had to be in polygamy.

I left that house, and I'm sure I'll never go back to that house.

Because the house has a lot of bitter memories in my memory. I don't want to etch these bitter memories into my son Kean's mind.

Maybe this is the only way I can't give Kean a bitter memory with both of us out of this house.

When I ran out of the house suddenly mom and Lidya came down from her car parked in the front yard of the house.

"Heh, lady hickwomen why are you here?," asked mama Linda by crossing her arms in front of her stomach.

I just kept my head down and passed regardless of the whereabouts of mama and Lidya, free to have a debate with someone like mama. He will not want to lose and will definitely get out of the way of his problems.

But it's not Linda's mom that if I have to accept my residence, the more I shut up she'll make me feel ashamed and suffer with her talk.

"Heh, lady hick!!!!! You don't have manners, do you? invited to talk parents instead of her answer instead of just silence while passing through me," said mom by holding my arm that aims so that I do not leave her.

"Sorry ma, Sarah wants to go" I said without saying much. Because I'm so lazy to argue with my parents.

"You must be apologizing to Damar and

ask him to come back to you, but don't expect Damar to want to be with you!!!!, because Damar has already gotten more women than you!!!" said mama Linda loudly while looking at Mas Damar who was standing at the door with his mistress.

"You're kicked out of here I make sure you're so puffed up," continued mama Linda while smiling pinching her right lip.

I didn't mind Linda's mother's words, I passed by holding Kean. I walked towards the big road, because I had not had time to book a taxi online.

Walking while carrying Kean I immediately pulled out my phone to order a taxi online.

At the end of the road, the taxi arrived. Then I went up and headed for the shophouse.

These tears are unceasingly flowing. Even without being told, it still flows. Even though Damar often hurt my heart. But there was still a sense of jealousy when he saw them sleeping together.

Arriving in front of the closed shop, I went straight in and put Kean to bed. Then I also broke down this body and immediately typed in to channel this bursting emotion of mine.

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POV Author

At home, Damar is very nervous when Sarah sees her with Bianca in the same blanket. By scolding Sarah, Damar can cover his embarrassment.

There is no word to apologize to Sarah, because she thinks a man does not apologize to women. Especially a woman like Sarah. Classless women and village women according to Damar.

Damar seduces Sarah, so Sarah wants to return with her origin Sarah wants to be honeyed by her.

Sarah resolutely refused. And Sarah chose to leave the house after being humiliated by Linda her mama Damar who was none other than her own in-laws.

Damar immediately hugged Bianca, after Linda let go of her embrace.

"Prophey baby, you are still who I love." Damar whispered to Bianca.

Bianca simply replied with a nod. Actually what Bianca is afraid of right now is her husband knows about his affair with Damar.

He is not willing if it will be a badass, because of his affair with Damar.

"Mar, while we break up huh. Let some days we Jang meet first." said Bianca suddenly.

"Why is that, Bi? I can't if I don't see you" Damar replied in fear of losing Bianca.

"Because it made me shock, Mar. I want to calm myself down" Bianca gave an excuse.

"Relax baby, Sarah won't be able to do anything. Sarah's a weak woman" said Linda I to calm Bianca.

Linda Bianca is her dream daughter-in-law. Because she's beautiful, well educated and she's definitely from a rich family.

Linda tried her best to persuade Bianca not to leave her son Damar.

"You just want to stay here, Bi?!," said Damar. "it's late, let me drive you home tomorrow morning" continued Damar.

"Let me go home, Mar. Let Sinta pick me up." Bianca immediately took her mobile phone in a bag of famous brands around the world.

Bianca then sends the current location through the app. While waiting for Sinta to come Bianca sat on the living room sofa.

"Son Bianca, you should never leave Damar. I'm sure Damar loves Bianca very much" Linda assured Bianca. Because in Linda's heart was very afraid that Bianca would leave her child. Could fail Linda has a rich dream daughter-in-law.

"Yes, ma. Bianca can't leave Damar. After all Damar and his wife also want a divorce, right?" asked Bianca .

"Yes, kid. Sarah is indeed a wife who is not wise in taking care of her husband. So Damar should have left Sarah. Just so you know, son. Actually, you never agreed to the marriage of Damar and Sarah" Linda said looking for sympathy for Bianca.

"I know that, Mom. Because Damar has many stories about his wife who he kicked out," replied Bianca.

Damar is often told about Sarah's ugliness. Starting from Sarah who can not dance, Sarah who can not go wild in bed, and Sarah who is not a drugged holding money because according to Damar Sarah too wasteful.

And from the curse of Damar, Bianca can put herself, and enter the life of Damar. It was as if she was the perfect woman.

Finally Sinta came, and parked his car in front of the yard. Sontak did not enter his car because he felt he would not be long.

That made Sinta's heart shocked and some questions that appeared in her otanya. Why Bianca's at Sarah's husband's house. Is he in a hallucination.

Without much thought Sinta directly entered and knocked on the door. So that all the questions in his mind immediately find answers.

When Linda opened the door, Sinta was shocked.

"Mother Linda?!, Mr Damar? why are you here?" asked Sinta with a confused look, staring one at a time in turn at Damar and Linda.

"Why are you asking like that?!, this is indeed my home!!!!," Linda snapped with her cynical look at Sinta.

But Sinta did not criticize him, because an old grandmother like Linda was not to be respected. The more respected the more you do not know yourself, the better you are at work.

"Isn't this the house." Sinta did not continue her words she closed her mouth and her eyes stared alternately at Damar and Linda.

"AA.....tidaaaak," Sinta shouted like a possessed person by closing her eyes. Until Lidya who was in the room also ran out because of shock there were people who shouted. And Sinta now knew a fact that made her shock.

"He, hick!!! Silence you!!!! Why are you screaming at people's homes!!! You think this is a forest like your village!!!!," snapped Lidya who was annoyed at Sinta's reflexively screaming voice.

Sinta immediately closed her own mouth and opened her eyes when she heard Lidya's more thunderous voice.

"You why, Sin?," asked Bianca who approached Sinta Yan's body standing in the middle of the door.

"Hmmm. Forgive Sinta, Mom." Sinta pleaded by cupping both of her palms in front of her chest.

"Yes, it's okay Sin. Let's go home," take Bianca.

Then Bianca said goodbye to Linda, Damar and Lidya.

Similarly, Sinta who followed bidding farewell to them by nodding her head. But Linda and Lidya did not reply. They both threw their faces away from Sinta's sight.

Sinta did not care, and she turned her body to follow behind Bianca who walked in front of her to leave the house of Damar.