
"But I only borrow your money, not take my money that I have given you, Sarah!!," said Bima still menggeyel with his own mind.
"Yes, if so now, give me back the money you borrowed" I said as I raised my hand.
"You are such a stingy and calculating woman, Sarah!!" Bima said with emotion.
"Initially, I never had a mind that calculated like this. But since you taught me like this, so yes I followed."
"Didn't the nature of the wife obey the husband, mas?," I said.
"You don't slander me anymore huh, Sar!!, I never taught you such ugliness. I didn't teach you to be stingy and calculating. So you should never vilify me like that." Bima was very unacceptable when I said that to her.
"You never taught me to be stingy. But it was your attitude that directly taught me to be stingy." I said.
"Here you go, I'm tired of wanting to rest." continued
my.
I put my body on the bed, and the intention once I turn my back on Bima mas. Because this disappointment is very deep after knowing what was done mas Bima behind me.
Then when these eyes almost closed, Bima mas very tightly hugged me from behind. I was shocked at him too.
"I'm sorry, I'm Sar. I love you so much." whispered Bima behind me. With hands around my stomach.
I don't feel these tears dripping down my cheek. When remembering Bima's behavior behind me. He easily said he loved me, but in fact he was still often with his ex-wife.
Immediately I remove these tears, so that I do not look weak in front of Bima mas. Despite the fact, I am not as strong as the coral in the ocean. I'm just a girl trying to be strong, even though I know I can't.
"Mas, if I had met Mas Damar, and he drove me home. Are you angry?" asked me in a slightly trembling voice, for I could not bear this sadness.
"Obviously I will be angry!!," replied Bima with the tighter he hugged my body.
"Why are you angry, mom?" asked me again.
"Because you're my wife, and I don't want my wife to be in touch with her ex-husband. Even if it's about the child!!," he said.
I also nodded my head, which means I understand the meaning of Bima's words. And I kept silent for a moment, not making any sound.
"I love you so much, Sarah." whispered again, Bima's hugging me tightly. This time Bima also dyed my hair.
"Oh yeah, I'm sorry to you too. Because of my talk, so it ruins your happy mood, after reminiscing with your ex-wife." said me with a fixed position, namely Mas Bima behind me and still hugging me.
I felt I could not bear the disappointment in my heart after seeing Bima mas with Reta his ex-wife.
"What do you mean, Sarah?!,"
"Other than this?!!," he continued.
A slightly muffled emotion is now ignited again. I can feel it, even though I do not see the expression of Bima's face.
Mas Bima took off her embrace, and she immediately grabbed onto my shoulder and pulled it. Inevitably now my face and his face are facing each other.
"Say, what do you mean by that, Sarah?!," he ripped my shoulder. With eyes glaring at me.
"You don't pretend to be such a fool, ma'am. Try to digest what I just said." I replied. With all my strength I resisted not crying in front of Bima mas. I don't want to look weak in front of the man who is currently my husband.
"You must not increase the burden of my mind, Sarah. Please.." he said while cupping his palms.
"If I were a burden to you. Sorry, I'm sorry for bothering you. If you don't want me, you can leave me." I said. Then I got up from my sleep.
"I think you're still very compatible with your ex-wife, mas. Isn't she the mother of your child?!" I continued, I sat on the lip of the bed and turned my back to Bima. And I don't feel these tears falling unstoppable. Immediately I wipe these tears, so that Bima mas do not see it.
"Why the hell, you always look for because?," asked Bima. And he got up from his sleep, and sat behind me. This time our positions are turned on each other.
"I'm tired of having to fight, Sarah!!," he said again.
"I didn't mean to look for it because, um. But my heart ached when I saw you one car with your ex-wife. Added to that with your lies, mas!," I explained.
"Oh.... So you're jealous because my car was used by Reta?, Do you know where that car was in Reta?, Who's the sheep spotter among us?!!, Tell Sarah!!! Say!!!," cried Bima.
This time he screamed right in front of me, ripping both of my shoulders. As a result, my body also shook, because the hands were torn Bima very strong.
"Which wife is not jealous, when she found out her husband's car was used by his ex-wife, mas. And her husband covered with lies." I said softly but Bima mas can still hear her.
"Say, who sent you the photo, I will teach her a lesson!!!" she clenched her hands and her upper and lower teeth clashed against each other. It makes a terrible sound.
"Nobody told me, 'cause I know with my own eyes. And just so you know that the photo is also me who photographed it myself." I said again.
"And you said you wouldn't take it, if I had a relationship with my ex-husband again. Do I have to do the same with you, I can't take it when I find out you're with your ex-wife?" I said with a blank look ahead, with all my strength to hold back the tears that were already unstoppable so as not to drip on my cheek.
"I'm getting so clueless with all your words, Sarah!!, I think you're tired right now, that you're hallucinating. Your words are all slurring. You better sleep, so that tomorrow again your body and brain back fresh" said mas Bima died I.
Bima came out of the room, as if she were avoiding me. Maybe he was afraid that he would get caught with Areta.
And I heard the sound of Bima's car engine in life right. When I saw the clock on the wall it was 11pm.
"Where are you going?, you mental man. How to run away from the problems he made himself." I said.
The car walked out, and now it was getting inaudible.
I also decided to type my online novel, because I am sure that Bima will not go home in a short time.
I wrote a chapter entitled "A Car With an Ex" in this story I told everything that happened to me when I found out about Bima with her ex-wife.
The name of the actor in the novel, I changed it with someone else's name. Because I'm sure Veni and Ambar will read it.
After I up his chapter, and after the review finally this chapter escaped. I didn't have to wait long, so many of my readers commented.
It's amazing to be a fan of my work, this hour is still on and read the novel I just up.
A few minutes later, many likes and comments from my loyal readers.
"There is a notification up from your novel, auto read it even though the eyes are very sleepy, Thor." comments from me @bungamawarberduri.
It turns out that Aunt Natasya is still my loyal reader. Because he always leaves a trail by giving likes and comments in every episode he reads.
"How's Randy doing now?" suddenly my tears fell on this cheek. Given Randy's attitude to me first.
Maybe if Randy hadn't gone to England to catch up with his aunt Natasya, it would have been a different story.
But I cannot hate the destiny God has written for me. I'm sure what I'm going through right now has become the Khaliq's plan.
I continued to read the comments of other readers.
"Loh?!, how could his story be the same as what happened to my brother Thor?, but here his wife knows. If it's my sister, his wife doesn't know." This comment is from @wanitakesepian.
I knew it was Ambar's account, and he was proud to tell his sister's infamy.
"Oh yes, brother?, how could the sister's wife not know?," I replied to a comment from Ambar's mbak account.
"My sister's wife is hick, she's very easy to lie to and be used by Thor. It was basically the village women who came to this big city." Answer the @wanitakesepian account.
"Did all the big brother's family know all about the brother's affair?," I kept replying to comments from Ambar's mbak account named @wanitakesepian.
"Yes, obviously you know!, the man in the house who encouraged my sister to come back with his ex-wife." replied Ambar with great pride.
Ambar's comments took me in shock. It seems true my guess all along. If Bima mas dribbled to return with his ex-wife.
And what makes me surprised again, comments reply mbak Ambar, many who gave spicy comments. I read them one by one too.
"Waah crazy, bad, this whole house is bad." reply comments from the account @wanitahijrah.
"Pity her sister's wife, has a husband, in-laws and an evil brother-in-law." comments from the account @mawarberduri who followed the sad emoticon.
"Cock him as a proud older brother huh, telling his family disgrace that evil-evil." comments from @cintabiru.
"Ob with karma. Because karma is not as sweet as dates." comments from the @petualangcinta account managed to make me smile.
Because what he said is true. If karma isn't as sweet as dates.
Can not feel this eye to continue reading the comments of the readers.
I also decided to close the laptop and bring it into the room to be returned to its original place.
And immediately I lay my body on the bed, the clock is already in two. But Bima's not back. I don't know where he is now.
I closed my eyes, to rest. After a day of war with thoughts and feelings.
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As usual at three in the morning, I woke up. Maybe because I'm used to it, without the sound of an alarm I can wake up by myself.
I saw there was no Bima mas beside me, it turns out last night he did not come home. Maybe he spent the night at my mom's house.
Just let him be alone to introspect himself with what he did to me.
And I do my routine every day, like night prayers followed by dawn prayers. Then, hurry to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.
Although this morning there was only me and the Princess, I still cooked for my breakfast and she later before leaving for work and the Princess left for school.
Breakfast was served on the dining table, but the Princess did not wake up. The clock on the wall is already at number six.
Geck!
Tok!!
Tok!!!
"Put, wake up. It's noon. Don't you go to school?" I said building the Princess from outside her bedroom door.
"Yeahaaa,,, I'm up!!!," the Princess replied with a shout.
I immediately left his room. Actually I'm lazy to say hello to her, after knowing her nature and attitude to me.
But there's no way I'm gonna let her go late to school. So inevitably, I have to build it, even though the answer I received was not good to hear in my ears.
He came out of his room and went straight to the bathroom. A few menus later, he came out dressed in a neat uniform.
"I wait here, we have breakfast together" I told the Princess as she returned to her room.
"Yes!," he replied briefly without turning to me who was currently sitting on the dining table chair. Then the princess went into her room.
Brak!!!!
The princess slammed the front door leaves very strongly, causing a very loud noise.
"Astaghfirullah..," I said, stroking my chest.
Now that we both had breakfast together, it was seen that he really enjoyed the food that I cooked. Because when I didn't see, he took a bunch of vegetables I made.
I just smiled at her behavior, maybe she was embarrassed to admit that my cooking was delicious.
"You go to school let mama deliver." I said.
"Where are you?" asked the princess.
"Dad has departed." I replied lying to the Princess, Because it is highly unlikely that I would speak honestly to the Princess.
Our conversation seems very cold, because it only speaks as necessary, even then very briefly.
"Dad left so early?!," he asked in astonishment.
"Yes, he said there was an appointment to meet with the customer." I lied again to cover up my lie earlier.
I also took the princess to school.