
Spacewalk
I was in front of my mother's house, and looked at the front yard that was slightly changed.The park that used to be decorated by colorful flowers bloomed, now looked a little withered and not fresh.
Perhaps the oxygen-producing plants knew.. That the owner is far away and no longer takes care of them.
Sighing, I still stood unwillingly. Given the worried look of mother and Pela.
"In the Lord, I will take care of and look after Kinanti's mother like my own mother Ka.. You're fine there! we must return quickly if the business is finished and we can make our dreams come true.. "
So said Pela, when I said goodbye to go dawn earlier.
"Tolooong.... "
I was aghast, hearing a voice vaguely asking for help.
Her voice came from my mother's house.
Immediately I ran towards the house, because I memorized the voice that asked for help it was the voice of Laras.
Braaac.
I opened the door without greeting, and I found Laras struggling to hold the weight of om Abi's body to walk.
"Bas.. Why is Abi? "
"Figures... Alhamdulillahot... Help me, take me to the hospital.. " In a panic, Laras asked for help while sobbing.
"Come Race.. I help! " I quickly embraced the body that yesterday was still gallant and strapping it walked towards my car.
For a while, I only heard sobs of tears coming from Laras.
I was still so shocked to see the condition of Om Abi who looked so weak that not a single word came out of my mouth during the trip.
After entering the hospital courtyard, Laras rushed out of the car and ran to the IGD room, asking for help from officers to help carry AbiAbi's body and lay her in a gurney.
***
"Figures... Dad ain't gonna do why, is he? " The barrel runs pacing back and forth in front of the IGD space while continuing to press its temple.
"Brace Patience.. When did Abi get sick? " Tanyaku, while pulling Laras shoulder and sitting the tiny body to sit on the iron bench waiting room.
"It's been a week.. At first it was a fever for a few days, but the more I came here I refused to eat and drink.. L'm.. I don't know what Space is..He always refused to be taken to the hospital.. I know that you are in pain.. " Bending Laras' head down tells the chronology of his initial illness om Abi.
"I also did not dare to ask about the problems faced by my father and mother.. Until I left you like this.. "
I was silent, listening to all the complaints of Laras. I want to know what Abi told him.
"Dad.. I didn't say anything Space.. I just keep saying that you're stupid, keep beating yourself up.. Keep going. Dad said mom went with you... Is that true? " This time Laras looked up at me, still with his eyes glistening like he was begging for an explanation that I really did not want to reveal.
"Figures... Tell me why you can leave? wh-what do I think is wrong.. or is it true that my mother left father because of you? " There is a tone of accusation thrown from his question.
"Why? " Syanya again.Sambil twisted the end of her veil that has been tangled.
I breathed a rough breath. "Because I'm Kinanti's mother's son.. " I said, looking at her.
Barrel was stunned, he refuted both of his eyes, his mouth being agape he accidentally closed using his right hand.
"Ga may... " He shook his head in disbelief.
"Truths like that Race.. "
"Teruus.. Why... why did I leave father Angkasa? And father.. And dad is now like a depression in a mother's dwelling... " The barrel stood up and he again just cried.
"Om Abi mentalak mom.. At that time I was alone with my mother, and Abi thought that we were both... " I stopped talking because I couldn't stand the sight of women crying.
"Figures... I don't know what to do.." The tiny body slid down.
"Bas.. Don't be rich gini! Mother says.. "
"The family of Abhimanyu.. " Suddenly the voice of a nun interrupted us, Laras and I looked at her simultaneously.
"I'm sister.. " Laras quickly moved and approached the nurse. "Dad.. My father why a nurse? "
"It's best to see Dr. Rudi in my father's room now.. "
Without a second thought, I followed Laras and tailed him behind.
"The father of Abhimanyu suffered from major depression (major depressive disorder/MDD). So that he completely lost his appetite and suffered from malnutrition.. " The doctor explained the condition of om Abi in detail on Laras.
I went out of the room and decided to perform the Maghrib prayer first.
***
"Father should be treated here for a few days... " Suddenly Baras broke the silence between us.
My mind was glaring at the figure that I would soon be editing.I also turned to look towards Laras who was sitting next to his father.
I was confused as to how to deliver a message from my mother. While Laras is in a state of need of help as it is now.
Although I still can not accept the reality of the crimes committed by om Abi in the past. However, my conscience as a human being cannot simply let go and leave the person who for decades took care of my mother.
Also, I felt sorry for Laras, as he loved Abi.
"My savings are not enough to pay for the hospital.. " Related again, sobbing. His eyes are now swollen and red.
"I miss mom.. How can I be away from my mother, for a few days in my mother's residence and have to take care of my father alone, really make me sad.. You're healthy, aren't you Space?" The manik looked at me fixedly, as if to convey that he was now very hurt.
"Alhamdulillah good mother.. If you have a hospital fee, you do not have to worry. I can help.. But, there are things I have to say to you.. "
"Hmmm.. Whahuh? "
"Mothers.. Wish you could live well.." I was confused whether to tell Laras the truth or not.
"Hmm Yes.. " Silent speech.
"What if you asked me to stay in Bandung with my mom? " At last, the message I also want to convey with doubt.
"Huh? Can it be Space? " The light that was once dim, now emits a little light.
"Dad.. Mom said so.. "
Graap.
Suddenly Laras pulled my hand and grasped it.
"Figures.. I wanna.. I want to come with you to Bandung and meet mom.. But... "
I smiled wryly, watching my hands that I wanted to let go of.
Could be bad if Pela finds out, right? And so, our beautiful plan failed because of a misunderstanding.
Don't let that happen!
I quickly tried to let go of Laras' hand and rubbed the back of his hand slowly.
"You can go to Bandung after Abi is healthy..." Entertain me, while truly letting go of his hand.
"eek.. Excuse me... Sorry me.. I'm too cool! " She blushed a little, then hid both hands behind her hijab.
"I have to get back to Bandung, like I'm going to settle there again.."
"It's ok.. I will not continue, just now you also have to think about your lecture as well. surely how many days have passed right? "
"Dad.." Sluggishly.
"Don't be sad anymore, Ras.. Om Abi must be healed and healthy as ever.. You also have to be excited! oh. Have you eaten yet? "
Laras shook his head.
"If so I buy food first, wait a minute.don't forget to enter the time isya! " As I moved, I smiled and rubbed the head of the Hijab-covered Laras.
Now he is my brother, and it is impossible for me to let him just like that.I decided for a few more days to accompany him through this difficulty until om Abi recovered and better.
"Skasa. wait! "
"What's wrong? "
"Akh. ga so deh.. You be careful yeah.. "
I nodded and left the room.
***
Barrels
From a few days ago, my father completely rejected all the food I had made and prepared.
Not infrequently he brushed off the plate and made the plate fall and break scattered on the floor.
All you do is daydream and often mumble and also delirious while asleep.
This afternoon, I decided to take my father to the hospital at all costs.
When I was about to dial the number to order a taxi online, my father approached and pulled my phone and took it forcibly.
"You.. What do you want, Laras? " The question is cold and tart.
"The barracks want a taxi, take me to the hospital.. "
"Let me die. No one cares about me anymore.. "
"Laras cares about you. That's why Laras wants to take you to the hospital! Baras borrowed Dad's phone! " I grabbed the phone that Dad was holding quickly, but when it was in hand.
Suddenly, my body fell limp and fell on the floor.
Dad was unconscious.
"Yeah... Dad why? Banguun's father! " I patted Dad on the cheek but he flinched.
"Dad... Oh my God. Dad why? Tolooong.... "
I can't think, the phone I've been holding doesn't know where.
"Tolooooon! "
Braaac.
The door opened and I found space there. We immediately took my father to the hospital without a second thought.
***
Finished performing the obligation of the isha prayer, I sat back in the side seat close to my father.
Pulling the corner of my lips, feeling a little calm because God sent a helper angel for me.
Spacewalk.
My heart warmed as he rubbed the tops of my head affectionately, I felt protected and safe.
"Om Abi is dead? " Space opened the door of the room, I was amazed to see his appearance which is now fresher.
Perhaps because the ablution water that framed his handsome face, became more radiant.
"Eh. had been a while, but had eaten immediately take the medicine and sleep again. "
"This is me bringing food.. " It puts some scraped bags on the nightstand.
There were fresh fruits and some neatly wrapped food boxes.
"Have you eaten? " Tanyaku, while taking one of the crackles and taking out a box that turns out rice along with gudeg and other side dishes.
"Yet.. "
"If so, then I'll prepare.. " I took another box of rice and a bottle of mineral water, and handed it to Angkasa.
We both ate in silence.Then later on, I saw him several times staring at the phone screen and typing a message.
From who?
"Figures.. "
He seemed to be playing with his phone and smiling to himself.
"Figures... " I called him in a slightly loud voice. This time he turned his head and glanced at me.
"Eh.. What is Ras? "
"Mhhm that.. Can I ask you something, right? " I said doubtfully.
"Solicit what please? " Without looking at me, he was again busy typing the message back.
I became upset.
"You've been playing mobile since.. Yeah, it's not so.. " I said annoyed, intending to sulk and wanting to take Angkasa's attention away from the flat object.
"Sorry Ras... There was... "
"I'm asking for help.. Gonna, as long as I'm treated here.. Don't you go back to Bandung? "
"W-what? " Space is langkasa.
"I.. I don't have anybody.. I don't know who to ask.. So. mhhmm..But.. If you can't do anything either.. " My stuttering, feeling shocked as well as why that sentence just slid from my mouth.
Who are you, Laras?
Wishingfully anxious, I waited for an answer from him.
Angkasa smiled, then he nodded his ass.
Does that mean he's willing to accompany me?
Good you.. Spacewalk.
With you, I'm sure I can get through this predicament calmly.
O Allah..
Thank you for bringing me a handsome guardian and guardian angel...
***