Space Rainbow

Need Alone..

Spacewalk

"Sorry Mom.. Pela's gone home? "

"Lho..den figures are home? I thought Pela came home with the numbers.. " Absaid Ms. Pela, who is now making drinks.

"Ngga ma'am.tadi I have a need first, oh Iyah.there are guests huh ma'am?who's? "Many more, I wonder why any guests came this night.

Because now, time has shown at half 11 p.m.

" Eh. iyah.ada guest her agan.. " Ask the nervous mother.

"Well if so, I go to the room first ma'am. After that, pick up Pela. "

"Still with the numbers.I'm sorry mom's son is always a hassle. "

"Gapapa.. " I stepped up to the stairs. And climbed his steps while wondering.

Where's Pela?

She was only wearing a thin dress, and also wet. Very clearly printed his body shape. Where is he in that outfit?

Where are you, Pela? i'm concerned.

What if someone is the same as you!

Quickly, I changed my costume. Wearing my signature jeans and a thick jacket. Grab another jacket to wear.

I tried to keep contacting him, but in vain.Tens of calls he did not answer as well.

"I'm sorry to go home, Mom... I'll let you know if I get more accurate information. "

Sounded, from up here. He was talking to the family lawyer.

As the middle-aged man passed by, I descended and drew closer to the eyes.

"Is there a problem with the papah company, eyang?" Asking me worried. Seeing the advanced look of the eyes, the more wrinkles increase.

"There's something, you should tell me the same numbers.. "

"But eyang.. Figures can not chat with eye now, figures want no need. " Kilahku, because I'm the laziest if I have to talk about papah company.

Moreover, I was worried about Pela. It's late at night. And he hasn't come home yet.

"But Eyang has been unable to keep this secret longer.. "

I approached and grabbed an eye-to-eye hand. "What is the secret? "

He gave up a piece of paper in my hand.

"What'sthis? "

"This is your real mother's old address.. "

Deg.

Real mom?

"Birth mother, what do you mean? the mother of the Figures had already left the Figures and ran after another man.. "

With all the restrained feelings, the pain returned.

"Not your birth mother is not Mira.. But Kinanti... "

Deg.

What's the matter?

Who's Kinanti? I've never heard his name.

"I'm sorry your eyes, dear.eyang has wronged you and your parents.. " Sobbing, he hugged me tightly. And I'm not understanding anymore.

"You have every right to be angry at Eyang.... "

Flashback..

Author

"Mih. introduce, this is Kinanti. Wife Pandu mih..."

"What do you mean Pandu? since when do you have a wife? "

"Sorry Pandu for not telling mamih first, but this is beyond our control mih. Pandu met Kinanti at Lake, a few months ago. At that time, Pandu was visiting a project in the area of Kinanti house, and we got acquainted. Because Pandu is already in love at the same first sight as Kinan.. "

"But Pandu, have you agreed, in a month you will marry Mira. Son of your papih friend.. "

"The guide never agreed..And don't want to be matched mih.. Pandu doesn't love Mira. "

"Honey.. You know what your papih character is.. If not, you should know what is going to happen.. " Eyang Numerals insisted. The reason is, all preparations for Pandu's marriage with Mira have been 80%.

"How did the Pandu people respond..? "

"The guide does not care about the assumption of people mih.. ! "

Kinanti, who heard the conversation between her husband and her mother. Feeling very guilty, he just kept his head down and listened.

"What's your name... " Tanya eyed Figures on the gentle figure before her.

"Kinanti.. " Reported slowly.

Kinanti simply fell silent, while rubbing her flat stomach. If only, he had not been pregnant.. Maybe he would let her marry again, and divorce her.

"But mih... Kinanti is pregnant with Pandu's child, her gestational age is now 5 weeks. " In a high tone, Pandu balked at what his mamih said.

"Mamih please dear.. You can't do anything if you refuse. Then you will see, mamih is lifeless! "

"Why did you threaten Pandu mih? Pandu can't betray our marriage. "

"Mas Pandu's.. "

"This wedding has been planned for a long time.. Ever since papih and his friends were building a company. You can't just reject him.. "

"Let's see, Mamih won't tell your papih about Kinanti.. You are free to see your wife whenever you want, after marriage.If you are not suitable, you can get divorced.. "

"Marriage is not a game.. "

"Mas.. Follow mamih's request.. "

A month later, Pandu and Mira get married. And her domestic life does not work like a couple who love each other..

Although, Mira has feelings towards Pandu. But for 7 months of marriage, they never slept together.

Pandu is busy with the company and Kinanti..

Mira prefers to spend time writing.

Until one day, Mira found out that she was her husband's second wife, at the time when Kinanti was about to give birth..

And due to heavy bleeding, Kinanti was in a coma for months.

Mira was the one who treated Angkasa during Kinanti in the hospital.

Papih Pandu who knew the incident then drove Pandu away. And her mamih insisted she wanted to stay with Pandu and Mira, because she wanted to take care of Angkasa.

Flashback.

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Spacewalk

"This is another joke, right? it doesn't mean it, does it? " I can't believe it at all, is it true about everything you say.

"You can hate eyang.. But this is when you know the truth.. This secret is only known by Asih and the lawyer."

"Then..where is my real mother now? "

"Eyang doesn't know, all this time looking for him.. But only find the old address. "

"Why did you live with your mom? "

"Color at that time, your mother was in a coma for months.. And when he woke up, he couldn't move at all. Then your papah took his therapy abroad also for treatment.. After that, he nodded again. Because your papah died.. "

"Why did you hide this from numbers? and all this time Figures were busy hating other people who turned out not to be the ones giving birth to Numbers.."

"Because eyang is afraid, you will go ninggalin eyang.. "

"The selfish one from the beginning was selfish with my own mother's heart... Numbers will find mom.. "

"Where are you going, son? it's already night.. "

"Don't care.. " I squeezed out the paper I was holding, and my attention was on the files I had been given.

Impulsively, I carried the files.

"Angkasa.. dear granddaughter, where are you going, son? we'll find your mother together numbers! "

"Where did it turn out? no need to search for numbers anymore.. Numbers can handle everything themselves! "

In a hurry, I grabbed the keys of the car lying on the front desk.

"Figures... "

Without even poking, I continued walking towards the courtyard. Get in the car, step on the gas pedal and drive the car at high speed.

I don't give a shit.

All of it feels hollow, a lie that you have been hiding for a dozen years. It really makes my heart hurt.

The matter about my misunderstanding with Pela is not over yet. And now comes a very big problem and again hurts my heart.

I was even allowed to not know my own real mother.

Mother..

It's Space.

Your son who never saw you.

I'll make sure I can find mom wherever she is.

I'm sorry Pela..

It's not that I want to run away from trouble..

But right now I need to be alone.

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