Space Rainbow

Disappointment Medications..

Rainbows

If it's in my position right now, what will it do?

Our loved ones lie and make out with other women.

A liverache? It's definitely certain.

Saddened? Don't ask anymore.

Getting angry? And Hate?

All sorts of feelings mixed into one.

I have nothing to do with numbers.

We are not married and are a couple.

Pun..I also decided to stay away from him.

But..

With hope, He and I can change.

We have been caliph, indeed,

In the hope that we both learn from each other to get better and not repeat it again.

It turned out that it was true, hoping on the creature was indeed the result of only disappointment.

I'm mistaken.

I was expecting too much.

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"Sir.. Comeing! " Tah Ayung patted me on the shoulder slowly.

"Eh.. Iyah tea.. "

"You daydreaming in what? I saw today you were not too excited! "

"Ga there's nothing ko tea.. " I smiled stiffly.

Indeed, lately my mind is filled with the shadow of a video sent by someone I do not know.

It's been 2 months, but still clearly imagined how the content in the video.

What might that send is Miss?

For some reason, my heart still hurt and was disappointed to imagine the scene.

We were on our way to one of the malls in Bandung.

Teh Ayung invites me to go accompany her hang out with her friends, at the request of a Dusk.

We have arrived at PVJ.. Walk to one of the cafes.

But there were some people who gathered in front of the toilet. One of the visitors fainted.

"Teteh so remember the first Pel, time did not know the pregnancy Dewun. Tetah story again studied in his class Mr. Sharif, kept suddenly dizzy.. In the anter to the UKS the same Risa, just in time to fall asleep suddenly very nauseous. Rush to the toilet. uh ga accidentally hit his ex-girlfriend. "

I frowned, remembering the incident.

"That's right in the toilet in the same slap she was.. Ngatain macem-macem, he said he had taken his guy. Teteh ga strong.emang physical teteh slightly weaker than small, so fainted in the toilet.. You're in the hospital.. Where at that time a dusk was not at the side of the teteh because it was already held. " Tah Ayung looks sad.

I just listen carefully.

"Alhamdulillah.at that time there was someone who found him in the toilet.. "

"Actually, that person I tea. I saw that indeed the upperclassman came out of the toilet while running away in panic.. "

"Sir?"

"Daddy tea. heehe. " I grinned.

"So.. So is that really you Pel? the student who slipped? O Allah.. Thanks Pelaaa.. " Tah Ayung hugged me from the side.

The dew held tightly to my hand and shook her merrily. While occasionally jumping and chattering this and that.

"Embuunn.."

"Embuuuun here hug onty...! "

"Embuuuun.. " The scattering of dew ran into the arms of one of Ayung's tea friends.

"Ontyyy.... "

"That's kangeeen! " Say another friend while hugging the Dew.

"Onty too.. kangen very same Dewun.. ko Dew more beautiful siihh? " Syung's tea friend named Tea Girl won't lose.

The four of them hugged and many visitors noticed.

Teh Ayung just smiled looking at the interaction between them.

"Eh.. It's the high school time class sister right? " Task Ayung's tea friend who wears a hijab.

"Daddy tea.. I'm Pela.. " I replied as I reached out and exchanged names one by one.

"So the old man turned out to be the one who found me in the toilet first girls. right when I fainted, when I got pregnant Dewun. I just knew, he just suffered.. "

"Masaan? thanks to Pelaa.. " Sayung's tea friend named Risa tea while still hugging Dewun.

"You are Pela... Rainbow openings anyway? " Tanya tea Nindy again tried to remember by holding her head.

"Ko teteh know? "

"Hahahha obviously know laaah.. Rainbow name is already famous until our ears. that's you know. you guys want ga Ris who dare to fight the Carla same as Rania just as he crashed in the canteen.. inget ga's? "

"Pas belain Ayung tea? "

"Yeah really. I want... "Well tea Risa.

"Ga there is a different tea.I am still rich.. " I'm chuckling embarrassed.

"Just he who dares to fight jotos with male students at school.I want tuh tuh no our underclassman whose name is it anyway? Space right? "Tea-Girl's lime while taking the menu book.

"By the way how is he? you guys are dating?"

"Ngga ko teh. ihhh ngga.. Naudzubillah deh. don't want to take it anymore! " I murmured while harboring resentment.

"Ehh. be careful you like. You ain't as thin as what's the distance between hate and love?"

I just shook my head.

"The distance between hate and love is as thin as an onion's skin! you if you do not like the same people do not take really use you know.for a long time even become love! haha.. "Teh Risa teases me.

In the heart does feel how the feelings of hate and love are alternating on the figure of the figure.

Without anyone knowing.

"Astaghfirullah. ko we become ghibah gini anyway! Istighforu.." Ayung Tea reminded.

We all took pride and rubbed each other's chests out of control.

"Growing to eumam? " Task Ayung tea on Dew while picking up the menu book.

"Where are you guys working? " Tah Ayung diverted the question.

"I will still be Koas. for another year, it's already UKDI.karna must be in STR.. Huuuhh is still a long time where to join the internship program..." Complain Risa tea.

"Yes but that is your choice Ris. The result is also the feeling later if you have become a specialist.. "

"Yeah, but look at you guys I'm kabita aja it's office work.. "

"Don't that ihh.. Your parents have come out of a lot of costs for your nyekolahin in medical school. break up in the middle of the road anyway! " Omel Tea Girl. And all of us who were there agreed to his words.

"If you were Nin?"

"There is no call. ngelamar so secretary, let dapet mate CEO. rich in Korean novels or dramas.. "

"Huush.how if the CEO already has a wife and child is already over... " Ledek Risa tea while laughing.

"Ohhhh, O Allah do not care. I wish he was young.handsome and rich.. Sholeh..! "

Everyone said Aamiin.

"Girlan niiihhhhh.... cieeee... cieeee... How's the Italian bule? "

"Huhuh? who's Dis? really you again deket same bule? "

"You don't know Yung? waaaah... how the same is the prospective sister-in-law of the time not knowing? " Nindy's tea.

"Who?to Rico? Same girl as Rico? seriuuus?"

"Yeah tuh. ka Rico Pursue Girl Love for many years but no lilal will be accepted.. "

"We're different from Nin's belief.I don't want to, my parents are not forbidding.he said hard if it's already happened.. "

"So you really have the same taste of Rico? "

"Ga tauuu... have not discussed it akh.. dizzy me! " Tea Girl covered both ears.

I just kept quiet, still noticing the interaction between Ayung tea and her friends.

It was amazing to see the friendship between the four of them.

While me?

All this time I had no close friends, my only friend was Nina.. That was when I was in school.

Nina how are you? All I know is that he is now studying abroad.

Hhh..

There is a feeling of pain, when you think about college. Already with hard work and hard work I was able to get into the University of my dreams.

But destiny says something else.

I was demanded to grow up by circumstances.

They are born with all the advantages..

Already Pela..

Live everything with a chest.

We continued to tell a lot of things while eating, until the time showed almost ashar time.

"Permaa... Ebun.. " Suddenly the Dew whines while Ayung's tea is still feeding her food...

The boy was indeed adorable.Munching on food while his head was sleepy.

"Yes, let's go home again... "

The dew nodded.

"Guys. I can't wait a long time.Look at my son's already heavy eyes, must be in the car bobok nihh... "

"Yes, yes, mother.heheh! "

"You will also know how to be a mother.so have started looking for a soul mate gih.. "

"About the umma of Embuuun... "

"Uhih.. " Tah Ayung chuckles amusedly.

"Pel.. " Tea handed me the car keys.

Not long after, we said goodbye. The three of them said they want to continue shopping mumpung still in the Mall.

"Pell... "

"Daddy tea.. "

"Please anter teteh to the house maamah aja yes.you bring the car home, then you want to ask to pick up a twilight.. "

"Oh Iyah can tea... "

"Thank you Peludah would like anther to meet you.. A Twilight is not ngijinin if it does not go with you.. "

"Hehe Iyah is tea.. A Twilight never changed yes. the more bucin even now the same.. " I'm having fun, because seeing a Dusk treatment on Ayung tea is amazing.

"Akh you can not ko. teteh is also the same.. "

We walked and told stories until we finally arrived in the basement parking lot.

"Iawang... "

We looked towards the source of the sound.

It turned out that Dusk was standing in front of the car.

"Ruby... " Dew runs towards a Dusk and directly a Dusk hold up high, "Waaaahh Ebun tebaaaangg... "

I rushed to open the car door, entered it and let the harmonious little family chat.

Teh Ayung approaching.

"Pel.. You can go home first. It turns out that even invited here.. "

"Daddy tea, if that's what I'm sorry tea... Embuuun's Chest! "I started the engine immediately, and started to take the steering wheel to get out of the parking lot.

"Be careful, Pel.. "

"Daddy tea..Assalamu'alaikum's chat.. "

"Wa'alaikumusalam... "

Quickly exit the parking lot and leave the PVJ full of debris.

It does.

Life is sinang sinawang.

Many times, we feel that the lives of others look better, whether in terms of wealth, shelter, vehicles, relationships, work, or anything else.

Like, the neighboring grass does look more fertile than the grass in the house itself. In fact, we never know how the struggle of the person to be able to be in such a position.

Often envy arises when seeing the achievements of others makes us feel that life is meaningless. 

All this time unconsciously, we only judge things based on others. High standards of happiness based on the achievements of others. But never think about what we have achieved.

We only see what we see, without knowing the truth behind it. We also choose to hide the truth and only show happiness.

Be like..From a distance we see the neighboring grass is greener, but when approached it turns out only synthetic grass, it deserves greener and better.

Sailor...

What you see so far may not be the truth, so rather than hasad that causes liver disease continuously, it would be better if you start being grateful for what you have got now.

C'mon Pela..

It's okay, if you currently do not have friends to just share stories of joy and sorrow, sharing laughter is also a disappointed cry.

It's okay, if the current relationship with someone who is loved has failed.

There will certainly come a time when your faith is let down and your heart is deliberately broken, and then you will know what sincerity means.

There's God..

From this moment..

Reach the pleasure of God, hope only in God, for only God can guarantee that we are always happy.

Trust Him alone, for in reality man can only plan, the rest of God determines.

But to fully hope in God does not mean to negate effort and do'a.

If your heart is now filled with disappointment, then heal it.

And..

The cure for disappointment is..Hope only in Allah Ta'ala.

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