Space Rainbow

Actual Feeling.

Stifling

Surely..

I'm fascinated by the figure of Pela at the moment, she's so stunning.

Wrapped in a simple dress and hair down, she looked like a goddess..

Argghs.. Am I crazy?

Alright.. I'm not giving up. Although the obstacles are heavy.

Space is always between us.

I really want to dismiss my thoughts and questions about my suspicions on Angkasa's feelings for Pela.

Although they repeatedly said they were just friends, but I caught something different.

Pela could freely treat Angkasa at will, while to me no.And Angkasa never close to any girl other than with Pela.

I get it, they're familiar and close from childhood. But.. I'm sure Angkasa likes Pela.

A little disappointed after hearing the MCs call them both to be king and prom queen. It's just a small problem, not a big one. But I felt jealous, seeing Angkasa clasping Pela's hand as she went up to the stage.

Now that I see, Pela is walking in a different direction. I caught up with him from behind and it turned out that he was going to go into the toilet.

"Gue wants to talk to you both bro.. " I approached Angkasa and patted his shoulder, he was still standing glued staring at the departure of Pela.

We walked to the back of the area, I took out a pack of mild cigarettes and offered them to Angkasa.

It shook its head, and now it was in the middle of a lethargic bow.

"Gue tau men.lo likes Pela, " While smoking a cigarette in my hand, I start a conversation.

"Lo don't need to hide it from me. I'm not blind.. You've talked to him if you've liked it all this time? "

"Yet.. "

"Why? "

"Every time I want to talk, he's always dodging.. "

"Why did you say you were just friends? " Many, curious.

"I wasn't sure before.you know my own background and past right? mommy left me and papah for the sake of other men. Since then I do not believe the same name girls. "

"Relangi.. Honestly I am also the same him, if you also do not reveal your feelings to him as soon as possible.don't miesel bro! "

Space silence.

"The four of us are betting on making it in the Pela.. And I admit, you're the winner! "

"Figures... " Suddenly, Nina's friend Pela approached and called for Space. "I. want to give this.. " And he handed something to her.

"Thank you for taking your time to pick up and be with me during the event. "

Angkasa just nodded, and I stared bitterly at Nina's countenance that implied disappointment.

I know, Nina's been really into Space.

"It looks like you and Pela need time to chat together.. " Putting his chest.

"If this time you can't be honest about your feelings as well as Pela's. Don't regret it, if one day you lose him.. " It is with a heavy heart that I leave her alone.

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Rainbows

I never thought I'd be crowned queen at this prom.

In the past, before they knew that I was friendly with the numbers. Many of them looked at me one eye.

What does this mean, we see who our friends are?

Space does have a pretty popular reputation in school.And this year, we did get closer.

I can say two-thirds of my time in one day... I was always with her.Starting from waking up to going back to sleep.

My heart beats very fast, as Space speaks in front of many people.

Breath-taking?

Did he just praise me?

If I can be honest, I am indeed flowery.A figure took my hand up to the stage and not ashamed to see many audiences down there.

But I saw it in the corner, even though it was dimly lit, Nina was looking at me with a stiff smile.At that time also with reflex I replied, if I and the number are only friends.

I step my foot into the toilet. To dampen mixed feelings, and win hearts.

C'mon Pel..

Life is not just about feelings.

I'm 18 years old and there's a lot I don't know.

I tidied my hair with my fingers.

"Pell.. "

"Nina.. I just wanted to get out of your nose, eh. how? have you talked to numbers? trus.. trus how did he respond? " My acting, in front of Nina.

Nina pulled the corner of her lips stiff.. Then shook his head while looking down lethargic.

"Congratulations Pel.. You're the queen of the day! " I know, Nina switched the conversation.

"Mhmmm.. It doesn't matter to me that I won't get this title.. " I chuckle. And was replied with a smile by Nina.

"You sick Nin? your face is pale! want me to drive you home? "

"Ga nak Pel.. mang dudu has stayed in front of ko.. Mhhmm, I want to ask you something. "

"What the hell Nin. Tumben you doubt it is the same me.. We go to rooftop yuuk, have a chat there. The show is still not running. "

"This is Pel. briefly again I want to go home ko, I'm a bit not feeling well.. "

"You didn't bring a blazer? " Look, the more worried.

"Blazer I'm in the car. "

"Yes.wait here.I take it! "

"Ga necessary.. I just want to put something on." Nina pulled my hand slowly. "Did Angkasa ever realize his feelings were the same you Pel? "

"Huhuh? in fact what feelings Nin the heck our guy just koshan ko.. "

"Have you ever suspected, why recently has Angkasa and his friends become closer to you? "

"Hm.. Iyah too.I used to think that.. But they're good, right? "

"But Pela. You once told me, if Angkasa had cuekin you from the 10th grade, since the tragedy of the bread... He's become your deketin. Not just him, his other friends too. Same Evelyn really hates you because of the Marvel look of your deketin as well. "

"I don't think there Nin..They just I consider them friends.What is really going on? you hiding something from me? "

"I know, I shouldn't have told you this... But you're the best friend I love. "

"Ihhh Nina.. Why so suddenly melt gini try? "

Nina handed me her phone, and played one of the videos.

"The four of us are betting on making it in the Pela.. And I admit, you're the winner. "

Suddenly, I felt pain in my heart.

See the scene of Rangga talking to the Numbers.

"Betc? "

"Mhmmm.. I was also shocked by the horror, I was again video in the atmosphere haru-men who again on the embrace, say goodbye.. I'm looking for Space and want to say something to him.. But Pel. that's the only thing I recorded a little bit because I turned the camera on.. "

Hhh..

I took a deep breath.

I think there's no way Nina's lying because it's obvious in the video that it's Numbers and Rangga.

"I have to make a calculation for Nin... "

"But Pel... I'm looking at you, don't mean to destroy your relationship with Angkasa.. L'm.. I. I just don't want you to keep lying, and don't know anything. "

"Nina Ngga.. I thank you for this... Look at Space.. " Remotionally, I stepped out leaving Nina in the toilet.

"Repy.. "

I didn't make the call of my best friend, and a little ran around looking for that shitty figure.

Numerals..

Why are you the heart?

So all this time you've only thought of me, bet?

Wh why?

What's my fault?

Questions ran through my mind, and my heart was raging.

I looked for her in the poolside area but there was nothing, not even near the stage with her nose.

Byuuurr....

Suddenly my body collapsed and collapsed.

There was someone who deliberately pushed me until I fell in the pool.

Bukk... Buuuk... Buuuk..

I held my breath in the water and immediately gathered the strength to move the body speeding in the water.

Huhh... Huhh..

I also took a lot of air. And raise your head. Evelyn's shadow was clearly laughing at me with her friends.

"Uppt... Sorry are! not intentionally.. So don't be a little pretentious with heels... Usually also wear flip-flops... "

Regardless of them, I rose to the surface by first removing my heels.

"Basic miss-queen!! hahaha... "

My steps stopped, Marvel confronted me. "Pelaa.. You gapapa? "

I didn't answer Marvel's question, thinking about the video Nina showed me. My emotions are even higher now.

"Eve. You're outrageous! I've been patient all this time with your behavior! "

"Baby. I wasn't on purpose... He sprained. "

"I saw it all. lo...gue.end Evelyn! "Shouted Marvel, in front of everyone. " Pela. I'll drive you home! "

"Where is Space? " Tanyaku ketus.

"He's on the rooftop again, called Andi. "

I stepped in with anger, wanting to immediately vent my irritation to the Angkasa badger who was very annoying.

The cold air that pierced my skin I ignored. The dress becomes wet overall. Make ups? don't ask, my eyeliner is definitely fading and I might be a zombie by now. In addition, I walked through each corridor for no foot reason.

Everyone who came across me, looked at me in astonishment.

"So... What do you get from this bet? " No further ado, I drew closer to the figure who was sitting alone staring towards the sky.

He cringed.

"Why? you think I don't know? " With teary eyes, I pushed the chest of Numbers and made his body plummet backwards.

"Pel... Why are you? why are your clothes wet?" He did not reply to me, but instead approached and stretched his hand.

"You're cold Pel. It's my tux! " Quickly, he let go of his tux and intended to put it on me.

"Ga.. " I shook off Numeric's hand, and his tux fell on the floor. "I just need your explanation! Again I ask... What do you get from this bet? "

"I don't know Pel.. "

"Don't lie! I know.. if you are the same friends you make a bet, right? Why are you the same as me? I'm not a stupid girl who can do it in a rich gini game... I don't Accept it! what do you think of me? " Banging on his chest, I passed a dam of water in the eye. He held me tightly, but I thrashed and managed to escape from his arms.

"Pela.denger first my explanation! I didn't mean bad Pel.. "

"Ofetish! that means you guys are betting? just know... Shoot these Numbers! I hate you! I think we are friends, and you are sincere in making friends with me! "

"Sheel.. "

"I think you're different.It turns out you're just as rich as them! I HATE YOU SPACE! " Without a second thought, and with tears I ran away.

Numerals..

I guess, I can keep this feeling in the depths of my heart alone.

Since childhood Figures, I loved you since childhood. My sometimes rude and defiant treatment is a transitional form so I can disappear that feeling.

Because to me, enough to be your friend. It became my greatest happiness.

I don't know why..Now, I'm angry, disappointed and unaccepted. Because the person I love all this time, it turns out to be playing tricks on me.

I can forgive Rangga and the others..

But not for you.

You betrayed our friendship.

Aerospace..

You are indeed high and will never be reached by me.Should have been aware and know myself, even to be your best friend I do not deserve.

I'm the stupid one.

Stupid rainbow!

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Has anyone ever experienced, liking the same person as their own best friend?

It feels bad too.. 😁