Space Rainbow

Space Rainbow
Mother..



Spacewalk


It's been 2 years, I left Bandung to look for my birth mother.


After seeing the number of files that I deliberately brought the other day, I got a little information about my mother after visiting the address of the house in Lake.


"Have long since seen Kinanti wander with a rich man.. "


"His aunt died a few years ago.. Where's Kinan? after getting a rich husband, forget the same who raised him.. "


"There are no close relatives neng Kinan.karna he was orphaned. "


"I've heard the news that Kinanti is being treated at a hospital in Singapore.. "


I also went for some time looking in every corner of the hospital in Singapore, but nil.


"His friend here is just Dinar.. He now works in Jakarta. "


That's the information I get from people who know my mother. Last information, I got the address of a house called Aunt Dinar from her closest family.


Here I am, again in the city where some papah families are located.


The family?


Can I call them family?


It turned out that just because of the treasure, the blood relation was not at all at an important value.


Just wait, I've already bagged a lot of information regarding you guys.. What I've called my uncle all this time. It was like a wolf in sheep's clothing in front of papa.


Lucky, for 2 years looking for traces of mother..I am in possession of money that is not small. Because it turns out that when I was 18, I had signed an heir letter that he had given.


How's eyang doing?


As long as I was gone, I never once looked for good news even to my friends.


I completely disappeared from them.


"Lo why didn't you say you were coming here? " She said, when I got to her house.


"Gue just stopped by Bentar.to Jakarta just to find the address of the meeting nyokap. "


During these 2 years, I made friends with Miss. She was the second girl besides Pela who could easily get close to me.


After the embarrassing events when I was drunk at that time, he initially lied that we had done something.Over time I felt comfortable being friends with him.


Why didn't I try to contact Pela?


I don't think it's time yet.


I want to find Kinanti's mother first.In addition, Pela must still misunderstand and hate me.


Miss has graduated from D3 college and returned to Jakarta, and now she works in one of the companies engaged in property.


"Lo ga kangen eyang lo? " Sanya, while taking mineral water in a bottle.


"Hhh.. " I grunt.


Didn't answer questions from her.


"Lo didn't miss him either? "


I frowned, why Miss always questioned about Pela.


I don't want to think about a relationship. But I've always been honest with her, too, that I love my best friend Pela.


"My mother is more important now and a top priority in my life.. "


"And so you're serious about going to college because of that? " She asked a little too.


"It's none of Lo Rin's business.I want to go to college or not! yes, I removed it first... " I moved, lazy to hear his hospitality, because he was always talking about college and the future.


"Wait ..gue want to help you make nyari nyokap lo Ka.. Where are you going now? "


I handed him a piece of paper, and he nodded.


"Gue change clothes first.. "


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"Who? " A middle-aged woman opened the door and then frowned.


"This is true with aunt Dinar? " I ask for doubt, fear wrong again for the umpteenth time.


"You who? and you know where my name is from? "


"Does aunt know someone by the name of Kinanti? "


Aunt Dinar is aghast. He looked surprised when I mentioned my mother's name.


"I Space.. Son of... "


"Yes Allah.... Is this really Space? Oh Allah... Coache... "


"But. aunt.. "


"You're this big? " Suddenly the figure immediately grabbed me tightly."Let's go in first! "


Me and Miss walking behind Aunt Dinar.


"A little while.. auntie comes in first, you and who is this? "


"I Miss.tante... "


"Oh Iye... Space and miss waiting here! "


We both nodded, and sat down on the living room sofa.


"This is the current address of Kinanti.. Aunty hope, Angkasa can accept the situation of your mother who has married again huh.. His life has suffered all this time. "


With a smile, I received a piece of paper from Aunt Dinar's hand.


"Yogyakarta? " I cringe.


"Your mother now lives in Yogyakarta, but Angkasa...Mom lost her memory, auntie hope.you can approach her slowly. Waking up from a coma for a few months and being paralyzed and hospitalized for several years makes your mother depressed..That's why in the past, your papa never met you with your mother. "


"When you're about to give birth, the doctors try to do an induction. But after three days there were no signs of a normal birth.Finally the doctor decided to do a cesarean section."


"During a C-section, your mother had complications and her heart suddenly stopped beating. "


"Thank God, the doctors saved your mother's Kinan and her heartbeat came back 10 minutes later after you were born. "


Aunt Dinar let out a long sigh. "but due to the lack of oxygen in her brain, she fell into a coma. "


"Until the end, you're taken care of by your second mother Mira.. Aunty knows, Mira also loves you very much. Even though he loves your papa.. But your papa never thought he existed.Especially after your mother was in a coma, and after waking up experiencing memory loss and paralysis.Your father spent more time to care for your mother Kinanti.. "


Without feeling it, my tears gathered in the eyes.


"For therapy, he deliberately lived in a village. Your papa hired some nurses for your mother.. And every weekend you must visit your mother in the village. Until finally your mother returned cheerful and began to live again. "


"Tante remembers. When your father left home. and quarreled with Mira, at that time Mira was no longer strong with your papa's treatment. They had a big fight.. "


"Tante was trying to convince your mother that we were friends.. Finally your mother believed, and until now we are still communicating. But aunty never talked about you and your papa.. Forgive aunt Angkasa.. " Aunty Dinar wiped the tears that came out from the corner of her eyes.


I'm stunned.


Thinking about how miserable her mother's life used to be.For some time, aunt told me all about mom.


"Good aunt.. Thanks much.. Then I say goodbye first.. "


"Be careful Space.. Auntie hope you can be patient, approach your mother slowly. A mother's instincts can be felt.. "


I nodded, and hugged my old aunt Dinar. After that say goodbye and walk with a giant step towards the parking lot.


"Lo's patient Ka. I'm sure, your mother must know her son.. " I missed patting my shoulder a few times.


With all my deep wounds, I stepped on the gas pedal, and drove. Splitting the jammed streets of the capital.


Hoping,


Soon to meet my mother.And want to tell her..


Mother..


I am your son's Space..


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