Space Rainbow

Can I Still Hope?

Spacewalk

I blinked and narrowed my eyes, because when I opened it the lights were so bright.

Where'sisthis?

Half-consciously, I spread my eyes.

Someone was looking at me worriedly.

Barrels.

"Figures.. Are you aware? " The soft voice interrupted.

I nodded weakly. And trying to get out of my sleep.

"Don't! don't get up yet! " Prevent it while pushing my body slowly.

Instantly, I remembered that I had not replied to Pela's message.

"Wheel... You see my HP? " Tanyaku. Occasionally grimacing felt pain, as it seemed like my temples and forehead were injured.

"Hhh.. " Laras snorted, while staring at me fixedly. "You're hurt again.. I remember HP! I don't know either.. I was freaking out about your HP, so call an ambulance..Maybe your HP is still in the car. " Said a little upset.

"It's nothing, it's just a small wound! " I said flat, and breathed my breath rough.

In fact, I was already feeling very happy because Pela contacted me and asked me how I was doing.

"Can you borrow your mobile phone, Ras? "

"Kc.. You are, who are you going to call?It was because you replied to a message, so you are not concerned about driving! " Laras handed his phone to me while grinning.

I just smiled a little at his behavior.

While opening the green app, I started thinking about replying to Pela's greeting.

But..

I forgot Pela's new number.

Whats?

Trying to remember, but it makes my head dizzy.

"Sorry. ain't a race! " Slightly disappointed, I returned Laras' phone and closed my eyes again.

Approximately, what would Pela think?

Don't let him think that I want to reciprocate his treatment.

I don't care if he ever replies to my messages.

Just know he often uploads status I've calmed down, as long as he knows that he's okay.

"Mother and father, he said he would come here! " The barrel breaks the silence.

"It doesn't have to be Ras.. It's a small wound, I can go home tomorrow too! "

"Little wound how the hell.your wound in sewing 9 stitches tau! Are you hungry yet? "

"Yet.. You better go home Ras, I can do it myself, it's late at night! "

"Ga wants to. I'm worried about you! anyway, I'll be here with you, I want permission to take care of you tonight! "

"Wheel.. You have a morning lecture tomorrow, right? "

"Dad anyway.. But easy, I can go home this dawn, public transportation already exists! "

Hhh..

I let out a long sigh, trying to give up because I was not able to go home.

All right, tonight I'm gonna hang on and rest in the hospital.

But I want to know how the car and the things inside it are.

Especially my phone where there are so many contact numbers of important people related to the papah case first.

"Oh Iyah.kamu haven't prayed Maghrib same isya Angkasa! "

"Mhhhm? I want ablution first. " I was moving, but the dizziness in my head and the pain still whack.

"I'll help you tayamum.. You pray in plural.. You just realized from fainting too! "

I nodded and Laras began to teach me how to tayamum.

After that, I began to carry out my duties.

There are so many lessons I learned from Laras, mother and also from Abi. They are a good family and harmonious.

Although initially a little can not accept the presence of om Abi in the mother's life as her husband. But, after a few months close and see his daily life.he loved mother very much.

If I'm on college break, I must spend all day at my mother's house with Laras.

"Sir Angkasa, like the mother's child ndak? I'd love to know if one day I had a ghost like Angkasa! "

So said mom, one day when I helped her clean the fruits in the kitchen.

I just smiled in response, not thinking about what the impact in the future if indeed mother had misunderstood me.

I must have thought, that I was approaching Laras.

Even when I first saw Baras in the hospital..I admit that I was fascinated, the barracks were beautiful and soft.See awake with Muslim clothes attached to his body.

Graceful and neat is also smooth said his words.

But my encounter with Pela at the hotel was the first time after 2 years did not meet.Make my feelings stronger.

I really miss Pela.. His eye.. Ketus.. Everything was.

Mistakes and caliphs, as well as the most beautiful sins we committed that night.

It made my heart awaken. Tucked away a great sense of admiration, after he steadily wanted to hijab and emigrate.

I can and I have to fix myself so that one day it can come to him.

***

The next morning.

Rainbows

I really couldn't sleep last night. I keep thinking about numbers.

There have been many serighfar and pray in prostration one third of my night.

But this anxiety continues to whack.

What's with the numbers, huh?

I tried calling her, but her number was off.

Is he really mad at me?

But this is for our good.

***

"Pell.. That's your admirer who's been staying out of there! Kasian tau. these few days you refuse to continue to be brought home together! " Wulan was tidying up the scattered cloths on the table while pointing towards the outside of the glass.

"I don't want to nimbulin Lan's slander.. "

"Yes, but it's just anter coming home! no, no, what the hell is that? " Wulan instead raised her eyebrows, teasing me.

"Ga can shake! let not one of you come into contact with a woman, for the devil is the third of them."

"Eh.. Yes, yes, hehhe.. But I'm kasian writhing his mop.. You're not interested in the same time, are you? not a prospective researcher, or could be a professor Pel.. If suppose a Zaidan his career shot up, let alone work in government! " With great length, Wulan murmured.

I only smiled, glancing towards a Zaidan who was leisurely sitting in the car. Awaiting me.

Indeed, it has been these past few months a Zaidan has continued to approach me.

Moreover, he said, if I would bring him to his house to be introduced to his parents.

Hhh..

I'm rattled.

While there's 'he', the name I always put on every third of my night.

And I always call it when I'm on good terms with him.

"Sir.. Wulans.. You guys haven't come home yet? " Ta Ayung came out of his room.

"It's sort of like this once again it's tea.. We'll be home soon.. "

"Oh Iyah.Who is waiting for you every day in the parking lot of Pel? " Tanya Ayung tea curious.

"Mhm.. That's. a Zaidan tea. My former boss used to work at the pulse counter. " Answer me.

"Ohh.. That's.. Oh Iyah, tomorrow you are the first day of the train. Nothings to worry.female driver! And you Lan.. You also do not forget, have already listed the sewing course! "

"Daddy tea... Thanks Ayung tea.. " Answer replied timidly.

"Thank you Ayung tea.. "

"Yes already.h just go home first.. Spirit for you! " Ta Ayung passed, a Dusk was waiting faithfully at the door.

Working in Ayung tea gallery was indeed very fun.

Besides being trained and given a lot of knowledge with 'on the job training'.All employees are also given the opportunity to choose which field is interested by providing tutoring or courses.

At first I refused, when Ayung tea said that I should learn to drive myself because my work is mobile.

But after thinking about it, it would be very efficient if I could drive a two-wheeled vehicle and four wheels. Because I have to take care of this, meet clients and vendors there is also a time when I have to survey the location.

"Sir.. I have something to talk about Pel.. " A Zaidan called out to me, and I quickly dragged Wulan over to him.

A Zaidan glanced next to Wulan, gesturing for us to chat together. Wulan looks like a misdeed. He may be confused, who to obey.

"But Wulan has to come with ya a.. I don't want to if we just go together. "

Finally a Zaidan nodded. We got into the car hesitantly.

After traveling for about 30 minutes, we arrived at one of the cafes that was quite crowded.

A Zaidan also gave the menu book, I and Wulan only ordered juice drinks because the time is soon maghrib.

"Pell.. I'm going to the toilet.. " Pamit Wulan, moving on.

"But Lan.. " I pulled the end of Wulan's veil reflex.

"This is a lot of people Pel. don't worry, it will not be nimbulin slander! " Tap Wulan, and I immediately glared at her.

A little Zaidan chuckled, and he cleared his throat.

"Mhmm.. "

I also put your smile towards him, hoping a Zaidan does not talk about the issue of parenting.

"Sir... Did you think about the answer to my question the other day? "

"That's.. Sorry a.. I have to move first. I can't decide because a Zaidan himself already knows how I am, mother, and.. "

"Don't worry Pel.. I faithfully wait for an answer from you, but do not forbid me to meet.. If it can't be both, you can ask for it again like now.. "

I also nodded with doubt.

"Oh Iyah Pel's.. Dawn has played outbound yet? "

I shook my head, for a long time I had never taken my sholeh sister for a walk.

The last time I and Figures ever promised, would take him to the Safari park and Dufan according to his request.

"Next week.how? "

"But a.. " I don't know for what reason I can refuse A Zaidan's invitation.

"Where will the mop go next week? " Suddenly Wulan was already standing and then sitting next to me.

"You go with Lan.. I took Pela and Dawn to an outbound.. "

"Exclamation is also rich, yes a.. Can I come? " Tanya Wulan while she sneered.

"Come on! " I said briefly. And was answered by Wulan with rarity.

If there were no Wulan, maybe now only silence is felt.

For some reason, I used to feel very comfortable while chatting with a Zaidan. Being very awkward and not a lot more things that want to be discussed like before.

Everything changed, when a Zaidan blatantly told me that he liked me and was seriously intending to have a relationship with me towards the household level.

I'm really confused.

I should how?

In Islam, for a woman.how to choose a prospective husband or man to be a life partner there are two criteria, namely religion and morality.

So if women reject the proposal of men for reasons of prospective partners are not awake religion law is permissible.

The apostle of Allah Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam has also explained in a hadith shahih that rejecting someone's proposal even though he has been commensurate with both religion and morality, will bring disaster.

A Zaidan is a good man, smart and financially promising.I see also.

Then what, if only God had chosen his best mate for me?

While my heart and feelings still hope for 'he' who is far away.

What am I supposed to do?

Can we still hope?

***