Space Rainbow

Circumstances..

Spacewalk

"A Zaidan is my future husband! "

As if in a lightning strike, I was stunned stiffly on the spot hearing Pela's statement.

Now we were in front of the house, the evening was covered by the darkness of the night.

While at the cafe earlier, I deliberately showed myself in front of Pela.

But for some reason, the highlight the eye emanated from her implied another meaning. There is anger, there is disappointment.

I've memorized his nature, he can't hide what he's feeling.

"Sir..? "

"I'm sure Zaidan can be a good priest to me Ka.. "

"But we're only 21 years old.. Are you ready to get married? Is not our age too young.."

"Good can't be made a benchmark, I'm a girl.." Said cold.

"I guess.. You're gonna wait for me.. I'm trying to finish college, get close to mom and after that take care of the company of the late papa.."

"A Zaidan has bedded me..And do you know? in our religion, a woman who rejects a man's proposal, when he is both religious and moral, then it will bring disaster.. A Zaidan also wants to know me as his parents. " Once again, Pela answered me in a cold tone.

"You're kidding, aren't you Pela? why are you Pela? there's something you're hiding from me, right? We have to maintain our relationship..I'm sorry if my fault is too big..."

"Ga exists.. We have nothing to do..Our relationship is only limited to the relationship of the same employer as subordinates..And you're not wrong, we should not both be like this..I'm afraid there's slander." The sailor passed, and entered the house through the back door.

That word pierced my heart.

Have I lost hope?

And my fault is unforgivable.

With a shaky step, I entered the house. Walk through the steps to the second floor.

"Den Numaga...Punteun is called agan.. "

From below, Pela's mother called me.

"Dad mom. I want to take a shower, mom, a minute."Still feeling disappointed, I went into the room and cleaned myself up.

***

"Well.. " Eyang called me and waved his hand slowly.

"Yeah.. " Sitting in the chair next to the eye.

"A-b.a.bii.. " Eyang spelled with great difficulty.

"What did you say? " I close my ears to the eyes.

"Eugh.. Eugh.. " Eyang pointed to the nightstand not far from the bed.

I immediately understood, that eyang wanted me to take something in the drawer.

There are several photos and also a small flash, as well as a person's identity sheet in a map.

"Who told the Numbers to check this? "

Eyang nodded slowly.I put it back into the map, then clasped his hand tightly.

It had been about an hour, I was inside the eye-to-eye room and accompanied eyang while telling her many things.

"Eyang's.. Figures must return to Jogja tomorrow, Figures promise will bring mother Kinanti here to meet eye. All right here with mom and Pela huh... "

Eyang nodded slowly.

A few minutes later, someone knocked on the door.

Geck.. Geck..

"Look in.. "

The door was opened, and saw Pela standing in front of the door carrying a tray containing a glass of water and some kind of medicine.

I remained sitting on the spot, seen Pela stepping with hesitation.Then she approached on the eyes and helped eyang to sit.

Pela looks troubled because of her slightly stiff eye body. I also stood up and helped push the button so that the bed was slightly raised.

"Please.. Now it's time to take the medicine first.. "

Eyang nodded, and Pela gently gave the medicine that was in class with the liquid form one by one.

"Then, excuse me.. " Without looking at me, Pela moved. But eyang was seen moving the foreshadowing hand so that Pela remained seated.

"Aren't you comfortable?Want to change clothes? Oh for a second, it turns out that the infusion is over.. The change first. "

I noticed Pela's movements while taking care of her eyes. Currently, he was changing the infusion very carefully.

"Do you want to pee? Let's take the diaper for a second.. "

Eyang again just nodded, but I saw from the corner of his eyes.

"You better get out first.. " It's still in her cold tone, Pela told me to get out of the room.

"Eyang's.. Waiting numbers outside.. " I passed, and walked into the living room. Waiting until Pela finishes cleaning her eyes.

Pela and her mother are very meritorious to my family, where there may be people who would sincerely care for and take care of their eyes.

Without disgust, even Pela was willing to clean the dirt eye.Because I see, eyang urinate using a catheter hose.

Half an hour passed, I was playing on my phone and the door to my room finally opened.

"Called eyang.. " He said, without saying my name.

Why is he, actually? It looks like I really hate me.

"aa.. A.. Kaas.. " I held my hand.

"Laa.. " So Pela did the same.

With great difficulty and very slowly, we put our hands together.

Eh?

We were both surprised.

Pela and I were both shocked by what she did.

Suddenly crying, without saying a word.

Me and Pela were just stunned, and occasionally Pela wiped the tears that ran down her cheeks.

What does it mean to Eyang?

Does this mean, Eyang wants me to be with Pela?

I glanced at Pela, and I saw that she was silent.

He pulled his hand. "Please.. Better get some rest, it's night.. Later at midnight the sailor came back here yes. to replace your diaper. Can the plaintiff go back to the room now? "

Eyang nodded, but his tears still fell.

"I'm pampering.. " Said Pela, while passing away leaving me and eying.

After being sure Pela had closed the door tightly.

I hugged my eyes and leaned my head near the hand of the eyeang on the intravenous needle.

"Did you approve of my relationship with Pela?" Without moving, I asked without looking.

Eyang rubbed my head.

"But.. Pela moved away from the Numbers, Figures have never done wrong and apologized repeatedly, but Pela still does not accept it. Pela also has a future husband.eyang."

"What should Numbers do? Figures are very dear to Pela. eyang clay and feel alone right, if Pela is special.She is also sincerely affectionate equally eyey.."

I turned to look at him, and he smiled.

"Want to sleep here, next to the eye. "

***

Alhamdulillahot..

My beloved granddaughter Angkasa has come home and forgiven this old grandmother.

I have been guilty.

Maybe it is appropriate that this disease is a punishment for me. For separating my granddaughter from her biological mother.

He is now asleep while sitting next to me.

Forgive your eyes this dear, all this time have been trying to find your mother. And find the cause of your papa's accident.

After you left, Mr. Baskoro already knew who was behind it all.

Who hoped that before God would send an angel to take his life, your mother forgave him.

Pray that the numbers will always be given ease in all affairs.

Eyang also hopes the Numbers match with Pela.

All this time Pela and Asih have sacrificed everything for the sake of our eyes and family.

***

Rainbows

I leaned my body against the bedroom door, closed my eyes and regretted the lies I had made.

Yep.. I lied to Figures that I received a proposal from a Zaidan.

I still feel hurt because of the video.

There is a feeling of wanting to make the Numbers jealous.

Wh-wh-what for?

I don't understand either.

But.. My heart is pounding, ever since you put my hands together with Numbers.

Does this mean you know our relationship?

A connection?

Hhh..

I told you myself that we have nothing to do, right?

Am I too baper and overthinking alone?

It's bad to think without asking for an explanation of numbers.

But I was reluctant to ask and started discussing this matter again.

Already Pela, as good as praying istikharah only.

***

The next day.

"Fajars.. Come on, it's brp hour! " I opened the door of Dawn's room. It turns out that Dawn is ready.

"Wood tea.. But.. "

"Why? " Tanyaku was astonished, seeing Dawn who seemed hesitant to step up.

"Actually, Fajar wants to talk to a number.. Dawn kangen tea, yesterday to chat but only for a moment. "

"Lho.. Tetu had already made the same agreement a Zaidan Jar. ga delicious, Wulan tea anyway would have been waiting. "

"Yeah.yuk or tea.. " The dawn finally came before me.

In front of the house.

I see, Figures are cleaning his car.

"Wah early in the morning already neat and cute like Jar.. " Said pleasantries, but while looking at me.

I glanced and glanced towards the gate, waiting for a Zaidan to come.

Today is Sunday, 2 months ago A Zaidan promised to take Dawn for a walk.

But it can only be realized now.

"You want to take a walk.. Hayu a number want to come? "

"Where is it? " Task the Numbers.

"Ga tau. a rhyming Zaidan! " Answer plain dawn.

The figure stopped his movement wiping the car, and then he stared at me as if asking if what Dawn said was true.

I snorted again.

"Yes already.. Be careful Jar, take care of you! don't stay alone with men! " suck her, while keeping the kanebo into her box.

He stopped cleaning the car.

I glared at him, and he just sniffed his shoulders.

Ddrr.. Drrt..

A Zaidan calling..

"Dad a.. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.. "

"Wa'alaikumusalam.. Pela. I'm sorry, it looks like today we're not leaving.. There was a sudden need, uda told me to go back to Padang.. "

"Oh so a.. Iyah gapapa's.. "

"Other times it must be in Shaa Allah we invite Dawn.. I'm so sorry, Pela.. "

"Casual a.. Yes, be careful.. "

We hung up the phone with a greeting.

I immediately dialed Wulan's number and told him that today we are not going.

"Come Jar.. We go back inside.. It's not! " My grunts, while walking without looking towards the Numbers.

"Teteeeh wait! " Suddenly the Dawn shouted.

I stopped my steps, and turned to look at the Numbers and Dawn that were like they were compromising.

"What's? "

"Teacher wants the three of us to go for a walk! "

"Huh? ngga.. Oh, don't want to! you two! "

"But still the same A Number once promised to take Dawn for a walk! " Unusually, Dawn the very understanding boy suddenly demanded something.

Hhh..

"Yes already.. Let's go! permission was the same mother. "

Kasian was also the child, always being forced to understand by the circumstances.

There is no harm in making her happy.

I have been waiting for the answer to my prayer of istikharah, I have not yet got it.

Because in reality. Circumstances always get us in the way.

It was like an unavoidable destiny.

***