
Spacewalk
Why did I not dare to show myself in front of Pela?
I saw him laughing together with his friend, sitting on a bench waiting room.
I was behind a pillar at the airport, looking at Pela from a distance.
Hhh..
A few long breaths.
And decided to look from here until the plane he was riding took off.
Seeing her from a distance like this, made me feel like a stalker..
Because he actually wanted her to come closer, but hesitated and did not dare.
I feel so far away from her.
He seemed to be another figure today.Not again the Pela who used to fight with me because of small problems... Or the gluttonous Sailor was also angry when I judged him.
He is so different now.
And unreachable.
A few minutes passed, he and his friend entered and soon will be boarding the plane.
Until the plane finally took off, and I was still standing here staring at him.
See you, Pela..
I hope one day we meet again when I can really change for the better.
For now, I can't be who you want me to be.
Always stick my name in your do'a, so that one day I can change and become a good priest.
May God unite us.
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Rainbows
I stared down, from a height of hundreds of km I could see the incandescent and glittering lights of the city of Jogja.
The city where I met with unexpected numbers.
A special city that holds memories.
Together with Jogja, all the memories are stored neatly. As simple as walking together he passed Malioboro and sat down to eat in angkringan.
Stare in amazement at the millions of flickering stars in space and incandescent city lights.
See you later, the city lights in every corner of you bear witness that you managed to make me happy.
Didn't he say that? Where love and hate can be one.
For a special city, thank you for being the place for me and my first love.
Numerals..
It's not that I don't know.
Behind the pillar you hide from me.I know very well your figure.
Hhh..
I used to think, if reaching you was something impossible.
But now.when I want to change, you suddenly come back and say that our feelings are the same.
So heavy.. Choose between 2 choices.
See you around, numbers..
If indeed we are fooled, we must be found.
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Author
The next day, they resumed their respective activities.
Rainbow with his new spirit back knitting hope for the future, he hopes to become a better Muslimah.
Even Angkasa also so, he again devised a plan to be close to his mother. And began the spirit to string the future by deciding to study in Yogyakarta.
Another thing with Miss, who still resisted the annoyance when returning to her hometown of Jakarta. Space does not respond to anything. Until it causes a little liver disease in itself will rainbow.
***
A few months later.
"Report... "
"Yeah tea... " The rainbow walked closer to Lembayung in haste.He continued to run a little while holding his skirt.
"Don't run ihh. You're a habit of putting on a skirt you're stuck to the corner of the table again. " Lembayung chuckled, feeling funny when he noticed the behavior of his employee named Rainbow that one. The reason is, the rainbow is indeed tomboyish and a little careless as well.
Because he is not used to wearing a skirt.Make him a little trouble and often fell.Caused his skirt stuck on the table or whatever is in front of him.
"Hehhe.. iyah tea.bisi is important so I spit-cepet... What is tea? " The rainbow chuckles while rolling the end of its long pasmina.
Pasmina plisket colored sage green which makes it even more sweet looking.
Plus, now the Rainbow has begun to learn to take care of itself.
The brush of fine powder and lipbalm was commonly seen on his face.
"This is Pel... mba Chintya has not fittings dress yet?" Ask Lembayung.
"Is there anything in Renov ga? "
"Just a little big, at least 2 cm small.. " Light Rainbow, while carrying a journal and opening it.
"Teh. there are testimonials from mas Reza and mba Syahnaz.trus there are also complaints from Teh Mia. he said yesterday his food was less, should be prepared as well.. but do we mah ya nyediain pesenan he aja right? "
"Daddy gapapa..already a rich complaint is that mah, we also have to accept input from Pel clients. " Lembayung smiled, busy looking at his journal.
"Daddy tea... Permission to return home quickly can ga tea? mom's sick again.no one's looking after her, ade me again school.. " The face of the rainbow turned soft.
His mother had been a few days ill, and he alternated with his sister Dawn to take care of her.
"What's Mommy Pel's pain? "
"Kecapean kaya tea. hence Pela asked to stop working.but her mother keukeuh.. said already dozens of years of work there, kasian agan also no one to care for her as painstaking mother.."
"But the mother must pay attention to her health condition as well as Pel. You take your mother to the doctor.. "
"Ga for tea.. Pela there is money mah, karen new payday.. "
"Father..jug geura come home, you mother! "
"Tea father. nuhuun.. Pela get ready for tea.."
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Rainbows
With a feeling of anxiety, I immediately accelerated because it was on the road. The nurse who helped take care of you called me.
I intentionally, asked that mom someone help take care of you. Because the funds can take from the savings given the figure while in Jogja.
When she got home, she was lying weakly in her bed.
The young man who was no longer looking at me with his beautiful eyes.
"Teh Pela has come home? is it still noon? " Say Mother, trying to hide the pain she suffered. But I know there's something you're hiding.
"Better we go to the hospital yuk ma'am.." I said, grabbing the back of my mother's hand and kissing her reverence.
"Ga for tea.. I'm okay, I just need a little break. "
"Mother do not worry about the cost of the mother.deteh was yesterday just payday.. "
But the mother shook her head quickly, "There's something you want to tell Pela tea.. "
"What about mom? "
"About the Space.. "
I fell silent, pretending I didn't know anything about Numbers in front of my mother.
Mother also tells every detail of past events, almost the same as what was told in the story when her mother fell into a coma.
"Mom asked for help.. Please just meet Mamah den Angka, you want to meet and apologize.. "
"But I don't know where to find Mom.. "
Then mom took something under the pillow and handed me a piece of paper.
"This is Mira's address.."
Mom seemed to take a long breath. His net was staring straight up like he was thinking a lot.
"It's okay now tea..Mother's feelings are not good, she continues to call the name neng Kinanti, neng Mira sama den Figures. Although it's not clear.. But I understand what you mean. " Said mother crying, then grasped my hand tightly.
" Do you know where the numbers are now? "
I was stunned, even though I tried to cover it up. I'm sure you know that I know where the numbers are.
I nodded slowly. "Tau ma'am.. "
"Why didn't you ever say? teteh know the condition of his eyes with figures how now? "
"But ma'am.. Figures themselves say, he wants to go home to Bandung ko bu.. "
Mom shakes her head. "Tea.. What if something happens to you before den Figures gets here? "
"Later call the number ma'am.. " I can't avoid it, because mom has given orders that I immediately tell you the number of your state.
Do I have to be honest about Figures who met Kinanti's mother?
But Figures says don't tell anyone about Kinanti's mother.
But it's urgent, right? I have to call him first!
But what will he think of me?
Didn't I decide to stay away from her?
Immediately I picked up the phone, and hesitantly typed in a message..
Rainbow: Assalamu'alaikum.. How are the numbers?
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Assalamu'alaikum..
sorry bbrp today ga up, because the author is sick.. Qodarullahs..
Wanted up, but not possible..
Do not forget to take care of health yes.may the readers here be given health and slll in the protection of Allah yes.. 🥰🥰🥰