Space Rainbow

Dilemmas

Spacewalk

"Pelaaaa... " I screamed to call his name.

Now I'm sure.

That the hijab-wearing woman is Pela.

So, now that Pela's been hijab?

Instantly there was a warm feeling running through my heart.

It turned out that the bar had already sealed his aura.

But my screams seemed to be inaudible, because the elevator doors closed so quickly.

I immediately ran to the elevator and pressed the open button, but it was too late. I'm less fast. He was busy complaining about the lack of my eyes.

I switched to the elevator next door, but the same. The elevator was wearing. I had to wait until the elevator doors opened.

I saw earlier, it looks like Pela is heading for the 3rd floor.Wanting to rush towards the 3rd floor, tapping my fingers on the elevator wall, the few people behind me looked in wonder.

I don't give a shit.

As soon as the elevator door opened, I immediately ran towards the corridor.

There he is Pela..

"Report... Mops... " I'm yelling. Without caring about the tranquility of the other hotel guests who might be disturbed by my screams.

She's looking.

Iyeah.. Pela turned her head towards me with an indescribable look.

Both his eyes were round, it was obvious that he was surprised to see me.

But, uh,

Look at those eyes..

Is he still angry with me?

"Report... " Without a doubt, I ran towards him.

However, his reaction was unexpected.

He snarled and left me without a word.

Is that how you are Pel?

"Sailor wait! " I tried to chase her with a little run, then pulled her hand.

"Eh... " This time, he glared and sharpened his gaze.

"Sir.. How are you doing? " I also let go of my hand.

"Lane.. You go first to the room, yes, this is Lan's key.. I have a need for a minute! " She voiced out and handed the hotel room key to her friend.

"Here I put your bag mop.. "

"Thank you.. " Sela's friend pulled Pela's suitcase and bag towards their room.

"You-you changed the Mop.. " I said, smiling. Yet, Again Pela looked at me with keki.

He was still speechless, I don't know what was on his mind now?

"There's something I want to talk to you about Pel.. Can we have a chat while we're having a conversation? "

He grunts. "Come on.. But I don't have much time! " She said.

"Yes already.. We're going to a cafeteria near here.. " I was about to take her hand back, but stopped because Pela kept her distance from me.

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"So what do you want to take? " Without further ado, Pela immediately confronted me with a serious question.

"You're getting prettier wearing the Pel hijab.. I'm looking at you! "

"Kc.. Huh duh.. Don't mince words.. "

I snorted, The reason for 2 years has not met him. Her annoying nature doesn't change, but I miss her like that.

"I'd like to apologize.. About that bet.. "

"I've forgotten.. It has no effect on my life either." Pela interrupted my words.

"Actually that prom night, I was going to say something Pel..That I.."

"Hhh.. To the point.. Don't talk about that problem anymore! We used to be unstable, too.. What good is it I'm angry about it! We have nothing to do! "

"You still hate me Pel? actually, the four of us immediately made the bet a few days later.. I'm nyesel Pel.. "

"Figures.. Stop talking about what is important! who wants me to know, why have you been away for 2 years and have no news at all? You know ga.. What happened to your eyes after your departure that night? " The tone of the voice of the Pela is rising. It is clear that he is holding back anger.

"Don't you? " I knit my eyebrows.

Deg.

"Eyang's... Why the Pel? " I was really surprised to hear Pela's words.

"Ga long after fainting it.A few days later you were in surgery.. Hix..Your hemorrhagic stroke is coming back, and you know what's going on right now? " Sailors are getting sobbing.

"That you can't do anything..Hicks.."

I was stunned and could only remain silent. Digesting the sentence that Pela said..Makes my mind look up at the time of the incident 2 years ago, where I left eyeang in a state of anger.

And even more stupidly, after that I vent it with drunkenness. What an inevitable silliness.

"Keep... Now look in the care where is Pel? "

"You are treated at home.. We are still trying to raise funds for her treatment.. "

"Over this.. You and your mother? "

Pela nodded. "I'm not at all concerned about it Ka.. But I want you to immediately find yourself apologizing.. "

"But Pel.. It's not that easy to forgive eyang, the person I thought I loved so much.. I lied to you for 20 years... "

Pela looked at me astonished, she scrunched her forehead. "What do you mean? "

"Now it's not time for me to be frank with you.. I know I'm selfish and can be said to be childish. But Pel.. I have a big reason for doing all this! "

"I don't understand... And I wouldn't understand if you didn't tell me the truth! "

"One day you will know.. "

"Kc.. You're long-winded! And I don't like it! If you want to be a bad grandson.. Whatever you! But don't expect to know me again! " The sailor got up, and he stood up without drinking the drink I ordered.

"Sir.. " Quickly, I pulled out his hand and his body collapsed because there was no defense preparation.

For a moment, I held Pela from behind. Although with all his might he thrashed, but my strength was many times stronger. Finally he stopped and remained silent.

Bodo very with the view of the people around, the visitors at the cafe looked at us as if we were the Center.

Some whispered, some shook their heads, some looked dislike.

"Figures.. Lepassin! we saw a lot of people. Have you forgotten that I wear a hijab now? By insulting my body, it means that I also have to insult my heart, morals and behavior. I don't want anyone who sees blame for the hijab I'm wearing.. While wrong is my nature. " Strictly speaking, Pela said softly but struck my heart.

I quickly let go of the embrace.

"Ma-sorry I'm Pela.. " My stuttering, because my heart is pounding fast.

"okay.. I want to sit here quietly, but you have to be honest about why you left.. That way I can still consider whether I can forgive you or not. "

Hhh..

I took a deep breath. Is telling Pela the right decision? I'm not ready yet.. I haven't bagged mom's do'a.

"Why are you silent? Akh's.. Waste time! " She looks upset.

"Now don't tell me here, Pel.. What business are you here for? shouldn't you be in college? "

"That's why I'm talking about something else. You're not exactly the same intention as me? If I have no intention of leaving! I'm tired.. New landing. "

"I'll say.. If you also told me why you came here! "

"Hhhh.. I'm not in college! I'm here to work! Satisfied? "

"Why Pela? didn't you go in...? "

"How can I go to college, while the cost of surgery and treatment of your eyes requires a large fee.. And let my mom alone do this while I'm going to college without caring around? " Now with half glare Pela looked at me furiously.

"Not that I'm grateful or sincere.. But.. "

"I'm sorry Pel... "

"You know what? agan has sold many of his assets helped by Mr. Baskoro your family lawyer! while you're good at disappearing take everything from your eyes! you ain't kasian? where is your empathy? as a grandson, you are truly lost! "

"I'm wrong.. I know I was wrong.. I'm sorry.. Sorry to make you and mom so troubled to take care of their eyes.. Until you sacrifice in college.. " I'm not strong anymore, my chest feels tight.

It was purely my fault.

"I don't have a problem with the material.. All I want is for you to go home and apologize to you. THE POINT! I guess we're done talking about this. Uhh... One thing you should remember. If you're not sorry.. I will continue to hate you! " This time Pela left me alone.

I'm riveted.

Very confused.

Guilt rushes and stifles the chest.

Guilty to eye.. Pela and her mother.

But one side, I really want to get close to mother.Mother who has not known my existence.

What should I do, Pela?

I'm really in a dilemma.

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