
Sarah cried sobbing in her car. I don't know why he hated himself so much. He felt like a truly ungodly child. By hurting his own mother's feelings.
The ringing of the phone just left it. He slid his head on the wheel.
"You're not wrong"
He whispered to himself.
"Mother doesn't love you Sarah either.."
Right whatever he did was all wrong in mom's eyes. All the kindness and hard work shown so far, just a substitute service to raise it first.
Sarah wiped her tears. She looked at his face in the mirror and immediately polished his face back so as not to look already crying.
The girl saw the phone that had not stopped ringing. Some meeting calls, Panji and Dimas.
"Hello..."
"What's the way..?"
"Well..what are you yourself..?"
"I'm very good.."
"Thank God.What's calling me..?"
"Can't I miss you..?"
Sarah just laughed when she heard Dimas' words that often asked her to joke.
"Sarah. Come with Mr. Panji to the house"
"What is Dim..?"
"I'm getting engaged"
"Woww.Good news, I'm definitely coming"
After a short chat, the phone call ended. Dimas asks Sarah to invite his mother, Ivone's mistress.
Sarah breathed her breath out violently. He did not know where to begin to present this happy invitation.
(Dear..tonight eat at my house, yes, there's something I want to talk about.)
{ What's up..? not bad news, is it.?}
(For me this is good news)
{alah..i bought apa}.
(No need, I'll cook)
{ready.. mr. princess}
(If aunt Ivone has time with you)
{Hey..what's up..? Is this about our wedding.?}
(Don't expect it now)
The man sent only crying emoticons and promised to invite his mother and daughter to dinner together.
Sarah drove her car to the nearest supermarket. Because he was going to buy some groceries that he was going to cook for dinner.
The beautiful girl thought of making the dinner as relaxing as possible. Because he knows, it's not easy to talk about Dimas with them. After deciding to barbeque only, he deftly took meat, vegetables and ingredients to burn.
Arriving at home he immediately tidied up the house. Sweep and clean up everything that is scattered. He also cleaned the side yard of the house for their event later tonight. The sofa, which is usually folded because there was never an event at home, is now open and cleaned. Actually he was very overwhelmed to do everything alone but this is for the sake of the mission he was carrying (Write what the hell Thor.)
With a breath that goes up and down Sarah lays her body on the mat that she holds in the grass. The sky that had changed color to reddish looked very beautiful.
"The grill is already, the mat, the sofa and the others are already. Meat, corn, all ingredients and seasonings are ready.. I can do anything alone"
Sarah smiled to herself seeing her satisfactory work. The wall clock ticked six times and it was a sign that the girl had to get out of place to clean herself.
"Don't let the guests come, I still smell and smell"
He immediately ran up the stairs to his room to take a shower. Because his body is very sticky after the move alone.
The door was not closed and Sarah was sitting there watching television.
"Good night, princess..."
Sarah turned her gaze towards the voice and she smiled as she saw Panji coming carrying a bunch of flowers.
Sarah immediately approached the man with a very distinctive fragrance.
"I've come.I don't hear your car"
"You're too focused on watching soap operas"
Sarah pinched the waist of the man beside her. She was drowning looking around for the middle-aged female figure that she expected her presence to be.
"Mommy's gonna be here any minute.."
Sarah just nodded her head and immediately kissed the flower given by the Panji.
"Come to the side page"
"You barbeque..?"
"Hu'um"
"What..?"
"There's.."
Sarah was just maddening to hear the words of her lover. Panni deftly lit the embers to burn the meat and his friends.
"Darling..."
"Hmmm.."
"Something I want to say"
Panji turned around and stared fixedly at Sarah's face. Without thinking about anything else Sarah immediately told everything that was said by Dimas. Without added or reduced.
The man did not say anything he returned to his busy grilling of meat. Sarah also did not force Panji to express his opinion.
"Darling...Sarah..."
Ivone's voice is heard calling Sarah.
Panji immediately approached his mother and invited her to the side of the house. Sarah immediately hugged Ivone's body and kissed the beautiful woman's cheek.
"Barbeques.."
"Here's aunt.."
Sarah and Ivone sat together on a mat that was already on the title. They asked each other the news and talked about the gossip that was hotly discussed.
Laughter was heard from both of them. The pennant arranges the dishes and fills them with meat, sausages, corn and other vegetables.
"You want to eat rice too..?"
"I'm cooking rice just calm down"
As she was about to get up from her seat, Ivone immediately prevented. Because he'll take the rice for them.
"Basic of the Indonesians.."
Sarah chuckles at Ivone's words. When the middle-aged woman was inside, Sarah whispered to Panji not to say anything while eating.
Let them eat quietly without drama, the banner just cleared its throat as if it agreed.
They ate voraciously, even Ivone repeatedly praised the concoction of spices that made Sarah very delicious.
"I burned you, mih.."
"Yeah.thank you, mommy's son"
The smiling pennant looked at Ivone's flickering eyes as he said that.
"More.."
"Hmmm.."
"Someone wants Panji to say.."
"What..?"
Ivone tried to listen to his son while he was busy with the fruit in his hand.
"Dimas. invited us to his house"
The woman stopped her hand that was picking wine in front of her.
"Son.let's go.."
"Dimas will be engaged. Perhaps with our presence, he will be happier"
"Please leave.mami won't come"
"Why..?"
"Should you always ask why..?"
Ivone's voice began to rise and it made Sarah feel bad. He rubbed his lover's arm not to continue the conversation.
Ivone immediately got up from his seat and picked up the bag that was on the table.
"Mommy said good-bye to Sarah..."
"We haven't eaten fruit yet.."
Ivone immediately hugged Sarah and kissed the girl's cheek.
"Thank you. The food is great"
Sarah nodded and followed Ivone's steps. He drove the woman to her car.
The girl went back in to see Panji who was lying staring at the star-studded night sky. He laid his body beside the man, without saying anything.
Panji turned his head and immediately hugged the body of the beautiful woman.
"I'm sorry, you always see this fight"
"My life is more complicated.it's nothing.
They laugh together, laughing at their lives that are far from perfect.