Single Female

Masks

The pennant led me to the front of the rented house. He stopped by to buy me some fast food. He opened the car door and I came down feeling a little upset.

"Thank you sir, I'll go in first"

He just nodded his head and pushed my body into the courtyard of the house that had opened the fence.

"Later the night I picked it up." he said as it passed.

Without waiting for my answer, he got into the car and the car went fast.

I could only take a breath because I didn't understand the man. I sat in a wooden chair in front of the house, trying to neutralize the mixed feelings.

The roar of the motor stopped right in front of the fence. I saw Dimas go down and open the fence in annoyance. I was about to enter the house but his hand pulled my hand.

"I know he's richer than me but you shouldn't behave like this." he said with a hunting breath.

I could only grimace because his hand grip was so tight and it hurt me.

"Take off.."

Dimas didn't budge he didn't listen at all to what I said. Even he did not reduce his grip on my arm.

"I love you Sarah..."

My eyes glared in disbelief hearing what Dimas said. All this time I never expected too much. Because in my eyes Dimas only considered me a friend out of pity for my circumstances.

"Since when..?"

"Since the first time we met." he said again.

"But you never said anything.."

"I think adult relationships don't have to be statements, don't all my actions say everything..?"said raucous.

My body felt weak, I sat back on the wooden bench while my hands were still in his hands.

"Let's go out.." she said suddenly.

I could only shut up and look into her shady eyes. I never imagined being in a position like this. But with what's been going on all day, it makes me realize that Dimas doesn't love me at all. He just doesn't want me to be close to anyone else.

I shook my head and tried to let go of my hand but the result was nil. Even my hands are getting sick because Dimas' fingernails are stuck there.

"Why... WHY DID YOU REFUSE..?"

"You don't need an answer because you answered it yourself.."

""Let's just like we used to.we can only be friends." I said steadily.

"Why...?is it because I can't meet all the needs of your matre family.."

"Dimas.please let me go, we're talking about everything all right"

"Jawab my question was Sarah. After that I let you go.."

"I don't want to date.."

"The reason." he said as he threw out my hand.

I grimaced in pain and stroked my hand because it felt so painful. But Dimas didn't care at all that he was just staring intently at me.

"How much did he give you..?let me change everything"

"Sir pennant didn't give me anything.."

"Get out of the company.I will guarantee your life and your family.."

"Please Dim. understand" I said expectantly.

"Ha-ha-ha. You don't even want to be away from that damn thing.."

"I just realized that you weren't Dimas protecting me all this time.."

"You mean.."

"You're just a rude and selfish man, you don't even want to listen to anything you don't want to hear.I don't want to live with someone like that." I said.

Dimas was stunned to hear my words, it seemed like he had just realized what he was doing. His eyes turned soft as he looked at me.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry Sarah.." she said softly.

"Go home. I want to sleep.."

"THE BASICS OF WOMEN DON'T KNOW THEMSELVES." YELLED again.

I didn't care about it anymore, I closed the door after turning the key several times.

"Give me back the money I've spent on you all this time.."

Dimas is still yelling out there, I don't care at all. I set my foot in the bathroom to clean myself and cool the brain that seemed to have been emitting smoke.