Single Female

yes or no

I just finished taking a shower when the doorbell rang loudly. No one else knows I'm here but Panji and his mother. I rushed down the stairs without opening the towel wrapped around my head.

I turned the key boy and the tall man was already standing there, smiling.

"Loh... already home...?"

He hugged me so tightly like months without seeing me. I left it without protest at all.

"Let's go in.."

We entered hand in hand. He threw his body on the living room couch. I followed by sitting next to him.

"When do you go home..? why didn't you tell me..?"

"Just come straight here.."

"Had eaten..?"ask again.

He shook his head while looking at me.

"Wand then we eat out, I'll be the driver.."

He just smiled still looking at my face.

"Sarah... do you love me.. Do you really want to be with me without coercion?"

Deggs....

I was surprised when he asked me that.

"What's up..? am I wrong..?"

"No. I just want to know how you feel about me.."

"I don't love you, I'm just looking for Daddy's sugar.."

I stood up trying to stifle my emotions. His hand pulled my hand and I sat down next to him.

"I'm sorry.I'm just afraid you're with me out of pity.."

"Pity you, you are short of money so I must have mercy on you.."

"Don't be angry, I'm just asking"

"You're not asking but you're intimidating, as if I were.."

My words just hang because he kissed my lips softly.

I immediately pushed her body to stop kissing my lips.

"Go there.I'm hungry"

He laughed and pinched my nose with a squash.

"You're afraid to be sorry." he chuckled.

"Basic pervert.."

The pennant passed leaving me still stunned at the thought of his question earlier. There must be something bothering him so that he could ask like that. He doesn't usually ask me trivial things. It was me who often asked about his feelings for me.

After a long time of thinking I rushed straight to my room. He'll nag, when I'm not ready when I'm already hungry.

I just put maroon-colored lipstick on my lips. I wear glasses so that I don't see any makeup on my face.

With a little run I went down the stairs and the man was already standing there at the end of the stairs.

"Be careful you fall"

I laughed as she held my slightly dazed body.

"Can..what I'm saying"

We walked hand in hand and he always held my hand whenever and wherever.

In the car I was convinced that the man was not okay.

"Darling..."

"What's up..?"

He glanced at me and took my hand to hold.

"The story dong with me, so that I can give you a solution.."

"If you can't find a solution..?"

"At least your burden is less because you've shared with me"

"I will only share my happiness with you not the burden of life.."

I put my lips together and she just smiled to see me.

"What do you want to eat, baby..?"

"Fruitful eating"

"for example..?"

"Bakso "

Panji drove his car faster because he said he would take me to a most special place to eat.

We went down in a very simple restaurant. There was no music or the sound of people talking.

"This is the place of the most legendary meatballs "

I just followed him from behind. Panji told me to sit in a chair in front of the store. He ordered without asking me what I wanted because he knew exactly what I was going to order.

"That's one piece.."

"It used to be crowded here, but since this store changed hands it seems one by one the customers stay away"

"Why..?"

"She felt different "

I nodded without asking any further. Panji clasped my hand and looked at my face like the first time he came.

"What's up..?"

"Darling.ayo married"

"Well..."

I was again surprised by his words that had made me hang.

"Why do you always refuse when I get married..?"

"I'm not ready yet"

"Cliche reason.."

"Mas.com understand.."

"What makes you not sure about me yet..?"

Our conversation paused as the waiter delivered the order. Two bowls of meatballs with large portions served on the table. There are also dumplings and fried calamari flour along with the sauce. Two glasses of orange ice also did not escape the order.

"Mas.my family is not a harmonious family. I'm a broken home kid, so many problems to solve. I don't want you coming into my family because this isn't the right time"

"Do you guarantee that one day your family will improve and we will still be together..?"

"I mean..?"

"Over time love will disappear whether it be because of boredom or something else.."

"Eat the mas. later the meat is cold"

"Jawab now,yes or no.."

He looked at me sharply as if there was no longer any gap for me to dodge anymore.