Single Female

Pregnant

I entered the parking lot of a three-star hotel after driving quickly. After calling Sasha I also intend to immediately meet her and ask her how she is.

We met in the hotel lobby, looking very far away Sasha's appearance. Her hair was just in a careless tie, her body slightly filled with a face without make-up.

"Sister..."

He hugged me tightly and sounded his sobbing, as his face sank in my arms.

"What's up..?"

Even though I still feel pain because of all the treatment he's been in all this time. I can't hide my worries.

"Have you had breakfast..?"

He just shook his head and I clasped his hand to bring him breakfast outside the hotel.

We just stayed across, because across from the hotel there were so many restaurants or food stalls.

"What do you want for breakfast..?"

"It's up to the big brother just don't rice.."

"Will chicken..?"

Sasha nodded as she continued walking beside me. Of the many options for breakfast, I do prefer chicken porridge to prop up the stomach until lunch later.

We sat facing each other after ordering two bowls of porridge and two glasses of hot tea.

"Where do you live now..?"

"Lumayan is far from the contract of karen"

He stirred his porridge and I allowed him to eat first. It feels like seeing Sasha now my heart is so sad.

How not, as the daughter of the most loved mother. Sasha never felt life was hard. In various ways mother will try to exist for her favorite daughter. He never dressed carelessly. The one who always looks perfect is like two different people.

"How are you and Tora..?"

"They're fine.."

"What are you here for..? how's college..?"

He just kept quiet while continuing to stir the porridge.

"Saichi.."

"Please, sister.I'm pregnant..."

I can't believe I heard the girl in front of me. Did he say, pregnant..?

"Sasha.don't joke"

She looked at me, her tears flowing. Suddenly my stomach was nauseous and I completely lost my appetite.

"Did you know?"

He nodded while wiping his tears.

"Who is Sha..?"

"I don't know.."

He cried and we became the center of attention of the people who were enjoying their breakfast.

I immediately paid for the food we ordered and immediately invited Sasha to leave the place.

With my heart pounding, I immediately asked Sasha to pack her things and leave the hotel.

In the car I can't say anything. I drove the car with a very messed up feeling.

Suddenly I stepped on the brake pedal. Because it was like a big rock had hit my head.

"I'm sorry, brother.."

His cry broke back and it sounded very heartbreaking.

"Are you stupid, until you don't know who made you pregnant, huh.."

Sasha was still crying and it pissed me off.

"Stop crying and tell me who it is.."

"I don't know because it happened while I was drunk"

"Arggggggggghhhh"

I screamed and beat the wheel. Sasha looks so shocked to see me like that. Because they only knew I was the most patient person and never once showed my anger.

It feels useless what I've been doing all this time. Life wanders around enjoying my own pain and pain but in the end this is what I get..

And mother...I know you are the one hardest hit by this. I'm angry with them, but this is not what I want...