Single Female

Seeking answers

Panji sat in the living room very agitated. He doesn't know where to start. Because he's sure his mom won't be that easy to tell all the truth.

"Lang..."

Panji immediately got up and hugged the body of the woman who had given birth to him.

"What's up.?"

Panji remained silent while occasionally smiling trying to remain calm before hearing something that would hurt his heart.

"Mihs..Crash dreaming.."

"What dream, son?"

"Panner dreams of mom throwing away a baby"

Immediately Ivone's face turned very pale hearing the words of his beloved son.

"What does that dream mean..?"ask again.

In the heart of the whispering banner apologized to his mother for lying.

"That's just a sleeping flower Lang.."

"But it's like real mih, like there's a message being delivered"

"CONTINUE YOU THINK MAMI THREW THE BABY AWAY, WHOSE BABY DID YOU THROW AWAY...?"

Ivone looked so angry that he had unknowingly raised his voice on the banner.

"Why is mommy so angry..?"

Ivone let out a long sigh and attempted to divert the conversation.

"How's Sarah doing..?"

"Sarah is fine.."

"When are you getting married..? try to keep persuading him.."

"Mih..doesn't anyone want to tell Gilang..?"

"No son.mami just wants you to get married fast, that's all"

"What if one day we part because the past is not finished..?"

"What do you mean, son..?"

"Nothing.."

Ivone let go of his son with pain in his chest. Because he saw the questionable gaze of his son.

Panji drives his car at high speed. When he didn't get an answer from Ivone. He finally had to meet someone who was talking to his mother at the time.

The steep rocky road makes the journey even longer. The heart of the banner pumps very fast. He had no idea what he would find in the house, but he was sure something big was waiting for him.

The simple house was as silent as there was no life. The pennant immediately knocked on the door after just entering through the unlocked fence.

After a long wait the door was opened by a middle-aged woman sitting in a wheelchair.

"Yes.who's looking, son..?"

The banner was silent a thousand languages, he seemed to have no guts to ask any further.

"Come in, son.Let's talk inside"

The banner followed the woman's words and immediately entered the house very nervously.

"What do you want to drink, boy..?"

"No need to bother aunty.thank you"

"Is my feeling not wrong...is this the son of Panji..?"

Panji nodded his head and stared fixedly at the middle-aged woman in front of him.

"How does auntie know..?"

"Nobody knows where I am except my husband and son and Ivone your mother"

"I'm looking for answers.."

"Will the banner be smeared, when hearing the truth later.."

"I don't promise.but at least I can know all the truth.."

After being silent for a long time, Rahayu finally told her everything that had happened in the past. Several times he wiped the tears on his face.

The banner felt his entire body was boneless. He felt an excruciating pain when he learned of the wounds his mother had felt all along. There are so many things you want to forget, even in the wrong way.

"Mom hope you can accept everything, son.."

Panji felt his tongue was so twisted that he could not say a word.

Without them noticing, someone was shedding tears while listening to all the chatter of the two of them...