
Waiting is one of the most boring things. Sitting in the lobby alone pisses me off because it always recollects with rumors going around. The online object I ordered had not arrived even though I had waited fifteen minutes. There's no way I'm unilaterally cancelling because I'm so scared of someone's prayers.
Dimas passed me without asking anything, I also just kept quiet did not intend to call him. After reaching the door of the lobby of the office he turned his body and I pretended not to see.
"Sarah.ayo go home"
I shook my head quickly and showed my phone from far away.
"Cancel it." he said.
I was just silent at my place, ignoring Dimas who was still standing there.
Tin tin tin
I immediately stood up because the online object I ordered was already outside. I saw Dimas give the man money and the bike was away from my eyes.
"I want to go home." I'm upset.
"Let's go home with me.."
"Didn't I just take you.."
"Dim.please, I'm not arguing" I said emotionally.
"Why did you change..?"ask again.
"I..? changed..? what's changed?"
"Is it because you got what you wanted..?"
I stared intently at him, we were both standing in front of the lobby like two little kids fighting over a toy.
"What do you mean..?"
"You always said you wanted to have Daddy's sugar, did you find it..?"
"HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH HER.."? yelled Dimas in front of my face.
Plakkkkkk
A slap just landed on his cheek, my hand until it hurt. Tears just escaped from both my eyes. I didn't expect Dimas to think the same as all the colleagues in our office.
" Sarah.a I don't mean" he said.
"I'm sorry Sarah. I'm really sorry.."
"Listen, even though I slept with the pennant, it is none of your business, you have no right to scold me for what I did. Because we're nobody." I said at length.
Dimas could only look at me with his own eyes, his eyes red either holding back tears or anger.
"What..? is that what I heard.."
I turned my face away not wanting to see her again. Disappointment can't hold until tears can't be contained.
"Sarah.. After everything we've been through, you said we're nobody.."
"Yes.we are nobody.." I said again as I walked away.
I cried while walking down the highway it feels like today I am a patient who is being tried. So wicked they judged me without hearing my explanation anymore. Dimas also judged me and blamed me. The person I thought would be my protector turned out to be the same.
I think all the drivers saw me cry even a few times the horn went off as it passed me. But I keep my feet up without knowing the direction and purpose.
When I was satisfied I stopped walking and looked around. Far away I walked even my office building was out of sight. I was stunned when I realized a man was standing not far from me. He moved his foot towards me standing up.
"Crying again..?"
"P..pak what's here..?"
"I'm following a crying kitten." she said.
I was looking under my feet for the kitten she told me about.
"Where did it go..?"ask again.
"Who..?"
"The kitten you said earlier."I said plainly.
A line of smiles was seen from his lips, I just gawked at the man's face.
"My car's parked a long way away.let's go there before it rains"
Panji pulled my hand and I did not refuse and followed in his footsteps. Without us noticing a pair of eyes seeing what happened while hitting the red bike..