Single Female

New house

I was busy cleaning up all my clothes because I agreed to move to Panji's house. There was nothing I left behind, even though Panji asked me to throw away all my old clothes but I didn't listen. I thought if it could still be used why buy a new one.

When I occupied this house, I only brought clothes. Because I contracted the house as well as the furniture.

The wall clock shows eleven o'clock in the afternoon. I take a shower and get ready to leave the house. This two-year-old house is a silent witness to my struggle and a place to let go of fatigue.

Tin tin tin

The sound of a car horn was heard and I immediately pulled the suitcase and took it out of the house.

"Darling..."

The pennant frowned when he heard me call him.

I pretended not to see and just got in the car without waiting for the man to open the door first.

The car is traveling at medium speed. Afghan voices are heard in the ears.

"What do you want to buy..?"

"Huhh..?"answer me

"You must have wanted it..?"

"If you don't want me to call you, baby.."

Panji stopped his car on a lonely roadside. He looked at me with a suspicious look.

"What .?"aska.

"Don't like to be angry later you're old.."

"How can't an old man be like you.."

He smiled mockingly while shuffling my hair. I'm getting pissed at him.

"Usually if a woman turns sweet, there's a need.."

"But I'm not that kind of woman.."

"Yes baby.I believe"

"It's a real lie." I said again.

"You've just met you're not gonna fight.."

I took a deep breath and tried not to prolong the matter with this man beside me.

"Come sir.it's noon, I'm hungry"

He doesn't seem to listen to me. His hands were busy changing the music played on the radio.

"Sir..ayo"he said again.

"You're called dear, suspicious. I kept calling you angry.."

"Ihh gemass.."he said softly.

The car again split the road. He took me to a restaurant famous for its delicious Japanese cuisine.

We entered the Japanese-style restaurant. Panji pulled a chair for me to sit on, and he sat beside me.

As usual, he ordered a large menu. I got used to it and started not commenting anymore.

We ate well because it was time for lunch. I haven't had any breakfast since morning.

"What breakfast this morning..?"

I shook my head as I continued to chew the food in my mouth.

"How many times have I told you.watch your health.."

"Yes dear.."that's why.

Panji could only sigh at my answer. Maybe he's tired of facing this shitty me.

"I'll take you home later, baby, but I don't stop by because there's a meeting.."

"Okay.."I brandished both thumbs.

After lunch we finally arrived at the house I was going to occupy. The pennant turned the key and pushed the door so we could get in. The suitcase was placed next to my body and she smiled meaningfully.

"I'm back in the office.lock the door, get some rest.."

I nodded my head and hugged the tall man's body. Panji stroked my arm and kissed the tip of my head.

"The master room is upstairs, sleep there. This house is clean so you don't have to think about cleaning up.."

"OK.." I replied

"The fridge is full, if you're hungry eat something, I'll drop by.."

"Okay big boss.Now go later you're late.."

I pushed her body and she laughed a little. After his departure I immediately pulled the suitcase and climbed the stairs after previously locking the door.

I opened the door and smiled because this room was completely changed in design and color. What was once gray now turned into a cream color.

I don't know what my parents have done in the past. So my fate turned into what it is now. I'm so grateful to be a part of that shitty middle-aged man's life..

I took the phone from inside the bag and typed a message.

(I miss)

I sent that message to the man who owns this house..